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Broken Angel


Emi GS

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In everyone's life there will be a tragic hit you like speed breaker. Some will give no pain and some a little. But God will give this kind of tragedy that will give you so much pain that can't be bearable and can't replace... I have gone through these kind of heart broken things that I wish never happened.

 

When God think you are happy and to test you he will arrange some typical thing in your life, which will make a great impact on your love life. It happened in my life which made my all relations wreck and broke my wings of hope.

 

I happened like this:

I was too happy that My crush, Love of my life listened me when I was explaining him how much I Love him. He is being too polite and understanding. He behaves like a broad minded and told me that he was not like that and said I don't have to worry about our friendship. I believed him... I believed him that he is straight, I believe that he is too good to be my crush and first love.

Yes, I have a sad feeling that he doesn't love me the way I love him. But I have to adjust with what I got from him, that is friendship.

 

But something had changed. The realization that he know about me made both of us too close that; we are being too friendly, too talkative and too good to each other without hesitation. One fine day, it was like that, that I have to sleep over at his place and he continuously saying I am going to enjoy the night. Like he said we really enjoyed like he said. It was all sexual and hot, but haven't lost my virginity tough. I was just thinking about his satisfaction. Not only that, the next day itself is like that.

 

That given a simple hope he might be gay. But not he was acting straight again. And the very next day, we planned to attend a marriage ceremony and I went to his house to check on him whether he is ready or not. When I slowly entered, as silent as possible, his house to surprise him. I got shocked when I entered. Two male forms were so exited in seducing each other on bed, I seen. They wear no cloths and they are on each other. He saw me then and just whispered 'shit'. Yeah I walked in between my unboyfriend's sexual act with another boy.

 

I just out of the house with shock and a broken heart...

Broken like no getting back again.

Broken like never want to live.

Broken like an Angel crying for some peace to heart...

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Betrayal is always hard; even harder when it's someone we care about deeply.  I'm sorry you had to experience this.  :hug:

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I'm so sorry that happened to you MGK. That he couldn't be honest with you speaks volumes about his character. You deserve so much better than him. Good luck to you finding that special someone who will love you with honesty and integrity. :hug:  :kiss:

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I'm so sorry that happened to you MGK. That he couldn't be honest with you speaks volumes about his character. You deserve so much better than him. Good luck to you finding that special someone who will love you with honesty and integrity. :hug::kiss:

I don't know I'll get this Someone Special... :)

But I hope so... :)

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