Mark92

Happy Birthday Westie Hope you have an Amazing, Awesome, Fabulous Day

Hello All :hugs: Well my toe is better, so my week long forced holiday is over. And I have to admit by the end of it I was making excuses not to work. But I did all of the work yesterday, and today was awesome. It was light when I got up thats 4.45am. The sun was beginning to warm and there wasnt any wind. I smiled doing my work. The only sounds were my animals and nature. I had left Baz in bed this time. After the animals I chopped logs and found it so theraputic. I also had another pic done a few days ago, well actually a couple. The whole of my being is saying dont post them. I have no idea why. This one I use now is a few weeks away from being a year old. I'm older, I've manned up. LOL I've shown a select few and they dont think I turned out all that bad, I am not there yet. Hugs to all

Awwww thats so sweet Clara thank you.Sorry its took me so long to reply I didnt know anyone was still reading. Thanks again Dont tell anyone but I really believe in the sprites of my wood

I love your comments and imput Conner. And yes I mean imput your support inspires me to keep writing . Thanks again

Thank you Conner LOL well theres a real biggy coming up soonSo hope you enjoy that too. Thanks for the continued support too

I think he's just taking some time-out Joe not to worry

I looked down at the floor before getting out of bed, like I did every morning now. I had live here on the farm as Mark’s work hand for the last month. Since moving in with Mark a few weeks ago, I took everything at a slower pace, never knowing when Mark was going to set another trap, or play another trick on me. Besides usually hurting, they were sometimes also very embarrassing. Like the time Mark placed cling-film under the toilet seat. I got up, all sleepy eyed, and went to pee…… use your

You really need to start seeing what everyone else sees Bee. You're a beautiful person inside and out. And yeah you have problems, but just think most people do. So you're never alone. Lovely heart felt poem Bee and I keep saying WRITE MORE!!!

A Warm Welcome Adam I placed another thank you letter on top of the rest. I was sitting alone in the study, relaxing a bit. James had gone out again today after having made sure that I was left with a pile of work again and Jenny was busy with Beth. I leaned back and looked at the open pile of letters, and the pile still to go through. With each letter opened I wondered how much everyone loved James, but then I realized that no they didn’t love him, they loved his money, and the kind words he

Peartree Farm James Jasper’s hooves pounded over the ground, the force sprayed dry dirt around us in a cloud. I pulled him to a halt next to the veranda of Peartree Farm. It stood to the right side of the manor. Its many acres provided crops and meat for the estate, and any spare was sold off in the village market helping to further enrich my coffers. The farm also provided more sheds for breeding. This would be the home of the menial work force. The slaves that would work the land, and c

Love that pic Zombie and Daniel if you go like that I want an invite

A farmhand gets more than he bargined for...

I've got no likes left Unc. But you will get one when I can. I can never repay how much you have helped me. I guess that is what real friendship is. You are special to me Unc and if I can help in any way, ever. Then all you have to do is ask.

Night night Joe

I hope so much I am nothing like my mother. As for my father I have no clue. I was beaten to a pulp most days. And now I dont do anger at all. I am proud to be gentle, kind, softspoken and a scaredy cat. Hugs hh5

Never mind telling them whats wrong TELL ME!!! I am sooooooo nosey LOL. Yeah I would say talking to them is for the best. If they dont know why you are pissed, then how do they know not to do it again? Hugs to you and your friends and everyone else too

She brings me my mail She blames herself for not doing more. But if she had, then Kate's visits would have stopped altogether and I would have been punished more for her interfering. Thats what mum would call it. And the toe? I was cutting my nails and stabbed the scissors down the side of my nail. So quickly infected but getting better. I know missus woman I owe you an email too Hugs to everyone

This is one Princess (Anya) suggested now my fav tune http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQqVb-eKZ6k

Hahahaha yeah it's getting a bit off topic. Lets all blame Y-B My mums old friend Kate came up to the house this morning. She wouldnt come inside, well, because although she was mums one and only friend. She didnt really like her as a person. Anyways I gave her a hug. I have known her all my life and that was the first hug from her. It felt weird in so many ways. But good nevertheless. She cried too so it obviously meant something to her. When she had gone, I felt like "Thats another too tick off my list of things I must do" The toe seems to be improving, although I still cant wear my boots or shoes. But it has a dressing on so at least I can wear my self knitted slippers lol. Hugs to all

LMAO Can me and Stuby be in it too??? Please Pretty please???? Pretty Pretty Pretty Please ??????

LOL Joe if I have helped then its free. OR maybe I should charge........ but then what for? Only kidding LOL. I'm glad things arnt as bad as they seemed or at least improved. I dont use notepad I type directly into the post. Or if I am posting a poem or story I use a word document. A nurse is visiting me this afternoon to look at the toe. I'm a little scared because I am hyper ticklish on my feet and I kick out. I dont want to know the girl into next week lol. My being touched issue doesnt really count with my feet. But then being so ticklish I cant stand it either. Huggles all

Trust you Y_B LOL These people seam to get a god complex at times I think Mike. And I am sure there are good ones about. When you live in the middle of nowhere totally cut off from most things. It's more a case of you get what you're given. I am happy enough for now. I'm not saying I dont have downers. But they are not as down as they used to be. Stuby keeps up my spirits Bless him Hugs all

I missed this too OMG WELL DONE YOU!!!!!! You are awesome KC

I dont have a big team. But here goes: First my muse Stuby, he can give me a sentence and I can write chapters from it. Then Comicfan (or Unc) he's my beta, my editor, and my kicker of the arse. Kate and Glenn, they are my proof readers. Or maybe they just like getting in there first LOL Couldnt be without any of them

I dont think it is rambling Mark I doubt if anyone does. You're releasing some of your memories. And that is a good thing. I believe the more we tell our story the less of a hang-up or issue it becomes. I can talk about my past so much easier now. Just because I keep re-telling it. And I am working on my smaller problems while still edging towards the bigger ones. I'm also on a forced holiday, I have an infection in my big toe and cant get my shoes on. LOL I'm so bored. aagghhhh!!! One of my big fears is raised voices. My mum's scream used to cut right through me. And recently I have had the raised voices of Lukey or Baz having a strop, they dont count. Somehow it doesnt bother me. So is it those I let in? There is only one other that is that close. When he's losing a game of something he loses his temper. I cringe I cant help it. It's like an inbuilt reaction. I know it's not aimed at me, but my brain is focused on the other screams and shouts that were aimed at me. Seperating the good from the bad is difficult. It's like my brain is trained to think bad. Something else to get over Oh Hum lol. Huge hugs all