January 5th is the day I move. I'm excited, because I'm going to have the life I deserve. No longer am I going to be stuck in this stupid town that has nothing for me. No longer am I going to see the same old people in this sleepy town or hear an annoying train two blocks away at 7 o'clock in the morning. I know that if I play my cards right, I can have everything I want within a couple years. I can find a great southern guy to spend the rest of my life with and finally be free from the loneliness that has plagued me for so long. I can even have a son or daughter, and that's something I want more than anything else in the world. January 5th cannot come quickly enough, and I want it to be here more than anything, because I don't want to be here anymore.