You Make Me...Angry - Prologue. Prologue

Prologue

Watching Rebellion was painful.

Painful, he pressed the palm of his hand against his chest and winced. On the wide screen on the wall, Kim Jaehan hugged Kang Junghee, then turned to Song Andre and hugged him tight. They’d arrived in separate vehicles, obviously from their respective homes. The trio turned to head into the Incheon airport.

Another trip abroad, he thought enviously.

The band was doing another Asian tour in the space of a year. Their popularity skyrocketed with every minute. The camera focused on Jaehan. Capturing that astonishing angel face, his heartbeat increased and his fingers bunched into a fist. He wished he could stop this insane obsession. His heart squeezed tight when Jaehan smiled at the fans around him, waving at them as he walked up to the airline attendant.

A soft gasp escaped him when Jaehan had to remove his dark glasses for the attendant. The woman was an idiot if she had to confirm that was the real Jaehan. Those eyes, so brown, so…vivid and stunning, the things he wished he could do staring into Jaehan’s eyes. Jaehan wore his dark glasses releasing him from a wicked spell.

He watched with a sinking heart as Jaehan headed away from the camera, followed by his two band mates. Andre and Junghee, those two who got to touch him whenever they wanted. His fingers clenched tighter with jealousy.

‘Rebellion heads to Macau for their last concert on the Breaking Free Tour. We’ll catch up with them on the other side. This has been…’

He switched off the screen and stood staring at his reflection. It was good he could only see them on cable television. This would get harder if they were on regular music shows all the time. His heart wouldn’t take it. Would Jaehan ever look at him with love? If he tried just once to get that man’s attention, would Jaehan love him?

“What are you doing?”

He turned away from the dark screen to stare at the next best thing on the bed.

“I was just watching something. Your screen is huge.”

“Come back to bed. Stop obsessing over Kim Jaehan. You’ll never reach him.”

He winced at how deep that comment stabbed him. Did the man think he didn’t know?

Damn it, Kim Jaehan was so far away, he doubted he’d ever meet him. Maybe…, he smiled at the man on the bed. If he were good…, if he was good to this man, maybe…just maybe, he’d get close to Kim Jaehan.

He tugged the string on his trousers and smiled at the man on the bed. When he got a responding smile, his heart jumped happily.

If he was patient, he decided, he’d get to see Kim Jaehan.