On the contrary, Robyn, your explanation was very understandable and your feelings came through clearly. Thank you for that.
Once again, Neph says so well what I would like to have said, first. The somewhat ironic aspect of this question is that I found it on the one-year anniversary of joining the site, something I had been thinking about for several days.
What do I like?
First, that Myr has not only created an incredible site, but has drawn together an absolutely impressive staff of volunteer administrators and technical folks who maintain the site to such high standards.
Second, that several of those folks, most notably Talon Rider, have supplied so much help and encouragement to me.
Third, as Neph said, that not only can I post my stories here, but people actually read them and tell me what/why they like/dislike about them. From the very first chapter I posted, I found people willing to offer constructive feedback. I think I can see improvement in my writing (of course, I am biased...) as a result.
Next, again paraphrasing Neph, the site is the source of some most excellent fiction...and there are so many excellent authors and so many genres of gay and gay-friendly stories. I cringe when I think of the time I wasted searching for "real stories" on some of the more...um, candid?...sites.
Another thought. Several authors have trusted me to beta read and edit their stories. That is perhaps the most intimate e-relationship two people can have. I have enjoyed those relationships, I appreciate the trust that is offered, and I look forward to continuing them.
Finally, and again going back to what Neph said: I have met some very wonderful people here, and I've exchanged banter and serious, philosophical thoughts in an environment that encourages and nurtures such exchanges. Frankly, I don't think there's anything like it elsewhere on the internet.
Thank you, all!