Bumblebee
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My heart aches, my brain shakes with the effort to keep moving. Right foot, left foot, right foot, left foot, maybe the next step with help me forget, this one? Please? Professing my love to someone, it’s hard enough to admit to myself, let alone anyone else. Being shot down, humiliated. I know you’re laughing behind my back, I read too much into everything, miss read your words, expressions, I thought I heard your love, I thought you felt the same way, I thought you were diffe
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1. UK (I would love to live there) 2. Italy 3. Greece 4. Switzerland 5. Netherlands
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I'd like to thanks Frosty my wonderful editor and award sharer And of course everyone who read and voted for me, and everyone who made the awards possible
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Congratulations on everyone who won, and everyone who voted as well
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I don't expect my friends to be at my beck and call, I do expect my friends to at least send an email from time to time when we haven't spoken in over a week or two, like i said, it takes 2 minutes to type out an hi how you doing? email.
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Odd numbers, I can't stand them, and it makes me kinda sad (besides the panic) that I can't have even numbers for everything. I've had a pretty shit week as well, I think my brain is plotting against me and no matter what I do nothing changes in my head, and just being me has made me lose who I thought was a close friend who obviously wasn't because all it took was me being myself to have a falling out. Oh and the fact that I'm an idiot probably didn't help.
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I'm feeling depressed because I dont feel good enough about myself, and all I ever wanted was to be normal, and no knowing that my brain has plotted against me and is designed so that I can never be like everyone else makes me feel like shit. Its because of that I dont feel like I should have friends.. I only have 2 close friends and I may have just ruined one of them, oh and suprise suprise they are both people who I've met online, so theres no one I'm close to in real life.
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FROSTY!!!!! your so pretty!! very very hot here
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Bee... since thats my name lol
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Yea I get enough sleep.. but my work is tiring anyways, and I get a bit depressed when I'm tired.. and angry and annoyed and snappy
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^ thats what I say when someone gives me a hug for a hello... either that or an f off When I have time to sleep I don't feel as depressed until something reminds me of how useless I normally feel.
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Happy Birthday Freddy
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I don't like being hugged, it always feels out of some sort of sympathy.
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Aw Frosty.. you've gotta be one of my best friends on here, always a kind nice word at the right moment.. and for editing all my other poems when I didn't understand spelling or grammar LOL, Thanks very much for reading and reviewing
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i did CBT with one shrink, and after the first session I had a panic attack, and was ready to try and kill her, so for me it didn't do anything except stress me out. and since at the time the idiots didn't realise that I have all the signs of having Asperger syndrome (which I'm currently in the process of getting diagnosed) and they didn't understand how to speak to me, or how my brain thinks, so all CBT did was make all of my problems worse. not sure how it would work with normal people though.
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Hey, Thanks for sharing it with me before you put it up here. And I hope you find whatever answers you are looking for.
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LOL Andy.. kinda sad i didn't see this before hand Nice to meet everyone, and welcome to GA
