Michelle said she was going to blog about me being an idiot last night, so I figured I'd go ahead and agree with everything she says now.
We went to the club last night after I left work extremely pissed off, and it was a lot of fun. School is mostly out and people were in town so it was pretty packed and we all had a good time. Except for the CJ part... but I didn't end up talking to him. Of course, that didn't stop Michelle from running up to him and hugging him though. Her excuse was, "We
So I feel good. Michelle and I were on our way to Wal Mart when we saw an SUV stuck on the side of the road in the mud and felt bad. So I turned around and went back to see if he needed help getting out. Turns out he and his wife were both cops and she had a little too much to drink at their Christmas Party and wanted him to pull over and ended up getting stuck.
So I get out in the mud and hook up some ties that I have to both trucks and start pulling him out. I get him about half way out w
So I finally decided to come out completely. At the urging of Michelle and Tina I came out to my sister the other night. She pretty much said, "Is that it? You pulled me away from drinking to tell me that?" So that went well. And I just changed my MySpace (yeah I know... pathetic that I have one, but I don't really use it) to say that I was gay. I figure that's the most effective way to come out to the people that don't know because pretty much everyone has one and looks at mine even though I do
Why is it that every f**king time I try to find a nice guy, I fail. But if by some miracle I do find a nice guy instead of the typical assholes, they turn out to be psychotic.
I feel like going into this whole long rant about stupid people and crazy obsessive stalkers and how much it annoys the crap out of me, but I don't know if I'm up to it...
Yes I am.
So I deliberately didn't post anything in my blog about my boyfriend for the reason that Snowy mentioned... it always f**ked it up
Things have been good but bad at the same time lately. I just got a f**king speeding ticket for going 88 in a 60. It was bound to happen sooner or later with how I speed, but it still pisses me off! Oh well... that's what defensive driving is for.
I would write more but the boyfriend is getting pissy that I'm still online.
Joe
(Who HATES cops with a f**king passion!)
I can't wait until this Friday and I'll be in San Francisco! I really need to get away from all the shit going on in my life right now. And because I have nothing better to do right now, actually I do but I'm going to procrastinate like always, I'm going to take this time to bitch. Yes, another bitching blog. Are they getting old yet? Too bad.
Things to do before tomorrow: Do chapters 4 and 5 Accounting homework that are now late because I skipped class last Thursday, Write a 7 page English
I don't really have a point to writing this, but it's keeping me from falling asleep so I figured I'd do it.
I haven't eaten in a day and a half, and I'm not even hungry. I have a bitch of a headache so I know I need to eat, but I just don't have an appetite at all. I got food today for breakfast and tried to force myself to eat, but I became nauseous every time I would think about taking a bite so I gave up. I only got two hours of sleep last night, and had to be up at 6:30 to finish a pape
First off, let me just say that if I haven't talked to any of you in a long time and you never see me on MSN anymore, I'm sorry. This week has been absolute hell for me. I started my training week at work on Sunday night at 7pm. I work from 7pm to 5:30am Sunday-Thursday this week. I have school from 8am-12pm Monday-Thursday. I've pulled one 28 hour day before finally passing out and getting 3 hours of sleep, and today I'm going to pull another long 24+ hour day IF I even sleep at all before I go
I always hated it when my parents would ask me that. It was either "How was school?" or "What'd you learn today?"...
How was school? It's school, how do you think it was! Honestly, who really wants to wake up that early and go to class?
What'd I learn? Based on the fact that I usually slept through my classes, not much! Except today... today was an exception because I learned that there are an extremely large number of hot guys at our school this year. The incoming freshman are so good l
It's been over a month since my last blog so I figured I'm due for an update. My life was going relatively uneventful until these past few days.
Let's start with the whole San Francisco thing... I finally bought my plane ticket so I'll be there from Friday morning at 10AM until Monday morning at 7 or 8AM I think. I'm looking forward to it a lot... there are a few people going that I've been dieing to meet for a while now and I'm glad I'll finally get the chance. So if you're thinking about g
Alright so I've finally been to both a gay and a straight club, and let me tell you that I had a hell of a lot more fun at the gay club than I did at the straight one. And not only because of the obvious, but because it was a lot more fun. For instance:
Straight Club: Some people dancing on the floor but most people just stand there and talk
Gay Club: Dance floor is packed and dancing is going on all around
Straight Club: People stay in their little group of friends and dont meet a lot
So I've been gradually coming out at work to a few people. At first I didn't plan on telling anyone because it really wasn't any of their business, but I ended up telling a couple people. Right now I think the count is up to 5 people from work that know. Now my work place can't keep a secret worth a damn. You tell anyone anything and usually everyone else knows within a few days. It's gossip central really. So it's only a matter of time before it gets out to everyone else, but I guess Im fine wi
Life has been somewhat crappy lately, but I won't bore anyone with the details.
