I went out last night with my so called friends. We finally all had time to see Brokeback Mountain. I have one question, what is the big deal? Its just a plain ole love story. I didn't feel much about it either way. I tried to get into it but I just couldn't. Meanwhile the four idiots I call my friends and boyfriend were balling their eyes out. Does that make me insensitive? I called my friend Jonathan and he said that he hated the movie also. Then again he hates everything.
I mean if this m
I found the place hidden at the end of that alley. Twelve Shadow Place, a small theater that went by the name Shadow Theater. The place had definitely seen better days. The gold paint on the door was chipping and the box office glass was cracked. The marquee read
THE SHADOW BOYS EXCLUSIVE ONE NIGHT ENGAGEMENT
My boyfriend had sent me a letter asking me to meet him here. I anxiously paced back and forth this place was giving me the creeps. There was no one here. In fact I had
So I've been dabbling with some things and I found an old short story of mine. I forgot that I even wrote this story. I read it and it Inspired me to come up with three more story ideas. I'm only going to post these in my blog. My friend Jonathan wipped the artwork up for me in an hour.
So look forward for the first story in a few days as I Write and edit them.
GREEN
P.S. one is going to be loosely based on my lovely bf.
I had a crazy night last night. I was almost arrested for assault by a male stripper. Yeah A male stripper dressed like a cop. I went to a bachelorette party at the request of a friend. Chaz decided that he needed to go too so we went. As it turned out it was not a bachelor party but a surprise party. I was a little annoyed at first but when I saw all of the hardwork that myfriends went through this year just to keep it from me I decided why not, just have fun. Alright I've never seen Chaz jeal
How would you guys feel about a story that I could post here in my blog? I have a couple ideas for a blog series. I could post a new short chapter here every few days. Please let me know what you think. I could also break up one of my series for posting.
Speaking of stories I am also preparing to add My Story A hero In the hallways to the GA archive. It will be my first addition. I am working with a new editor named Richard and I'm hoping to be able to polish and post it here soon. A Hero
Today as I came home from my little excursion with the family my friend David asked me if I could go with him to spy on our friend Rob. David got it in his head that Rob was cheating. I of course said yes so he could see how much of an idiot he was. Rob has been spending some time working with some kids part time so he could earn enough money to take David to the Bahamas for his birthday.
So knowing full well that this could spoil the surprise I decided I would go. Nothing amuses me more tha
I've been staying with Chaz and his family for the last couple of days. It's been really fun. I think I've met everyone that is related to this family also as they have big family get togethers. I've been here a couple of days and they've already had two get togethers. One to meet me and a second to make sure I met everyone else. It's definitely weird but awesome in the same sense.
In one of the get togethers I was invited to join in a game of poker against Chaz's Grandmother and Granfather.
As I found myself with nothing to do today and I was too frustrated to rewrite the chapters I lost I decided that I should take care of the giant laundry mountain that was piling up. My washer wasn't working so I went to my mothers house. It looked like no one was home so I let myself in and headed towards the laundry room.
I did the usual separating and I smiled when I found a pair of Chaz's boxers. I threw them in the wash with the colors and left the machine to do it's thing. I went to
Chaz has been gone for a week. I miss him and its affecting everything. I was almost done with the next chapter of Julian grace when the phone rang and I accidentially ripped the cord of my pc. I lost the whole chapter and the first half of The premier chapter to Mr. Black 2.
Then I dropped hot cocoa on myself when the phone rang once again. I tripped over a table and I still didn't get to the phone in time. It was him to so I called him back but he didn't answer. It's driving me crazy becau
Just when you think you know someone they write something like this and you are forced to look at them in a different light. My friend Jonathan Wrote this in one long breath of inspiration. I asked if I could post it here he said I could.
The Center Of It All
by Jonathan.
There I was at the center of it all,
where the shadow met the light,
where water formed on glass,
where the immortal box sang it's incessant tune,
where the voices drown voices,
where laughter t
I am declaring this Christmas a happy and fun one. I am picking up all of my friends and were going in search of the best chinese food Restaurant in the city. Since none of us is particularly happy with our families right now we decided that we would be our own family this Christmas. Or Hannuka for david. My mom has guests coming and she's not happy that I will not attend and eat with people who would label me a faggot at my own table. I will not attend because I was promised at Thanksgiving by
I was so angry that I ignored Chaz the whole night and when the party was over and he tried to help me clean I left him to do it himself and I left to my room. He came in a few minutes later wondering why I was mad at him.
"Why didn't you tell me that he was your first?" I asked Chaz who was giving me a confused look.
"Dude your my first boyfriend I've never seen that freak before that dinner," he said.
"Then Why'd he say that?"
