Well, I think people know that tensions and lack of communications have been building for weeks now between me and my boyfriend.
It's over now; we're going to remain friends, but we know that we're not meant for each other.
It's the most amicable break up, I've ever had at the very least.
The reason for the break up: I don't know. Maybe, we're too similar in our political views that we kind of grew tired of each other. Maybe, it was the religious difference that kept nagging at me
This is my musings on a reason for life and the universe if there is a God, beings of such equivalent powers, or some kind of greater effort.
I don't know if this is an epiphany for the Easter Holiday, but it seems interesting enough:
Out of all the Holy texts, it is never explained fully "why" life was started, whether you are Christian, Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist, or many assortment of religions. Yes, we have concept of creation by higher beings and stories from people that were "told" i
I didn't plan on it, but I think this song really works with the Exodus prequel mini-series, Genesis.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnjjkR14rHY
It works on a lot of levels for what I want to explore with the prequel and how point A became the genocidal history of Point B. The relationships, the complex interaction, the unspoken compulsions, the subtle and overt forces beyond human understanding, and revealing of secrets are all part of the Genesis miniseries.
The song is a
Let's see, nonpolitical topic on my life:
My current boyfriend is a great guy, I love the way we connect and talk with one another. He's extremely supportive, fun loving, and entertaining. Yet, there's something that seems to strain us from moving anywhere in our relationship. We're both workaholics, we place career first, but for different reasons. He wants to work hard to eventually settle down and live life peacefully. I seek to work hard in order to create something and constantly trying
I don't know, some people might find me condescending, argumentative, and probably a little strange for my views. I will defend and oppose points for both liberal and conservative as I see the merits.
I just retook the Left-Right Compass again, but this time I am actually going more social conservative (Don't worry, I won't join Phelps just yet ). I am still a conservative, but I am less inclined to support what might be considered libertarian principles now as I am getting older and probab
Finally uploaded the first part of my prequel: Genesis: The Truth 2-4 of 4
Next will be Genesis: The Consequences a 9-part mini-series.
Finally, I will finish with Genesis: Judgment a 25-part mini-series.
On a side note, I am starting to read the Nightrunner series and I don't know, there's something attractive about the fantasy genre.
However, I am pressing to finish the edits of my own stories in the science fiction area as well. It is taking a lot longer to finish the edits th
I feel odd right now. I've been doing taxes for people left and right and offered to do my dad's elderly tenant taxes as well.
After some simple research in property history, I discovered something about this guy. He's a convicted catholic priest with several decade of child molestation charges against altar boys. I didn't know this before I did the research and now I wish I didn't dig too deeply.
I am left at a moral and ethical divide. I know he's a good man; he does volunteering for t
Sunday has come and about to be gone, it's a nice enough day. I have no complaints about where things stand; although, my aspirations have not been fulfilled. I guess there really isn't much to talk or write about except in my stories.
Exodus is finally getting more traction as I will probably be ready with the next half week after April 18th. The short Genesis series should hold any loyal fans over for the time being.
I am also starting to think about my older stories. I kind of surpri
Well, let's start at the beginning, first there was darkness, then there was light.....
I am dating again and this time, it feels like a keeper. Politically, we're closer to each other than anyone else before in either of our lives. We're both insufferable intellectuals with a keen eye on debates.
I have never been so attracted to another man as I have with him; it is like we complete each other.
Okay, here's a few things thought I know and noticed between us:
1. He's really big
Let's see the superbowl was exciting and the Packers won! (Not every person will care about football, but it was an amazing game). The game was dynamic with the first few minutes showing why football can change in moments. The interceptions and turnovers killed Steelers, who I am not shedding any tears for.
Yes, I hate Steelers sorry. It's just how arrogant their fans can get about their superbowl record, which is one of the highest in the league. I favor the Packers more for their team and
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In life as there is in fiction, we have blocks in our way. Mine right now is two pronged: 1. What do I do with my career as it is? 2. What should I do about my romantic life?
I've been working and volunteering my time, but I realized now that I was just pushing my mind off those issues. Yes, I am reasonably successful with a good job, but I can see the clouds forming, Health centers even those managed through private firms like mine without a change in their business models will d
I just realized that my link to Exodus lead to nowhere.
Just fixed it to redirect to my off site story page.
Now to something more interesting:
New Orleans was fun and the food was awesome. The Psychic reading at Jackson square was weird, but cool.
I wonder if any guys I know are Scorpio, black haired, and 5'8 to 5'5. Supposedly, I will marry him and our romance will begin soon. Cross your fingers.
Food wise, I highly advise trying the crawfish, shrimp , and Crab Cakes in
I posted this on my story forum discussion over in Jeff's fort, but as I also post Exodus on GA, I thought I should also let you guys in:
One of the biggest issue with a writer is that his stories are sometimes based on his emotional and physical condition. Physically, I am fine, but emotionally I was kind of lost after a rough breakup with my old boyfriend and the lost of my previous job.
