only recently I've finally been given a medication for my ADD that seems to work, and since I've started taking them I've seemed to be happy, settled with things. I'm sure its just temporary but its making me feel a little bit uneasy simply because I'm not sure how you go about being happy.
I couldn't sleep last night until 3am and then had to wake up at 5.30am and normally I'm a right grump and just want to go back to sleep and end up being tired all day, but today I was annoyingly happy, extremely talkative (I was told to shut up a few times) and surprisingly, now being almost 10pm, I'm not tired at all.
I've been talking to a girl recently as well... well my stumbling attempts at talking to her and shes being quite patient with me until I find the confidence to say what we both know that I have to say. Its been nice in a way because we are becoming quite good friends, she is my age, single and an out lesbian, the only issue really is that she is in America and recovering from an abusive relationship with her ex-girlfriend. I want to cuddle her and make her feel safe, shes this amazing girl and just sending her a hug over the internet just doesn't seem enough. I know that I am not falling for her, I won't let myself but I just want to be her friend and I'm afraid that me being me will say something stupid that will hurt her.