Where I work we have a radio that plays through the speakers in the cieling, and they always play old rock music. Well, lately, I've been hearing the same song a few days in a row, and I'm really starting to like it. I think it's called Find 100 Ways, but I'm not sure who sings it. Even though it's a breeder song, I still think it's soooooo sweet
The other song I always here at work is one that I think is called Just a Song before I go.....it's really good. I know it's all old and stuff, but I
warning....not really a rant, but possibly an offensive post ahead
I go into chat a lot. I havent been here since last Monday, but I got back on Sat night and went into chat on Sunday afternoon and chatted with someone i really like a lot as a friend. I guess something happened the day before in chat that hurt someones feelings and the person I think of as a friend was involved.....
Well, I'm not going to comment on what happened between them, but I know that as a result of whatever happ
Ok, so I have to go on a small rant before we leave to pick up my suit.........
I guess some people don't like it when I use the word gay to describe things, and I guess most people think that when I say I think sometings gay, I mean bad. Well, listen up ...................
Gay doesn't have to mean bad.
I think it's sad that just because people have heard people call things gay and mean it as something they don't like, they automatically assume that gay = bad.
Have a little self res
I have a really bad habit....I forget sometimes that people online dont know me in real life, and i take a lot of things too seriously when I shouldn't let them bug me. I wont say what happened, but I will say that after it happened, I acted like a jerk....in a way. I didnt go off on anyone or something like that. Instead, I just stormed off like a dummy. There's no way that the person I was offended by could have known he was offending me. Anyway, I just want to say sorry to everyone for being
They called me an idiot. They said I was crazy. They filed a restraining order prohibiting me from coming within 500 feet of them. But now my right-wing grandparents are eating some serious geriatric crow, for recently obtained videos prove once and for all that Bush not only knew about the existence of Hurricane Katrina days in advance, but personally steered the storm into New Orleans to kill as many poor, inner-city Blacks as possible.
Up until now, the Shrub has maintained a false fa
Ok, so I did it...I finished my anthology entry and now it's off to Kitty...I hope it's good enough to get published
I worked super hard on it, and i wanted to try something original. The theme was a day of silence, as most of you know, and i thought it was kinda generic, so I decided to go at it from a different angle. I'm hoping people like it. Also, I can't wait to post it in the short stories section of my new and improved Nick's Story Page
So anyway, besides that, I'm super tic
Warning:::: No rant ahead this time
Alright, so I've been working to make my stories better through my editor, Talonrider, the greatest editor of all time IMO. While he's been working his butt off on my story, he's also been working hard to get me hosted on some really awesome sites, including CRVboy and his site, The Talon House. There's no way I could ever pay him back for all of his hard work and his patience with my bad spelling and grammer.
While he's been doing all of that for me, I'
Ok, so I'm kinda gonna go on another rant, but on a different subject, so here goes...warning, rant ahead
I was sitting alone in the breakroom at work (because i cant stand to be in there when my supervisors in there since she stinks the place up with her ciggerrettes) and I was thinking about my life and what it's about right now. I mean, I'm definitely doing different things with it, and I'm happy about what I'm doing...I'm even managing to keep up with my homework even though I dont seem
Warning.....Rant Ahead
Ok, the first thing i want to say is that I had a completely different entry written and even posted but not published. I deleted it because I didn't want to cause any trouble and hurt anyones feelings. I guess that's how I am. I have a lot to be angry about (in my mind) but I don't want to express all of it because I don't want to cause problems for everyone else.....if I can't handle whatever it was I made my deleted entry about, I can always stop coming here and ask
Today I got some really good news. I'm hosted at www.CRVBOY.org :pickaxe:
I got such a good feeling when I opened the link to my story. I felt like I was sitting on a cloud. Then I opened my email and was suprised to see that I had email about the story already, so I hurried and opened it. The first email I read snapped me back into reality. It was a flame, and to be honest, I'm so grateful for it. It let's me know that just because I'm hosted on a really respected site, that doesn't mean tha
Ok, I'm not trying to be rude, but I think that the topic Magical moments in Dom's Stories...toward a serious critism of Dom's Work is easily the most boring topic I've ever seen on the Domoholic's forum. Maybe I'm not refined enough to be interested, but I have to say that I've never actually started to get drowsy while reading something on this forum.......until I read that topic......ok, sorry. I just had to say something.
I think it's a mistake to try to over analyze Dom's work that way. He
I guess first I should say Happy Valentines Day to everyone.....
I have to wake my bf up in a few minutes and we have to begin the dreaded walk to his house where we part for the evening and I dont get to see him again until tomorrow afternoon sometime, so I thought I would get on and make an entry.