I did not know if I could continue to write anymore in this universe, but life finds a way and one
Well, I am back after several months of leave.
I am enjoying my new job as head of Accounting for a health center management company. The task is daunting and many people's livelihood and possibly lives depends on things that I look over. Understaffed and overworked, but I am very grateful.
I also am dating again, wohoo! I am taking this guy very slowly; we might not develop anything more than casual lovers, but I am happy to have someone around and I bet he is too.
As for new adven
Let's see here's what happen in the time I was absent from GA:
First the bad:
1. Lost my old job as a consultant due to corporate re-organization.
2. Lost my boyfriend due to lack of communications after I lost my old job. I went into isolation and he left me.
3. Stopped writing all my stories due to depression.
Good things:
1. Got a new, better job as the head of Accounting of a Health Management Firm directly under the CFO. Basically, overseeing several different community h
It's been too long since I have blogged.
It has been a hectic few months with my creative energies directed towards work rather than my craft.
On the writing front:
Worlds of Difference is overdue for an update, Exodus has its outline ready though I need to compress my chapters down further, and A Dog's Tale is different than what I usually write.
My other stories are on hiatus more or less unless there is demand for their return.
On a personal level:
I am an intellect
Well, it is difficult to write, but I enjoy it immensely.
Today marks the 6 month anniversary of me holding production of this story in order to finish my other story ideas, which have had rather anemic showing of support; except for Love and Again, which I want to thank the 5000 views for from you guys.
I'll most likely go back to Love and Again in the next few months to conclude the Alexander arc, after I do more work on Exodus.
This story is getting really big in my mind and I h
Amazing movie, it was so touching and rewarding to watch. The love of food, the social and political backgrounds of the people, and the rich tapestry of human history. It was delightful and real.
I will admit, I am foodie. I love different cuisines and I have a strong palate for sauces. My favorite is the subtle textural differences in sauces; those combination are so interesting.
The movie also made me think about my own creativity as an author; Why have I slowed down my writing? I work
Let's see some updates:
1. I am kind of in and out of this relationship with a boy. He's nice, but I get mixed feelings from him.
2. I have changed my job, which is interesting. I was not fired, but I got a better offer through my searching and left my statehouse job. I am now a Business consultant with specialty in taxation, health care, organizational structural dynamics, and a few other things.
3. Well with the list of my specialties, I think it is well assumed, I have my Master's
Well, it's been a while since I wrote a chapter and I have been feeling introspective for a while now, so I am continuing my story.
Worlds of Difference chapter 4
This is a time travel story with multiple universes interacting in a fluid timeline with an interesting concept that I would call "Predestination potential", something that people will understand as I write this story out. It takes the old elements of a predestination storyline and add in elements of chaos theory to create this
My 22nd Birthday is tomorrow, so I am thinking on the ideas of eternity. The quote highlights a Taoist principle of reincarnation under certain interpretations, but it also poses interesting ideas on the nature of one's existence and life. If your birth does not begin your life, then could you trace your life story back to the previous generation's action culmination in your creation. If death is not the end, then can you interpret into the future what your actions will create.
A look backwa
It's official, I will be starting my job in the Massachusetts' governor office in about a month.
How did this happen to me?
It's an honor, but I was not thinking that they would choose me. I am a Republican, okay, more appropriately labeled as a Fiscal conservative. The state government is one of the most over bloated budgets in the land. This position is not something that I thought would be achievable.
So what does this bode for my future, will I get so enamored with the trappings
Interesting in about four days, I will receive my Master's degree at the age of 21. I worked hard to get it, but I don't feel any sense of accomplishment. There was nothing in my studies that surprised me or challenged me enough to above and beyond. Perhaps, the truth is my desire for a challenge was never met in my educational choice.
Friends, I have made plenty over the years, but I have no defining moment in my college life as it comes to a close. I prevented a flood in the library, argue
To those who don't believe me about my depression status, check out my earlier postings on another board. I made it in January months before me and Mark got into our scuffle over anti-Depressants:
posting in january about my lack of feeling
I took the advice from my friends over at Jeff's fort and got checked; yes, I do have depression. I don't talk about it, nor do I express it like some others do through their blogs. Depression for me is different than how people view it, I don't mope
A - Age: 21
B- Bed size: Queen
C - Chore you hate: Shoveling snow
D - Dogs or cats: Cat
E - Essential start your day item: Large Turbo Ice French Vanilla Dunkin Donut's Coffee
F - Favorite color: Green
G - Gold or Silver: I want to say Gold, but I prefer Silver. Not everything in life is gold
H - Height: 5'10''
I - Instrument played: Piano/Keyboard
J - Job title: Administrative Assistant/Tax Accountant/Walking ATM for my sister
K - Kid(s): Yes
L - Loud
