Little Life of Nolan Parks - 19. Justin Jynx - What Are You Waiting For?

Justin's POV

“SO YOU KISSED!?” I could barely contain my excitement.

It's been three(ish) months since Nolan moved to town. The entire time I've had to endure Henry gushing over him. There have been times I've told Henry to shut up. A straight kid can only take so much. But a kiss, that is important!

Henry's face was red. My parents know he's gay, so do his, but he's still kind of sensitive about it. “Did you have to yell it?” That just so happens to be how our parents found out.

I nodded quite quickly. “Of course I did, it's big news!” I was still being loud.

“Could you quiet down?” Henry pushed me onto my bed. I started laughing even louder. “Seriously Justin, quiet down.”

Somehow I managed to settle down. “Okay, I'll try. So when did you kiss?”

“Christmas Eve...” HE KISSED HIM ALMOST TWO WEEKS AGO!? WHAT THE HELL!? “I know I should have told you sooner, but things are... delicate with Nolan.”

“Delicate how?”

“I'm not allowed to say,” Henry's face said it all. He was trying hard not to go against his word, but he REALLY wanted to tell me. I decided to not push the subject.

“So you and Nolan are an item now or what?” Henry shook his head in the negative. “Well, why not?”

“Like I said, things are delicate... It's not a one, two, dating thing. There's more to it.” Why do things need to be so math like? Why can't it be one plus one equals two? Oh wait, that is math... “At least I know now I have a chance with him.” Henry stared off into space. No doubt thinking about Nolan.

“So what's your next move?” That got him out of his trance and into a confused look. “Like with Nolan, how are you going to proceed?”

“By being patient. I can't push him... that wouldn't be right.” Henry like super cares for him. Like, with a cape! You know how superheroes have caps? Like that.

“God I could never be that patient. If you don't get him in the end, I don't know man...”

“Can we stop talking about Nolan now?” Henry pleaded with me. “Pleeeease?”

I rolled my eyes. “Sure, why not.” We started talking about school and swimming for a while then we decided to play some video games. Overall, a typical hang out with my best pal Henry.

Once in a while Nolan doesn't show up at school. Liam is always there to tell us, but I can tell Henry is concerned for him. More so since Christmas time. Today was one of those days. I was the only one at our usual gather spot, the doors to the small gym, so far though.

“Nolan got zero sleep last night; he's staying home today.” He had bags under his eyes like he had stayed up all night too. He even had a coffee in his hands.

I smirked. “You look like you haven't slept either.”

He sighed. “He jumps into my bed on nights like last night. I got a few hours of sleep at least.” He sat down on the floor blocking the door. “This coffee is a life saver right now.”

“Nolan and you share a bed?” There weren't many kids in the school yet. Those who were looked more like zombies.

“For a while there he couldn't fall asleep without being beside me.” Wow, whatever happened to Nolan must have been serious. “I don't think I've had a good night’s sleep since I moved into town.”

“You moved to town just as Nolan ended up in the hospital.” Liam remained silent. “What happened to Paul?”

Liam's attitude went from tired to defensive immediately. “I know you're just asking a question cause your curious, and don't take this the wrong way, but it's none of your business.” Whoa major change really fast!!

“Ya got it.” Let's not push that subject any further. “I hope Nolan gets better soon.”

“He'll get better at his own pace. But I agree I hope it happens sooner rather than later.” We sat or stood there for a while. It was killing me to ask him about Henry and Nolan.

So I did... “So Nolan and Henry are getting pretty close, eh.” How else do you bring up your best friend is super into someone's cousin?

Liam finished his coffee and threw it into a garbage can. “Jealous?”

“Pfft, no. Henry will always be my main man. But seriously though they have gotten pretty close.”

Liam looked up at me. “What are you trying to say?” I remained silent. He had that, sorta anger tone to his voice. “Justin?”

I shook out of my silence. “Well Henry and I were talking the other day, and he was saying something about them.... kissing.” I had to whisper it; there were a bit more kids around now.

“Yes, I know about that. Nolan has no secrets with me, he's told me everything.” Whoa, Nolan is super trusting. “When he woke up in the hospital, it was me who he saw first. He's kind of got this, what I call, 'motherly' attachment to me. I'm used to that though with my little brother.”

“So you're good with them?”

He nodded. “As long as Nolan doesn't get hurt like that again.” Liam had a fire burning in his eyes. I don't know what happened, but it's what Henry couldn't tell me. “How do you feel about it?”

“Henry is happy, so I'm happy.” It's that simple, who am I to judge him for whom he loves. Speaking of love, here comes Grace! I say this because she is super pretty, and I'm totally into her. “Hey, Grace.” I waved as she came down the hallway.

“Hey Justin, Liam. Where's Nolan?”

“Home, he had a rough night,” Liam Explained.

“I see, hope he gets better.” She smiled her gorgeous smile. “Good thing I guess, Sterling is in a bad mood today. I'll see you guys at lunch, I've got some last minute homework to finish.”

And like that she was off. Liam spoke and caught me out of my trance. “Go ask her out, I know you want to.” I rolled my eyes, then watched some other guy checking her out. “You're going to miss out man.

