It comes every year, like clockwork, but that doesn't mean I'm happy about it. It doesn't mean I want to have to remember, but I do. I do remember, and... sometimes it's inescapable and sometimes, it's theraputic and I'm more thankful that I still do, and I remind myself I never want to forget it, decide to learn from it somehow, if I can... but still, it's tomorrow. Hopefully I can make it through without too much... wallowing? But who knows, I guess we'll see right?

Wrote a little more on 24...

Bought a new book, about some cowboys and ranches, think my anthology is gonna be set on one so I thought I'd 'saddle up' and get in the mood, so to speak.

I read this... odd story today... we'll talk about that another time.

I love this song... it's on repeat, cause I clearly have issues... But here are the lyrics...

Colour My World...

Everybody needs affection

Looking for a deep connection

So put a little bit of love in my life today

Everybody needs some shelter

Spend a little time together

Come into my arms

Let them tell you what I want to say

Colour my world

Draw on my heart

Take a picture of what you think love looks like in your imagination

Write on my soul

Everything you know

Use every word you've ever heard

To colour my world

I've had enough of not believing

Living life without a meaning

I want something real and I feel it when I'm next to you

Let's build a house full of love and devotion

A window to my heart's emotion

'Til the very end

It's the place I'm gonna keep you in, Baby please just

Colour my world

Draw on my heart

Take a picture of what you think love looks like in your imagination

Write on my soul

Everything you know

Use every word you've ever heard

To colour my world

Colour my world,

Let's make a world for you and me, yeah

That were never gonna leave, won