BeysJoshersLepton V2

Small point just to play devils advocate, how is Wills manipulating everyone agaisnt Darius any different then JJ running to mum? I remember Will getting really annoyed at JJ over that, really indignant yet its just a different tactic really to what Will was doing. The point being hes still game playing and Mark you still manage to keep me undecided on him don't stop lol. To bad JJ picked the wrong team while Will picked the big guns. A small part of me at the same time feels sorry for Will because he does actually think hes so hard done by. He really does think hes treated unfairly, he really does think hes getting the raw end of the deal, he actually thinks Brad and Robbie are bad parents. Personally I am more annoyed at Robbie for being such a doormat, if my partners child (our child) treated me with as much disdain and disinterest as Will i'd be alot more hurt. Remember they are raising _there_ children together this isn't Brad's Son its there son. I think it touches a nerve considering how close I am to my non-bio mum. Personally I think this is the problem and I'm not sure if I've touched on it before but the last part of the previous chapter highlights it again. I fear Will is deeply deeply lonely, he had this relationship with his dad which he now sees as ruined till he can be in his own right "a man" again. He thinks emancipation will make him free, give him equal ground. Thing is you're never on equal ground with parents, its always some dynamic. We can reach a freindship in adulthood, but they are still our parents a role we can try to see as biology but means so much at an intrapersonal level be it in love or hate. I've been trying to finish writing this for ages now, its been sitting on an open tab whilst I read/write/listen to other stuff so i'm forgetting loads.

The ultimate creeper song just made creepier.

Just out of interest how long has it been since Will slept with Raine? Would be interesting to see if pregnant, how the court would look at a request for emancipation should it come to light.

You Americans and your schooling years, we're all stuffed together from 11-16 then 16-18. I still don't see Will actually dating period, till hes into his late teens or early twenties. I was a terrible looking 14 year old haha xD

Its amazing how one chapter I can be annoyed terribley with Will then the very next I enjoy him throughly. I've gone over and re-read the last few with Will, I think its when he comes across as Indignent or center of the universe (standard 14 year old - shows how well hes written) he annoys me. I felt the school scenes were very telling in regard to his upcoming leaving and Will generally. Finding it all very annoying and bothersome is to ensure the change isn't painful, I think he may be bothered by his freind Ryan having a gf and he isn't able to settle into the traditional paradigm of having a stable relationship (thats why he found it to be a "nightmare"). I think he may want this with Tony at some stage but currently I do think hes happier being a free agent, hence why current school relationships being such an odd concept. I fear this is due to his general over sexualisation, but that isn't to say he can't grasp it eventually. Enjoyed the therapy scene, liked your nod at us being very conscientious about time keeping. Jeff oddly I felt indifferent about, I'm not sure why. Perhaps I feel he can do better, but then I wouldn't really suggest Tony either as he has his own skeletons (though who doesnt). Alas as we all know we can't help who find attractive/love, I think thats a concept when it finally hits Will, shall do so hard. Deep romantic love being so vastly different from just the physical act of sex, well at least thats how I've seen it. But at 14 I think hes a long way of from that really. Especially when you consider 'Love' follows the same reward pathways as various addictive substances. I once read a journal on love and people in love were asked would you die for them? They responded yes as casually as one asking to pass the salt. That isn't my litmus test on love but it always made me laugh. I especially liked how he laid his plans out though, thats the Will who proves to me he isn't just posturing or trying to get a one up on Daddy (as with his verbal arguments). I really do hope they can eventually reach common ground, this emancipation thing I think will hit Brad very hard. Simply because Will's for all intensive purposes saying you aren't fit to be my parent.

I asked my freind at Oxford and he said such and such and is doing Law, I didn't but could have. What a read the above, we've far to much conjecture at the moment. This is the same Will who irked me previously. Will's anger seems to be more at mum having power then the pictures actually having been taken. If anything he seems slightly proud of them or disinterested altogether. Its a tool to be used to get his way in this upcoming power play. This is all about Will, Will and Will on the one hand he wants Brad to spend more time with him, but now he'll move away if he doesn't get his own way. Brad handled the conversation poorly, thats clear. Now Will thinks he has the "moral" high ground. I rather liked the idea of Michale ending up with a few bullet holes, but he can't exactly tell Will. I do agree with him at this point but for different reasons, if my mothers at 14 hired a body gaurd who took pictures of me masturbating or getting a bj, I'd hit the roof. Moving on, Brad needs to give JJ a little bit more credit if he thinks those pictures could traumatise him. This is the same boy who got back up and had the mental fortitude to keep going during his routine. I do want to Like Will, I really really do but its hard. You'd think he'd been put through years of systematic, intentionnal abuse. He hasn't though, he's gone through some traumatic incidents during his short time on this planet granted. I do think its enough to remove Jeanine, I just feel he comes across as very hard done by and pray his own children are as much as a nightmare as he, poor Will let me take my Limo and go see a solicitor I can self fund at 14. I'd be horrified if my child at 14 girl or boy was sleeping around as much as he is, ignoring the pole dancing incident. Still love the rollercoaster you put us on to bits though.