“Sorry, I got to... well you know. See ya!” I somehow got that out of my mouth. I raced down the hall to catch up to Grace. “Hey, again.”

She turned around. “Oh hey, what's up?”

“I thought maybe... it might be helpful if two people worked on your homework... together.” She gave me the most skeptical look I've seen from anyone besides my mom. “Okay, fine, you want to go out sometime?”

“Sure Justin, I'd like that. As for homework, what are you getting in math?”

“65...”

“95, you need a tutor?” I blushed and nodded. “Come on, I'll show you how to do it.” And that's how I spent my morning learning math from my girlfriend? I don't know we’re kind of a thing now!

Tobi's POV

Today is going to be an awesome day! I'm home alone to do whatever the fuck I want and it's decently warm out with clear skies! My plan: to start up a tanning session outside.

So something you don't know, I moved all the way up here from Florida... Ya. From Florida to Alberta is a drastic change in temperature. Hopefully, I can get a tan up here.

I found my speedos and made my way outside. It was nice and warmish, about 25 degrees Celsius. Enough for me to maybe start a tan? I laid down on the lawn chair and plugged in my music.

I fell asleep at some point and was only awoken when a shadow came over me. “You're seriously trying to tan?” That voice, Sterling. “How's that coming?”

I opened my eyes rubbing the sleep out of them. “What do you want Sterling?”

“I heard your parents were busy today and you had the house to yourself.” It was then that I noticed he was wearing a tight pair of shorts. I could clearly see he was sporting a bulge. “Thought I would come over and see what you were doing.”

“How'd you get back here?” I was annoyed with him. I mean, yes he hates my friends, but he likes me. Apparently enough to know when my parents were busy.

Sterling sneered. “Well, I knocked on your door for a few minutes. Turned to ringing your doorbell. When I still didn't get an answer, I threw two small rocks at your window. Then I jumped the fence, and there you were.”

He rubbed his crotch. “I'm not pleasuring you, Sterling.” I scowled at him.

Sterling acted offended. “Oh no, I wouldn't do that. I was considering a mutual agreement.” That got me confused. The look on my face made that pretty clear. He leaned over me placing his hand on my thigh. “I thought maybe we could go 'all the way' today.”

I tensed up as he touched me. His hand continued to travel up my leg as Sterling leaned in closer. “Sterling...” I could barely whisper. I could feel my cock shifting as it grew. I grabbed his arm, so muscular... fuck!

His face continued to lean into mine. “Oh Tobi, come on.” His lips touched mine; his tongue quickly pushed its way into my mouth. I couldn't help but kiss him. I grew weak, and Sterling took advantage of this and grabbed my crotch.

I spread my legs, and he joined me on the lawn chair. He removed his hand only to be replaced by his crotch. Our groins rubbed as he thrust his into mine. I was lifted from the chair as his hands grabbed my ass. I pulled myself up wrapping my arms around his shoulders.

“Inside please...” I begged between breaths. Sterling smiled and got to his feet.

Sterling quickly made it to the door and inside. He turned around as he closed the door and pushed me against the door shoving his tongue down my throat yet again. I was pinned against the door; I could only accept what Sterling was doing.

He stopped the kiss, keeping my suspended. “I knew you wanted me.”

My hands went down his chest. “Shut up... Were you serious about going all the way?” I looked at Sterling directly in the eyes; they told me the answer before the words left his mouth.

“Oh fuck yes!” We moved to my bed. He placed me down, and then began removing his shirt. “You're just too sexy for me not to.”

He got down to his underwear when I spoke up. “Are you gay or bi?”

Sterling shrugged. “Does it matter?”

“Yes, it does Sterling. This kind of sex isn't something I do with just anyone. I want it to be with people who actually care about me and not their orgasm.” I was dead serious. Like I killed the mood in the room with my seriousness.

Sterling rolled his eyes. “Does it really matter though? I want to have sex with you, it means that I care.”

He leaned in for a kiss. I backed away. “Answer my question Sterling.”

“Seriously?” Sterling groaned. “I'm neither.”

“So then you're just here to get off. I'm not helping you with that anymore.”

“Oh fuck off Tobias, why do you have to be like this?”

I pushed him away from me. He ended up falling over on his ass in the middle of the floor. “Because I can Sterling! Days after I met you I developed a crush on you, and you took advantage of that. Now, today you're here wanting to fuck me. I'm not having it, Sterling.”

He rolled his eyes and aggressively got his clothes back on. “I guess I'll just have to tell fucking everyone that you begged me to let you suck me off then huh?” He wasn't lying; I did once or twice...

“That's not fair!” I screamed at him.

“Nothing in life is fair Tobias. That's why you got to cheat.” He sneered as he left the room. I glared at the wall the entire time until I heard my front door slam shut. I looked out the window and watched him walk down the street.

Taking out my phone I brought up the Facebook app. Before he can ruin me, I'll come out. I won't spread the word of his bi-curious behavior, but I will prevent him from screwing me over.

I pressed the post button then read what I posted. Before it gets too out of hand, I'm gay. Deal with it

Sterling has no power over me now. He can say that I tried to suck him off, but I have worse on him. I have camera footage of us kissing in my living room. Bring it, Sterling, you can't 'cheat' your way out of this one.

Chapter End.