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I think I'm depressed...


JSmith

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I don't really have a point to writing this, but it's keeping me from falling asleep so I figured I'd do it.

 

I haven't eaten in a day and a half, and I'm not even hungry. I have a bitch of a headache so I know I need to eat, but I just don't have an appetite at all. I got food today for breakfast and tried to force myself to eat, but I became nauseous every time I would think about taking a bite so I gave up. I only got two hours of sleep last night, and had to be up at 6:30 to finish a paper before my class at 8:00. I have work from 5:30pm to 5:30am tonight and I'm not likely to sleep at all between now and when I have to go to work, so it looks like it's probably going to be a long night. I have enough caffeine in me right now to last me for a few more hours, but once that wears off I'm going to be f**ked so I'll need to take some 5 Hour Energy drinks with me. Plus, I'm irritable as hell right now. Every little thing is annoying me and I get pissed off at a lot of stuff I'd usually ignore. Viv got to hear some of my anger when I talked with her earlier, but I tried to tone it down a little bit. Add all this to the fact that I feel like just breaking down and crying all of a sudden... I think I'm depressed.

 

Don't you wish you were me? :rolleyes:

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ummm, not to sound obvious, but you aren't depressed. You're just tired. Go to bed!!!

 

You can't work those hours and go to school.

 

You can't keep up this pace, and the longer you try, the more you are beating up your body.

 

If you are working because you need money for school, now's the time to consider student loans and financial aid.

 

Take Care®,

 

Vic

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ummm, not to sound obvious, but you aren't depressed. You're just tired. Go to bed!!!

 

You can't work those hours and go to school.

 

You can't keep up this pace, and the longer you try, the more you are beating up your body.

 

If you are working because you need money for school, now's the time to consider student loans and financial aid.

 

Take Care

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As a psychologist... I'd say you're not depressed either. Instead I'd say there's something going on that you don't post here, which is fine. If there is nothing else going on, I'd suggest getting some sun. Drink some chocolate milk, and maybe go for a run.

 

I would speculate, without getting to ask you some more questions, that (taking the biochemical road) your endorphin levels are down, your seratonin is up, and on cure for that is having a date with the Painter and his five friends? But that's just generic advice.

 

(Rhetorical) When's the last time you had you-time... down time... anything but what's driving your life time?

 

Bob D. :wub:

 

You're welcome to PM me if you want.

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ummm, not to sound obvious, but you aren't depressed. You're just tired. Go to bed!!!

 

You can't work those hours and go to school.

 

You can't keep up this pace, and the longer you try, the more you are beating up your body.

 

If you are working because you need money for school, now's the time to consider student loans and financial aid.

 

Take Care

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Joe GO TO SLEEPPPPP

 

No but really, i hope things get better for you, just try to male a day where you have nothing to do but relax, you owe it to yourself, everyone does every now and then. And if you want a good cry, watch A Walk To Remember, or a few series of Boy Meets World, they get me everytime!!

 

Hehe take care man and i hope you get better!

 

-Mike

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I did leave off the part where I had to say goodbye to Jonathan that night. He came over for a few hours and we talked, and one thing lead to another... But I just didn't think his leaving would affect me as much as it did. That night I was fine but when I got up it just all sort of hit me. If I had to choose one guy that I've dated that I could see myself in a very long-term relationship with, it would be him without a doubt. Not that that's going to happen because of everything going on in both our lives and the fact that he moved away yesterday, but I just couldn't help but think about it all day yesterday.

 

Anyways, thanks for your comments everyone :) I know I should be sleeping more and not having as much caffeine as I do, but right now that's just where I am in my life. It'll change again soon I'm sure and I'll fall into a regular sleep schedule again.

 

Thanks everyone :)

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I did leave off the part where I had to say goodbye to Jonathan that night. He came over for a few hours and we talked, and one thing lead to another... But I just didn't think his leaving would affect me as much as it did. That night I was fine but when I got up it just all sort of hit me. If I had to choose one guy that I've dated that I could see myself in a very long-term relationship with, it would be him without a doubt. Not that that's going to happen because of everything going on in both our lives and the fact that he moved away yesterday, but I just couldn't help but think about it all day yesterday.

 

Anyways, thanks for your comments everyone :) I know I should be sleeping more and not having as much caffeine as I do, but right now that's just where I am in my life. It'll change again soon I'm sure and I'll fall into a regular sleep schedule again.

 

Thanks everyone :)

 

:hug:

 

I'm sorry Joe :(

 

It was very insensitive of me to forget that you'd mentioned Jonathon was leaving in your previous blog and then to go on and get all preachy :(

 

I'm really sorry and I hope everything works out,

Take care,

Kevin

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