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-ceiling drop- Heya =D I'm so stoked to be home. I had a tooth extraction yesterday, so call me Mr. Chipmunk.

Someone gave me a book called Sleeping Beauty, written by Anne Rice. I don't know what I was expecting exactly, but I liked her vampire series, so I cracked it open and BAM, smut everywhere. Lots and lots of smut. I was like, mmkay I'll just skip the smut stuff because I'm just looking for a good story. Didn't happen. It was all smut. I didn't like it.

I lied. I didn't know about Jason Momoa. The Sprouse twins have my attention too.

I'm really sorry.

I'm a 2! Lol But seriously, I tend to be more critical with reading than with speaking. Wet noodle here.

I get snappy sometimes too, especially when people ask me why I kept my name as Lacey. Cause I like my name, thanks very much!

This is me being a people pleaser.

I'm not sure if this helps, but I had a relationship of sorts with someone I met online, on Comsie's chat actually, and it was before I actually told anyone I was transgender, so when I noticed that we were becoming pretty invested with each other, I told him the truth. Annnnnnnd He was very accepting, but I am very glad I told him early on with the mindset that it might be our last conversation. If I could make a suggestion, it would be to talk to your boyfriend before he moves. He sounds like a great guy, but even the greatest people can be confused or unsure when it comes to this, and the last thing you'd want is to have everything come undone after he's there. You don't have to know your place on the gender spectrum, but he really ought to know you're struggling with it, especially if he's straight. Good luck! If I was him, I wouldn't let someone like you go.

"But I am sure I have always thought of Christmas time, when it has come round--apart from the veneration due to its sacred name and origin, if anything belonging to it can be apart from that--as a good time; a kind, forgiving, charitable, pleasant time; the only time I know of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one consent to open their shut-up hearts freely, and to think of people below them as if they really were fellow-passengers to the grave, and not another race of creatures bound on other journeys." Charles Dicken, A Christmas Carol I read it every year before Christmas. It's one of my favorites.

It's always easier for people to see things as dichotomies: black or white, male or female, etc. It's good to see it them being challenged.

I mean, you're in college. I'm sure the majority of your class is taking it seriously considering it's coming out of their pocket. If more than half are failing, there's gotta be a reason.

Don't make me blush! Haha. It's actually an older photo I did for Comsies bday but I really don't look very different, imo. Thanks though! ❤️