If you read my last entry, you'd know that I had to go to the hospital and get stitches because Im such a knuckle head.....well, I got to get out of school early today to go for my checkup or whate
Ok, so yesterday at school I did something really dumb.......I was running to catch a football and I wasn't watching anything but the ball as it was sailing throught the air and into my arms when......WHAM!!! I ran into the goalpost. Anyway, they called resue for me and I had to ride to the hospital. All I got was 4 stiches and some pills for my pain. My dad showed up and was totally losing his mind, as usual.
So anyway, now I have a black eye and my face is swollen on the right side. My eye i
The first thing I'd like to do is say thank you to everyone who has been reading What's the difference between me and you? . I know it's been tough dealing with all of my mistakes, but I have good news.....no, I didn't save a bunch of money on my car insurace by switching to Gieco.......I have an editor, and he's very good. He's already reworked chapters one through three for me, and as he finishes more, Im replacing the junky versions I had up there with the new and improved versions.
But in t
I woke up this morning in a panic from a nightmare, and I had to actually turn my light on to make sure I was in my room. It was the same nightmare I've had about 5 or 6 times now....
We're living in California again and Im locked out of our house for some reason, but the phone is ringing and Im desperate to get in because I know it's my real mom calling, but I can't open the door. When I finally get inside, the phone has stopped ringing and I've missed the call. So I go around the corner and f
This afternoon when I got home from school I was soooooo hungry, so I opened the refridgerator and looked inside to see what there was to eat. I found some leftover steaks from last night so I had my stepmom heat two of them up for me. I don't know if it was because she heated them up wrong, or because she didn't add enough salt to them, but when I took my first bite, I didn't bother chewing because I was so hungry, and I got a huge chunk of unchewed steak stuck in my throat, making it hard for
I know this is kinda depressing, but I decided to write this here because it's my blog, and I feel like this is a good place to get things off of my mind that I don't feel comfortable talking about with too many other people.
I've been thinking about my mom a lot lately, and it's kinda had me bummed out. I know that there's no way to go back in time or to bring her back, but I have so many questions that I know I can never get the answers to. It's like Rory in DD, but I wasn't ever lied to b
The Nickolas James Awards 2005
Before I begin to anounce tonights winners, let me take this opportunity to thank the authors and the readers that make the Nickolas James Awards possible. Without you, we wouldn't be here. So, without further ado, let's get to tonights winners.
Tonights first category is the 2005 Blog of the year, and the winner is: VIV!!!
Or second category of the evening is non-hosted GA author of the year, and the winner is: GREEN!!!
Our next category is 2005's Site ad
Ok, so with the official GA awards going on, I've decided to pass out my own awards.......The Nickolasjames Awards...calender year 2005 (please note that Gay Authors does not endorse or support the Nickolasjames Awards in any way, although they probably should. There are no monetary or material prizes associated with The Nickolasjames Awards)
So here are the categories:
Story of the year:::::::::::::::::
Author of the year:::::::::::::::::
Domoholic of the year::::::::::::::::
Character of
Ok, I know Im asking for it, but I did it anyway......I posted chapter 37 of my story and I know I was a real jerk in it....I just couldn't help myself.....my emotions were out of control that day and my dad and James were teaming up on me....well, thats how I felt. When I look back on it now, I feel ashamed of myself for doing it. I took something horrible and used it againsy my cousin because I was a jealous little brat......the cool part is that forgave me somehow....Im not sure why, but he d
(long sigh).......I feel like a total jerk right now because I keep dissing Taylors play. My bf has been rehearsing for his play for months, and tonight they finally did it, and I have to say (yawn)...lol.....sorry. I feel so bad for my boo right now because even he knew it was boring. Anyway, he did a great job, and I give him a lot of credit for getting up in front of 600 people (or more) and remembering all of his lines and doing his part so well.....I think it woulda been better if some of t
Well, I just posted chapter 35, and I want to say sorry in advance to anyone who reads and notices a bunch of spelling errors......it was a hard chapter to write. I actually started crying at the end when I was remembering everything that happened that day...in a lot of ways, it was harder for me to write this chapter than it was to write chapter 4, which was also a crying chapter for me...anyway, I had so many tears and my mind was so clouded that I forgot to edit it for spelling and puncuation
It's funny what a few days can do......my last entry was about hoping we would get snow, this one's about swimming in the ocean today....really.
Here's what happened.........
Yesterday when I got home from school my stepmom checked the messages and my cousin James had called and wanted to know if me and Taylor wanted to go camping with him and his new bf....well, it was way too cold last night, so we asked my dad if he would just take us this morning to where James and his bf were camping at.
Well, it looks like it might snow sometime soon, and Im super excited Me and Taylor are gonna ride our bikes to the slipperiest part of the road we can find and build a ramp and jump them....well, only if it snows and they call off school tomorrow.
Ok, here it is....when I see someone I think might be cute, I make comeplete eye contact and smile as sweetly as I can.....if theyre gay, they like it...if they're straight, they'll look away....it works almost everytime(like I said in my r
