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I used to self-harm, doesnt matter how. Now I pace and panic in all manner of ways. And I worry about everything and everybody. I put everyone else and my animals before me. Maybe I care too much *shrugs*

Hmmmm OK quite catchy and a couple of them are cute, but thats about it for my opinion. Wouldnt buy it or listen to it again. Could be an ego boost to someone that needs it I guess *shrugs*

Awesome Nephy, so powerful, I held my breath and felt such a sadness. awww man so choked up, poor Alex Great short read Nephy

Hey Kim Yeah James is being a bit of a bugger and Beth is of the same ilk. LOL Theres more fun to be had at the Manor LOL Thankyou for reading and your review

Lord and Master The morning after the arrival, James rolled over in bed and pulled a sleeping Adam roughly on to his back. Adam blinked awake and rubbed his eyes. “James? What’s wrong?” He looked uncertain as I grinned at him. “Why should anything be wrong? I just wanted you to know that although I am fully hard and ready to start all over again, I need to get up and so do you,” I threw the covers back and looked over his naked body. I smirked as his hands went to cover his erection, “Adam,

Thank you Ele awww so chuffed by the response thank you

Thank you Tob A lot of people are saying the same thing. Guess I should start believing them . Thanks again

Very interesting Comic so glad you gave Stuart such long flowing hair maybe he'll quit nagging about mine That was really cool Comic an enjoyable read indeed.

Thank you Comic, Your words mean a lot, hell, all of them do Thanks again

Awwww Marzipan Thank you awww m,an I am so choked up right now Love you to bits Marzi always have

Thanks Carrington I am so choked up by the response to this

Aawwww Nephy what can I say I was an idiot and awww man I dont know what to say. I love you all in here. and I had days when I felt so bad about it. Sometimes I feel like I dont deserve any of the love I feel. From Stuby or anyone else. All that's in my head now is getting out of here and going to Stuby. I'm going to pick him up and take him away. And just show him how much I love him and need him and want to be with him. He's my life Nephy and a part of me. So thanks again Nephy for your love and support

Hahahaha thank you Bee Bee , I know somewhere in that you love me I'll have to tear the words apart to find it but i know its there

Thank you my darling. I love you too Always and Forever I am the lucky one, for having such an amazing awesome beautiful man like you.

OK so its been a while and I think some updating needs to be done. I'm still stuck here, but getting closer and closer to freedom. Ive been told I should seek freedom from here for myself. But that isnt reason enough. I like it here, its my life, my home. I have no reason to leave. With all the shit thats happening out there, i'm safe here. But I have one reason to leave now. And i'll fight every second of every day to get passed it.The weekends still scare me. Because I cant face the gate alone. I chicken out and i'm scared of the damn thing. But its a gate, a stupid metal gate. Whats to be scared off? the answer to that is I dont know. Another biggy is the fake picture I had up here, the kid in a dark green shirt. Some obscure actor or model I think. Some know some dont, and I did it to cover the fact that my own face is ugly. Or I used to think it was. So love me or hate me its up to you. No more secrets no more hiding. I need to fix myself for the one guy that means the world to me. I cant and wont live without him. You all know who that is, so no need to go into detail. I would like to say a huge thankyou to those that believe in me, and an equally big apology to anyone who is hurt by the fake pic. The one that matters knows the truth and thats all that matters to me right now. The profile pic thats up now is the real me. The fat lipped, pale skinned man I used to hate. But now he's loved and I feel loved. I love you all regardless of what you think of me now. So i'll wait and read your responses, if any. Marky

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When I touched the gate I had been afraid off. The first time I wrapped my fingers round the metal pole that was the top of the gate. The adreniline rush made my whole body shake and tears ran down my face. Another instance was my baby forgiving me for being a complete arse. It took a few phone calls a run naked up a hill to get a signal. But it was so worth it I cried like a baby.

Thankyou Ele It means a lot to have so much support thank you again :hug

Awwww Comic Thank you I got a lump in my throat reading that thanks again

Hahahaha buy more tissue! I dread to think what you did use lmao Thankyou for reading and reviewing

Hey Phade thanks for reading and the review it was fun to write. Thanks again

Hey Bee Bee You know we love you to bits We know deep down you will get there, you will succeed, because your our Bee Bee and we love you. Lovely poem, and you are everything we want you to be, you just havnt found it yet

Hahahaha Conner Hahahaha was laughing so hard when I read this. Thank you so so much. Love you man