"I don't know but he asked me to leave with him,"
The party of course was great except for one thing, or rather one person, my ex. He wanted to know who the new kid was. This of course was the boy I had to invite because he's new in town. As my ex drooled over the boy, the boy kept glancing around for Chaz. He even went as far as asking where he was tonight.
I told him that my boyfriend Chaz couldn't make it as he had previous engagements. But his brother is here and I pointed to our resident bartender Chaz's brother. He didn't seem amused
I went to my mothers house for dinner with Chaz last night. My mom was making this big dinner for everybody including her friend that is visiting with her son from Arizona. It has been a long time since i've seen her so I decided to go and say hi.
The first thing I notice is that her son is no longer the twelve year old that used to play video games with me when I was fifteen. Now he's a grown man that is setting of my gaydar faster than a speeding bullet and he's extremely good looking. No
I had a nightmare last night. It involved two of my friends that have passed away. They were sitting together talking and they motioned for me to come closer. Jonas was typing on a laptop. What ever he wrote Vladimir spoke. The first few things were just normal things but then he wrote this in red:
"You're joining us soon"
I started to run but I ran into them again this time it was in a car. I got in and Jonas started to drive looking at me from the rearview mirror as Vladimir just smile
I went out with Chaz tonight we werent going anywhere fancy so I took my laptop with me. Chaz was a little annoyed but he ultimately understood that I'm not a freshman and I can't afford to slack. So as I did my work we alked and shared a nice conversation at our table when he told me something that I thought neither of us was ready for.
"Green I love you," I looked up from my computer and in a lower scared voice he says, "even when you ignore me."
I panicked and I grabbed my laptop near
I have made a thread found here Character of the Year. It's a thread to nominate some of the great authors out there. I am working on a format but here are some of the categories I want to work with a panel of judges. We can let the Members nominate and the judges can pick the winner.
Story of the year
Best leading character
Best supportive characer
Best villlain
Best sequel or spin off story
Best writer
Best GA hosted story
Best GA Hosted Author
Best Non GA a
I hvent seen my lovely neighbors in quite sometime and that made me happy. Today I saw them and as usual the mother was yelling at her oldest. He looked at me and I swear he was wishing a horrible death upon me. I have a restraining order so he can't do anything now. Of course that doesn't mean his brothers can't.
So I went to do some errands when I came back home I found the police at my house and David was yelling in his boxers as a police officer held him backfrom coming out of the house.
The time for finals has approached and it hs apparently made everyone horny. I had to peel Chas of me because I had a paper due an I couldn't be distracted. Rob and Dave have been going at it like rabbits and Unfortunately I had to hear them. Selene keeps telling me about her disgusting sexcapades.
I mean seriously I really want to do these thins with Chas but the timing's wrong and I know once school breaks he wont want to do anything. Just my luck. Today he teases me by walking by me in h
Today I came home after some christmas shopping to find Davis and Rob watching a movie. I joined them for about half of it then I went to take a nap. The movie was boring me and for some reason I didn't feel comfortable all of a sudden. An hour into my nap I'm woken by a loud thud coming from somewhere underneath me. I leave my room and head down to see what happened when I walk in on Rob and David making out. I excuse myself in shock and I head back tyo my room for my keys. To my knowledge thes
Hello everyone I hope your thanksgivings were good. Mine was very good even if it was weird. I went to mycousins house in NY I arrived about ten on wednesday night. I arrived to a party that was apparently in full swing. There were alot of people there. I'm introduced and then left to my vices which included drinking heavily spiked eggnog and talking to the people in the party. I can't remember any of them.
The next day I woke to a pretty crappy hangover and the smell of food. I took a show
I couldn't sleep the other night so I decided to go get some coffee but there wasn't any in the house. I really wanted it so Idecided to go to Seven Eleven to pick up a can. On My way there I almost hit a cat who appparently is suicidal bacuse after I braked it kept putting itself in front of my car.
So after five minutes of this I guess the cat put it's life in perspective and decided it was best to live. So he walked away. Fine so I'm still five blocks away when a man pull up next to me a
I talked to Chaz today. We had a long talk about what he wants and what I am able to give. So as of today were in fact together. I think we've waited enough to actually let ourselves say that. We've decided not to tell anyone just yet. He's going away for thanks giving so I'm a little sad.
I talked to my father once agin and I let him know that I wouldn't be talking to him for a while. I need to get away from him to be able to deal with him. He didn't take that well but I know that this si w
I had another fight with my father today. He wants me to come over for thanksgiving. I of course said no because I know that we'll just fight again. I can't do this any longer. It seems like verything that comes out of his mouth is the wrong thing. The man is incapable of saying something nice and as long as he's like this I can't talk to him.
Today the first thing out of his mouth is this, "That friend of yours Chaz, he's a faggot too?" Then he says this, "He can come too. I mean I don't ha
