I had a question about 319 yesterday so I sent dabeagle an email and asked his professional opinion about the kind and amount of sex I was anticipating in the story. I think he gave me an honest and truthful assessment of where I was heading and needless to say I am no longer going to write the story in that direction. If anything, the story was being written in a way that could only be something that would be appropriate on Nifty, which is something I no longer intend to do. So thank you very much dabeagle for your assistance in this matter.

Today, we went down to Monroe to get some dog food for Rambo and a new football for him. I was looking at the puppy chew toys and got excited about the prospect that Nana would soon be born (only 7 more days), if this litter has females and we’re high enough on the list to get one. I hope so. I don’t know what I would do if we have to wait for another litter. When Rambo was born all four pups were males, so there’s always that chance. I so much look forward to having Nana cuddled on my lap whiIe go into a vegetative TV state of mind until she’s old enough to be too big to be on my lap. All this time wanting a lap dog and now settling for a GSD does little to dampen my spirits knowing I get a choice in the kind of dog I'm getting for my very own. Just knowing she’ll be my dog goes a long way to looking forward to a stable mental state mollified by two GSDs. Nana and Rambo resting at my feet while I think about all the stories I could be writing if I wasn’t too busy just being with the dogs.

An interesting thing happened on our way into and back from Monroe. I realized I have been in a hyperactive mental state. The new dosage that is supposed to keep me stabilized, isn’t. I talked nearly all the way down and all the way back. And, it wasn’t intelligible shit either. Just drivel, nothing of importance, but definitely evident of someone in a manic state of mind. If this continues into tomorrow and Monday, I’m going to have to call the shrink and let her know. I don’t know if I can add another 500 mg of Depakote or if she’ll give me a supplemental medication. The VA seems to be very up on Abilify, but I’m scared of any drug that has a side effect of sudden, unexpected death.

So, it’s back to 319 and a change in direction. I’ll be keeping the characters; I definitely can’t do away with Geoff and I’ll keep his insatiable sexual desire. Jerry will be there, just as cute as always, but now Geoff won’t be able to touch him. And, Jerry is going to try to get into Geoff’s pants if only to satisfy his own sexual desire. There’s a new sex interest for Jerry, a boy of the same age from Woodstock, New York, named Dave. The main sexual activity in the story will be between Jerry and Dave. But, that leaves Geoff with his inability to get close to Jerry, no matter how much either wishes things to be different. And, to top things off, there will be more boys coming to 319 Winesap Lane, all of them unavailable to Geoff due to their age and status at the college.