I can't remember whether or not Jeanine has been diagnosed before. I'm at two minds as to whether or not I like her as a character, I want her to almost be more then what the need for the character is. Thats my issue though, I see why shes used in the manner she currently is now. Unstable, manipulative, vindictive, dangerous, uncaring, malicious any and more suit the character. Problem is the comorbidity of mental health disorders, so looking forward to the fnal clinical diagnosis if its revealed. I can't from the chapters give one, I'd be surprised at anyone who tried given its from Will's subjective view point. Only you can as you're inside her head so to speak creating her. I've always loved how distinct you make each character when writing. I'd be very interested if that could be pulled off with someone who certifiable and commited not that I want a book based round her . A story which always sticks with me when it comes to the way clients see the world, was given to me by my lecturer. He was treating someone with Pure O OCD and for the first 4 weeks he'd brought two cups of water in before the session as the little plastic cups were just outside his office down the hall from the therapy room. The 5th week the cups hadn't been restocked so he'd used his own mug but didn't have a second. The session started and after 5 minutes of no progress or real discussion there was resistence and body tension, the client started talking about the water when asked why he was giving off these signals. "What have I done wrong for you to treat me this way", "How could you not bring me my water", "We always have our water, one for me, one for you, wheres mine!"? Such a simple thing can be seen as such a massive slight to someone who has a mental illness, I can't imagine how convoluted Jeanines world view must be, especially with the addition of percieved power.

http://youtu.be/a7-9E-rY9kM Just realised 100th post!

Same as above, I really have a thing for black/dark hair (odd incident with dark brown) and my eyes greeny/blue hues.

I dunno I imagine I lean 40-60% top /bottom but most of the guys I've dated tend to lean towards bottoming so thats how things have been. I think its a mood thing with me, I've never just wanted to dominate, its not a 50 shades of dreadful but it is a control issue. I like to be in control and have myself lay on top and ensure I'm doing everything I can to make sure its enjoyable and when I'm in a more of a I've had a couple of Gins, or i'm tired but still playful i'll reverse but make them work for it. Its to complex an issue for me to be clear bottom/top.

God the suspense! This story has more cliffs then the himalayas.

http://youtu.be/L3hmQvVN3eY

Ha, made the QX mag. Pic 9 on the left http://www.qxmagazine.com/club-night/dragz/

Am I the only one who likes it? Everyones reaction in London seems to be negative

Well its a double edged sword part of me wants to look my age another part wants to look older. As someone who wants to go into therapy/counselling work a big hurdle for some clients is having that help offered by someone whos younger.

I wasn't even ID'ed last weekend, that upsets me greatly when others get checked. Sweet vid, it didn't really feel like a parody though. Edit - in that it took itself to seriously.

http://youtu.be/JECTUQVrvzE

Kids a genious, its still humorous despite the unfortunate fact that he can't have nice things and be gay. Reminds me of an email I got very different story but sparked the thought so here it is. Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party... After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids. The first guy said, 'My son is my pride and joy.. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel.He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday.' The second guy said, 'Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday.' The third man said: 'Well, that's terrific! My son studied in the best universities and became an engineer. Then he started his own construction company and is now a multimillionaire...He also gave away something very nice and expensive to his best friend for his birthday: A 30,000 square foot mansion.' The three friends congratulated each other just as the fourth returned from the restroom and asked: 'What are all the congratulations for?' One of the three said: 'We were talking about the pride we feel for the successes of our sons...What about your son?' The fourth man replied: 'My son is gay and makes a living dancing as a stripper at a nightclub.' The three friends said: 'What a shame... What a disappointment.' The fourth man replied: 'No, I'm not ashamed. He's my son and I love him. And he hasn't done too bad either. His birthday was two weeks ago and he received a beautiful 30,000 square foot mansion, a brand new jet and a top of the line Mercedes from his three boyfriends.'

I was mulling over this saga funnily enough before seeing a new chapter was posted. It was of course excellent, but I've been very much looking to the future in all areas currently, even pleasure reading. I know i'll be an avid reader until the end but was thinking as Grangers seniority rises will slight historical liberties be taken to include Granger in more prominent roles, say in the Battle of Waterloo (scratch that its Trafalgar, I'm a therapist in training not a historian )? I know this is of course years away and I'm glad for it, I expect his exploits will span the following decade & we've many exciting adventures to go on! (The point I tried to raise but didn't do succinctly enough is, is there already a line you've thought you wouldn't cross in terms of his involvement)?

http://youtu.be/EDi3Dj-PUJQ