I can only go on my own experience,.When I first joined GA I was a complete doof on the PC and multitasking was something everyone else did. I couldn't for love nor money. Different reasons to you, but still as annoying. Making friends was a lot easier for me, I was on such a huge learning curve, everyone wanted to help and I accepted. People here do care, you just have to be prepared to listen to their woe's, and happy times, as you want them to listen to yours. Be yourself and try to stay upbeat. Not always the easiest thing. Wearing a mask is a big thing here, for quite a few people. Vent here in this thread or in the soap box if there is something more controversial, and keep your happy faces for those that need them. Being happy draws people to you, then when you have made closer friends you can vent to them, and they wont mind. This may not be of any use to you. Sorry for that and hugs anyway