Because he's my first love.
Because when he held my hand, my heart stopped.
When I looked into his eyes, the world was a better place.
When he talks to me, when he's around I can do anything.
No matter what goes wrong in my life, he was there to support me through everything.
I have never met a guy who can light a candle to him, it's been him all these years and probalby will be. I just can't see myself with another guy, I've tried but I just can't bring myself.
It's funny, I had a talk with my straight friend about my sexual attraction to the guy I've loved for years, I mean he's a good looking guy. But I mean it's not like I'm dying to just bang him into the next century. I don't know I've always seen sex with him as making love, not hot or dirty or anything, just right. I might get to see him this summer again, I'm nervous but happy. Lots of things could happen between now and then and I pray that we could have a happy ending.