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^^ hey look who it is. Haven't see you around in a while

I wear my cap backwards sometimes but only sometimes, depending on how i'm feeling that day. Usually I wear it bill forward and straight, sometimes pulled down further when I wanna be left alone. Nothing sideways or any of that "ghetto cool". The way that guy is wearing it in the video is pretty sexy. You gotta have the right swag to go with it or your cap is gonna look out of place.

My dad's kinda struggling with aging lately. He is about to push 60 and is refusing to accept that his body is no longer capable of doing things he use to be able to do even at 30 or 40, especially considering he canceled his gym membership like 8 years ago. I hate it when he somehow believes he can still move a couch by himself and hurt his back as a result, it's happened before and it drives my mom crazy. She goes all tiger mom on his ass sometimes and it's kind of funny haha. I love my dad to death. (mom too)

wooooooooowwwwww.......

Feeling sick and scared of possibly becoming the next JK Rowling?? Don't be!

You know whats also really annoying? The Macbook Airs and the fact that they don't include a CD/DVD slot at all. Precisely why I did not get one.

I take shampoos and their little soap things. I've also taken towels before but only for souvenir purposes because some had the hotel logos on them and the city name. The one place I did take a lot of stuff from was at Moody Gardens in Galveston. It was a business trip so i didn't have the chance to buy many things so whatever was in my room that was disposable and had some memorable logo/name/sign on it like sugar packets, writing pad, pen, etc. I took them all.

^^ lol, I meant...how lucky.

Krista I like country too. There was a Brad Paisley concert here last year but I completely missed it and was bummmmed. My boots are only seeing gameday wear these days it's sad. I needa take them out again. But rap can have it's moments. Matt, it was a little bit annoying but good thing he was hot or I wouldn't have been able to handle it. I seriously wonder how people like him live...like you go about every single day of your life with everyone wanting you.... So uhhh after watching this i got inspired and took a shot at my own Chris Brown/Busta Rhyme. FAIL

I'm about to show you the Bach of my hand....

Wait, Merlin...you like this guy? ....but he doesn't look like he's doped, or hasn't eaten for the past month, or has cancer, or all of the above....at all. Anyways....this really isn't just a "let's drool over the guy" video...anyone into rap here? He's so funny with his Chris Brown and Busta Rhyme

I know not what you mean Cia... The rap is mediocre at best I'll admit, and it's actually kinda funny. But the whole video...it's art, and in the finest sense as well. Nutthin wrong with appreciating art. I always say people don't get enough exposure

http://www.youtube.com/watch_popup?v=uIA9iBBhlkA&vq=large#t=376 Yea...I'll say hi to your d...... Feel free to rewind and watch the whole thing.

Do I smell a Hangover Part III?

^^ you just pwned yourself

Mike, I think he meant "what I use to date/fuck was only a small part of who I am.

Yeah, dat's right. Keep on moving. Gay fraternity....would they be Delta Iota Kappa or Kappa Omicron Kappa?

huh?

Scratch that first part completely It's incredible what's available out there when you step 1 foot out of the closet door. I shoulda done this years ago. I'm also fully reinforcing the second part of the statement

Happy birthday Crouching Tiger Hidden Tim! Hope you have a great one!

Was he a recent undergraduate? I doubt any University anywhere, unless it has a special affiliation would be particularly accommodating per se, but going to school in Texas, UT seems to be the better choice for a gay student. If I remember correctly, none of our officers and captains did much to help with the situation. He was talented but nothing spectacular so i couldn't help but wonder if things would have been different if he had a more significant role to play. In any case, you're right and I think what officers and group leaders do can have a huge effect. Yea we're kinda liberal I suppose, and I'm glad. DADT seems to sound right too although some do ask. I know 3 other closeted fraternity guys here at school. One of them is give or take a bit more obvious than the other 2 (with that I mean he is not as uptight) but is pretty well received regardless. People have talked but nothing resoundingly disapproving. I believe it all has to do with leadership and swag. If you have the right kind of alpha stance, sexuality can be padded. I'm somewhat lacking in this regard compared to others. As far as Tebow goes, my di.....heart is set. Can't keep away.

If there's a school in the south that woulda been supportive of an openly gay student, it's UT, but I never made it happen by choice. As socially conservative as campus can sometimes be, the city is the liberal capital of TX and huge flocks of gay residents roam around. Our school has a large but unorganized gay student organization but it's occupied by large numbers of really open and imo obnoxious gay guys that made the group very uninviting for someone like me who would have preferred something smaller, quieter and not so flamboyant. So I never even bothered to involve myself . In the organizations I did involve myself in, I have actually witness some slight but subtle homophobia and it was pretty unfortunate. In one of the club sports I was involved in, there was a guy who quit halfway through the semester because he could no longer tolerate the subtle but obvious mockery. To this day I wish i could have been there for him more and been more supportive but I didn't realize the magnitude of everything until afterwards when people discussed it. After he left, I never really heard from him again but we did send a few back and forth messages. I apologized on behalf of the group and said I wish he hadn't quit. He replied by saying it had to be done but not to worry cuz he's always thought I was really nice to him. As far as my fraternity experience goes however, we're actually really tolerant and we're not really that big so maybe that's why. Theres 1 or 2 guys who are just...well pretty "gay" but I dont think they are and in any case, they're not out and are so damn funny/fun to be around, nobody gives them sh*t. The only gay insecurity I really had was during rush and my pledge semester. There was 1 openly gay guy who rushed with me but they didn't take him but it was only because he wouldn't really talk. One of the funniest moments that happened to me was during pledge initiation when they asked me who here I would hook up with. LOL I easily told the truth but masked it in humor. I suppose I never made the choice to out myself to any single friend here because I've already become so accustomed to living a closeted life. it's one I'm used to, one I know what to expect from and it hasn't been bad at all if you disregard the occasional loneliness and non-existant dating life. Ok, well those two things sometimes made it real bad but all things considered, I was happy. I enjoyed chatting about girls and stuff but I suppose it would have been really nice too to opinionate on a hot guy or something like that. I've realized these past few days in GA chat the I have quite the loud opinions too LOL. The sneaking around behind everyone's back to have a quick shag with another guy was actually pretty thrilling, the FEW times I did that (honestly). But eventually I decided that it was too much to not have any sort of social outlet so I managed to make 1 or 2 acquaintances that knew of my preferences. Through them, I met the first guy I eventually ended up dating for over a year. These days I'm beginning to open up more and am making new gay acquaintances. It's still uncomfortable because I'm really not used to being in the presence of someone who knows about me but I'm learning to relax. I'm even actively pursing a dating life which is exciting but at the same time disappointing because there are far more guys willing to just hook up than date and I'm not really into that anymore........well, maybe if he's frat or ummm Tim Tebow .......or Mr 3x3 (*wink* Auel and Merlin). Any of these 3 and I'm up for another kungpaoing LOL. ******I'm sorry for writing so much****

Hey no fair I missed Dallas That's my hometown Where did yall go??

THIS is what you've been doing this morning?? Go to sleep you psycho....but excellent blog entry. I'll provide a better response at a later time.