In everyone's life there will be a tragic hit you like speed breaker. Some will give no pain and some a little. But God will give this kind of tragedy that will give you so much pain that can't be bearable and can't replace... I have gone through these kind of heart broken things that I wish never happened.

When God think you are happy and to test you he will arrange some typical thing in your life, which will make a great impact on your love life. It happened in my life which made my all relations wreck and broke my wings of hope.

I happened like this:

I was too happy that My crush, Love of my life listened me when I was explaining him how much I Love him. He is being too polite and understanding. He behaves like a broad minded and told me that he was not like that and said I don't have to worry about our friendship. I believed him... I believed him that he is straight, I believe that he is too good to be my crush and first love.

Yes, I have a sad feeling that he doesn't love me the way I love him. But I have to adjust with what I got from him, that is friendship.

But something had changed. The realization that he know about me made both of us too close that; we are being too friendly, too talkative and too good to each other without hesitation. One fine day, it was like that, that I have to sleep over at his place and he continuously saying I am going to enjoy the night. Like he said we really enjoyed like he said. It was all sexual and hot, but haven't lost my virginity tough. I was just thinking about his satisfaction. Not only that, the next day itself is like that.

That given a simple hope he might be gay. But not he was acting straight again. And the very next day, we planned to attend a marriage ceremony and I went to his house to check on him whether he is ready or not. When I slowly entered, as silent as possible, his house to surprise him. I got shocked when I entered. Two male forms were so exited in seducing each other on bed, I seen. They wear no cloths and they are on each other. He saw me then and just whispered 'shit'. Yeah I walked in between my unboyfriend's sexual act with another boy.

I just out of the house with shock and a broken heart...

Broken like no getting back again.

Broken like never want to live.

Broken like an Angel crying for some peace to heart...