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Conflagration

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Sigh, lessee....

 

A long time ago, Max told me (I was the first to know) about the girl that he likes. As time passed, he explained that he was trying to push it down and not deal with it. I, however, was sitting on the side-lines in a little bit of an awkward position--listening to my crush talk about his crush, on a girl. So time passes, I get closer to Max, a little bit ago, we went to the mall with friends, and i sat alone next to him in the movie theater. Basically, this, and spending time with Max, cemented my crush.

 

Poetically, and with the luck that seems to be unique to me, I am now spending my time trying to get him to get over his fear of being rejected in the long run, and ask her out. Why? Because she likes him. How do I know this? She told Jon, who told Max.

 

At least I can take comfort in knowing that I did the right thing. I feel like complete crap--because even if Max doesn't ask her out, I am now positive that I never even had a chance. But, I put Max's happiness above my own.

 

How ironic:

[12:43:49 AM] Max: its just a nice feeling

[12:43:56 AM] Max: what you've gone out after someone

[12:44:03 AM] Max: who looks like a pretty bleak prospect

[12:44:15 AM] Max: nd u successfully "get" them

[12:44:27 AM] Max: to a point where u can make the decision

[12:44:34 AM] AP Conflagrant: yes, and its also hell when they get farther out of ur reach lol

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AFriendlyFace

You did the right thing, Adam! I'm proud of you :) Don't worry you'll find some great guy eventually (who won't be into girls :P ). Take care and have an awesome day!

 

Kevin

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nicks_a_writer

gosh... we find ourselves in similar situtations... the boys we like have crushes on girls and all we want to do is help them and make them happy because we care so much for them... it's sad and it hurts. But you did the right thing by helping him. You are such a sweet guy for doing that. Not many other gay guys would have done that. But i guess that is just the type of person you are... caring... and that is good.

 

later ~ nick :read:

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NickolasJames8

Wow, dude. You're totally UNselfish. I think it takes someone pretty caring to do that for someone else. But if you believe in karma, you'll end up happy with someone too :hug:

 

 

Nick

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LittleBuddhaTW

Wow, dude. You're totally UNselfish. I think it takes someone pretty caring to do that for someone else. But if you believe in karma, you'll end up happy with someone too :hug:

Nick

 

Hmmm ... "karma" is a very UN-Christian concept ... isn't that sacrilege to be talking about believing in that, Nicko? :blink:

 

And besides ... I LOVE the idea of karma, because it always tends to play hardball ... and since I love it, you might want to scratch that one from your vocab, lest you end up being like me, God forbid ... :P

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NickolasJames8

Wow, dude. You're totally UNselfish. I think it takes someone pretty caring to do that for someone else. But if you believe in karma, you'll end up happy with someone too :hug:

Nick

 

Hmmm ... "karma" is a very UN-Christian concept ... isn't that sacrilege to be talking about believing in that, Nicko? :blink:

 

And besides ... I LOVE the idea of karma, because it always tends to play hardball ... and since I love it, you might want to scratch that one from your vocab, lest you end up being like me, God forbid ... :P

lol....I never heard that karma was unchristian at all....actually, sometimes I think that people(not you) who say it's unchristian to think this way and that way are just uptight. I know what's important, and I just go with my faith into the Word :)

 

Besides, who says being like you would be bad???

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WatchPatRun

We don't know each other, but I think that you've got a very strong personality from reading your blog and that you're a really respectable person.

 

There aren't a lot of people who would be selfless in situations like this, and it shows true charecter that you would put others before yourself. =)

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