[Rant]
All I really created this blog for was to bitch that Good Charlotte finally comes back to the US to do a tour, and they go and f**K everyone over! First they join up with Justing Timberlake and agree to open for his tour. I don't have anything against JT, but come on! They're not even in the same genre! But fine, whatever. And THEN they go and screw everyone in central US (read: ME) over and skip over all of
People have asked for a picture of my boyfriend so I might as well post one. This picture is compliments of Jeff being an ass... hence it is not a good picture and why I'm giving him a "what the f**K?" look. And his hair is getting long which is going to bug me in about a week or two when it's too long to do anything with, but don't tell him I said that
Anyways, there you go...
Alright well I wouldn't say life is perfect right now, but it's gotten a hell of a lot better the past week or so despite my near-death experience on Saturday night.
I'll start with me nearly killing myself. It's rained here on and off for the past week or so. Well I was driving up to Grapevine for a party with some friends and it hadn't rained in a while. The roads were dry... or so they appeared. Now if you ask anyone that knows me, they'll tell you flat out that I'm a speeder. I don't dri
Life's a bitch right now. Seriously... my job sucks, I'm pretty much broke, school is a pain with finals coming up and all these damn projects due, I feel really alone because I cant seem to keep anyone interested in me, and to put the cherry on top, my parents had to put our Golden Retriever down today. 14 years. I've known that dog basically my entire life, and I didn't even get to say goodbye. I don't think I've cried this much since... well, ever.
I'd write more, but I have to be up for
I posted this on MySpace a while back but I'll fill it out again
TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: mmm yes
2. are you happy? For the most part
3. are you talking to anyone right now?: Nope, I just woke up
4. are you bored?: Right now, no
5. are you German?: If you looked at my last name there would be no doubt that I'm German
6 are you Irish?: Just a little
7. are you French?: No
8. are you Italian?: No
9. are your parents still married?: Yes though they had al
I was looking back at a lot of my blog posts and noticed a lot of them had a common theme of always rambling on about a guy... usually a different one every time. But I'm not a slut. Most of the time nothing ever happens with the guys I mention in here. Maybe it's a curse...w hich is also why I've decided to stop talking about them in here for the most part. I was going to blog about a guy tonight, but decided against it.
Well, since I decided not to talk about a guy, I don't have much else
Forgive me if none of this makes sense because I'm beyond drunk right now. I have played so many games of beer pong that I can't remem ber the number that I've gone through.
Anyway, today was the first time that Iv'e flat out asked a guy if he was gay. It's a long story, but the short version is: he's gay and interested in me (or so the last time I checked which was last night). Well I was very interested in him and we had a date planned for tonight where we were just going to watch a mo
I haven't written a blog entry in I don't know how long so I think it's time. My life has been rather boring lately. I wake up at 5:30am, at work at 6, come home, eat, and repeat the process the next day. I do have some fun things planned though.
Feb. 24th - Party with some friends. We'll probably have a movie night because I have my projector in the living room giving us a huge screen, but we may just have some fun (all legal, I swear!).
March 12th - I think school starts either March 1
If you haven't read the book for one more day by Mitch Albom (author of Tuesdays with Morrie), then I do suggest it to everyone. I'll be the first to admit that I never read books like this, but my mom sent it to me and asked me to read it. I think it's the first time I've gotten this emotional over something I've read.
If you have read it and enjoyed it, then good. If you didn't enjoy it, then please keep it to yourself.
Joe
For the first time in a very long time, I cried tonight. I think I needed it though. I don’t know how long it’s been since the last time I just let it all go. Despite the fact that it was cold and rainy, it felt good.
It’s been raining here for the past few hours so there’s a huge puddle around my car that’s about 6 inches deep and only getting bigger. Try getting into your car with 6 inches of water all around it. It’s not easy. But I went to the park to think again tonight. I didn’t have a
I don’t know how they do it. Honestly, I’ve been thinking about it for a while, and I really can’t fathom how some people are as out as they are. I can understand when you’re out of the house and you don’t have to worry about being kicked out or anything, but for those teens that still are living with their parents and are completely out, I applaud them for their courageousness.
I’m not even living with my parents anymore, my mom already knows about me, I assume my brother knows, my sister
If any of you have sent something to my MSN/Hotmail email address within the past 6 months (starting in July), then I sincerely apoligize for just now reading it. I don't check that email. I only use it for MSN. The best way to reach me is through PM or my Joe@gayauthors.org account.
I had 10-15 emails from members about issues that took place months ago, but I just now read them. If you were one of those people and you were wondering why you didn't get a response, this would be why.
On
I haven't written an entry in a month. I've been too busy with everything lately that I haven't had the time to just sit down and write something. Not that it really matters though because nothing exciting is happening in my life. But, for those of you that are insanely bored and feel the need to read every blog post just because you have nothing better to do, then have fun
Let's start out with Adam... and Ryan. Most of you don't know about Ryan, so I'll just ignore him and move on to Adam.
