Skylights

Loving Sam Lynch Sam awoke to darkness. The alarm clock read three AM in glowing red letters, as if announcing the degrading health of his sleep. He’d tried, he really had, but to no avail. Three hours was enough, especially after the eventful evening he’d had yesterday. His conversation with max, seeing him and Xander…it had all left him especially confused. Emotions and thoughts he’d pushed aside for ages had come swarming out at the first sign of a crack. He’d been forced to acknowl

HAPPY BIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRFFDAY

i will post soon!

i will post soon!

there's a difference between what we think we want, and what we actually need/what's good for us. Usually when you meet that person, you end up adjusting your silly ideals [shaped by media, pop culture, etc] and accept that he/she is good for you.

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. I don't get a kick out of it really [except maybe at some prival medieval level], but I seem to attract people who want to be broken, or perhaps its the other way around So i suppose that was a joking statement

Breaking hearts.

AWWWWwell GA is trying very hard to fix it and get it going! Yes i've been writing, just putting off posting stuff lately. Must get it all together again I hope you like what you read! And check out my forum in the Promising author section for more discussion on story updates and the like

This has been bothering me for a bit. I'm so in love with someone right now [and trying not to be, its complicated]. He's in my head [as in he realllllllllly understands me]. He's much older, however, [i dont see this as a negative, since I always tend to gravitate towards older people]. Initially, yeah okay i thought he was attractive looking . But He's not "my type" per se. It's like we have certain features we like for some reason while growing up and we seek those features out in other people. Many of the times we find people who are good looking and try to force the rest of the compatibility when looks can't make that happen, really. The compatibility has to be there first. Looks grow on you. You learn to appreciate physical features much more. And they don't even last anyway. Many people don't even realize it, but they tend to live the same relationship over and over, always thinking "there might be something better out there." But it's all about fulfillment. Finding someone who fulfills you in a larger, mental capacity. Beautiful people can become ugly if they don't have a decent personality. Where as people who may not be your type get more beautiful because they themselves click with you.

*hugs everyone in the thread* Just reading all of these testimones is making me depressed. T_T I have considered it before. And I don't think I ever will again. Even pain is something, rather than nothingness. I tend to just try to get through life and have a crash every once in a while. The past few days has been the latest crash. All those demons i've piled up over recent years are poking me

ive written some more, just need time and thought before i post

sorrry

blahhhhhh. haven't been able to write. again.

wonderful story! I loved the build, the romance

awwwwwwwwwwwwww wow my readers are being cruel lately. *sigh* you've been so persistent in your desire for a new chapter, and you haven't given up, so okay, I shall try my best.

In this follow-up to Sparkling Combustion, Jeremy’s tale is told. In the aftermath of losing the object of his interest to another, Jeremy begins a slow decline. Now it is summer and Jeremy has become a social-recluse. He will have to face the past that haunts him if he is to recover, and if he is to let anyone in to see the person behind the confidence and apparent joy. Note: This story, while a sequel to Sparkling Combustion, Can be read by itself with ease.

I LOVE IT!!!! thanks for sharinggggggggggggggg <333 unfortunately, sometimes we must keep certain things to ourselves because the world is intolerant and it means losing loved ones f**k everyone else though

Epilogue 3 days later ~*~ “Kyle, I know Ryan’s taking you out on your first date tonight, but will you snap back to reality?” Laura snapped a finger in front of my face. I jumped and came back to the present. My mind had indeed been on Ryan but I wasn’t about to admit that. I stared at the other faces peering curiously at me. Laura was frowning but Josh was grinning stupidly. He’d calmed down some. “Both of my best friends have the most aggravating partners.” He said cheerfu

Sparkling Combustion Part 26 ~*~ Some day I’ll get this edited, it’s just easier for you to read it right away without tedious waiting. I have no time for back-and-forth sending to get it edited. ~*~ I sat on the front porch, awaiting Ryan. My heart beat less wildly, but still erratically. Butterflies stormed through my stomach in bursts, speeding up and then slowing down to a gentle hum, then increasing pace all over again. I felt like if I tried to speak I’d spit out slugs,

Sparkling Combustion Well, it’s done. I’m not too sure how I feel about it but this is where it ends. My first entirely complete long-story! I hope that despite any problems, you’ve been entertained by this story and I thank every one of you who’s taken the time to read it. Whether you read it on yahoo, Nifty, or later gayauthors. I especially want to thank those of you who took the time to let me know what you thought because that really motivated me in continuing to write. Some of you, I

Sparkling Combustion Part 25 I apologize for any errors, this is currently unedited. ~*~ March break went by really quickly. It had taken forever to arrive and when it finally did, it slipped away too fast. The night of the party was a blur and my memory--or lack thereof--continued onto the next morning when I woke up to a killer hangover with no recollection of how I’d gotten into my bed. Jeremy had brought me home and apparently while I was drunk I’d agreed to

Sparkling Combustion Part 24. Anyway, as usual, this isn’t edited and any mistakes are mine. *** My evening with Rob sustained me for the rest of the week. Due to Laura’s pressing him, Josh was a little more subdued about trying to set me up again. I can’t comprehend why he felt like it was up to him to somehow get me a boyfriend, which is absurd. The guy is absolutely mental. Rob is a great guy and I told him I wanted to be friends with him, but only that. “I can meet pe

Sparkling Combustion Part 23 This hasn’t been edited, I apologize for any mistakes. So perhaps, on Monday I was a little happier than normal. Maybe it was in direct correlation to my date with Robert. Whatever the reason, I was lighter, and Laura had definitely noticed. “You’re in a good mood today.” She observed at lunch. “I’m always in a good mood.” I said, laughing. “Oh, that is so not true.” Josh said, and then winked at Laura. “It was

Sparkling Combustion Part 22 Again, not edited, sorry for the delay! John, wonderful, John kept calling me during the forthcoming days. He didn’t even bother beating around the bush, but rather asked me for Ryan’s number right away. I wasn’t very accommodating. In fact, I refused to give it to him and said Ryan didn’t have a cell number. He was persistent, however, and I ended up turning my phone off more regularly than normal to avoid his annoying calls. Eventually he stopped call

Sparkling Combustion Part 21 I apologize for any errors. ~*~ “I don’t know what to say…” Jeremy’s voice came over the phone. “Listen, I know it sounds like a horrible idea but it won’t be so bad. I’m not a child, okay?” I pleaded, trying to convince both him and myself. I sat back on to my chair and held my face in my hand. The window was letting in small increments of light and a chilly breeze that bothered me. “I don’t know about that,” Jeremy