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Bleu

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No need to sound so amazed. I don't have an exceptional memory.

I just remember what we talked about last time we chatted even though it was 5 months ago. Of course I paid attention to what you like, to what your interests are, to what we have in common, to what is dear to both of us.

That's what I do when I have a crush on someone. I'm stupid like that.

 

You obviously don't feel the same. I guess I should have known when you said I wasn't really your type but that there was no harm in having a coffee together.

I was the only one who saw something where there was nothing.

Of course I didn't tell you about the crush. How weird would that have been?

 

I have been waiting for months for this annual fair, knowing we had talked about it, knowing that would provide the opportunity for another meeting with you. I didn't say a date, just a meeting, nothing fancy.

So you don't have time to accompany me to this amazing fair, for which I've already got tickets, to see stuff you enjoy and are supposedly an expert on.

 

Yet you ended your message with "See you another time".

 

Sweet, sweet torture...

 

Above is the message I'm NOT sending him.

 

The lame message I'll send will be along the lines of: "Well, really too bad you have to work this week-end. Maybe another time, then." I am not renewing my subscription to that site; that way his handsome face will stop taunting me every time I log on. *sigh*

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:hug: awwwh I'm sorry, your such a sweet guy! I kinda know how you feel...

 

I got invited to watch this movie with a boy, who I thought was really special to me,

but I guess his friends were acting like jerks and that totally changed his mind.

 

I could say that I didn't care, but a part of me really wished that he would show up.

I went to watch it alone tho...Transformers :*) and the movie was pretty awesome,

and it was dark so no one could tell that I was alone, but whatever I enjoyed myself

and that's what mattered most to me! :wub:

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Awww....Bleu, I'm sorry.

 

In away I'm sitting in the same boat with you. Thanks for sharing this, it helps just a tiny bit to know someone else is going through the same kind of shit. I'm fighting not to embarras myself any more than I already have with my online crush. But time and time again I just fall into the same pattern leading to more heartache.

 

I hope you'll get the guy you deserve and who sees just how amazing you are.

 

Hugs.

 

Maria

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Above is the message I'm NOT sending him.

 

And if you start to waver, change your mind, and consider sending something along those lines, just get a hold of one of us so we can save you.:2thumbs:

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