J_C_Lawrence

Taken a week ago when I had a three night vacation together with my annoying sister who'se staying for a month. I'm currently an oompah loompah... seriously orange with all the tanning I did. (I was reading a book, and unconsciously didn't notice that I was turning bright orange.) My skin had peeled off thank goodness...or else I'd look like I'm moulting right now.

Phoenix got Ben Cohen first... darn it. And I'm a sucker for squinty or big beautiful eyes. I'll just post my top 5 crushes... i won't post my only single female crush since Keira knightly's already been posted. If only she could be my baby mama... 1.) Damien Rice - His voice is simply amazing. I have no clue why but just imagining singing in the shower gets to me... 2.) Stephen Lynch - he's a comedian... just listen to his song "If I were gay..." after that I fell in love. I love his wacky expressions. He looks like a douche but who bloody cares...he makes me laugh. Enough said. 3.) Matt Long - one fine man specimen...he's currently sleeping on my lounge...roofied. Haha. (see below) 3.) Olaf Bjornstal - I was searching online photos for some Olay products since my sister was asking me to buy her and I have no clue what kind she wanted. And suddenly this photo pops out. Just one look at those freckles and deep set bluish green eyes and wham-bam-thank-you-mam...I suddenly want to move to austin texas and stalk this man. He's gay by the way... Need I say more? He just woke up after our honeymoon and he's taking my last name... can't frigin pronounce his last name. 4.) Sean Connery - I'd like to think of him as this one... And not this one... 5.) Lastly... Josh Duhamel - those eyes. Did I say I like it squinty...and not to mention that smile. This guy is making me blush. And I know I don't blush.

Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter... this song is just... ARRRRGGGHHH! Brings back memories.

How come I never become as red as you when directly hit under the sun... I just turn orange and get a heavy tan. My irish blood is futile... I bloody want rosy cheeks! Haha. (someone's cute...) s

Wow, you're like the brunette version of my cousin anyaness. Pretty!

I love the eyes!

When I'm stressed at home, I listen to classical music or I cook, or play the piano, just to alleviate my tension. If I'm outside, I go running. If I'm at work, I go to the highest part of the building and close my eyes for a couple of seconds, then scream at the top of my lungs. If I'm at the point where productivity does not ensue anything that would calm my emotional distress, I would sit on anything I could rest my buttocks, stare at a wall or anything that my eyes ganders, and pat my fingers then get some menthol cream and rub it my forehead, and wait until I fall asleep.

I'm a sight reader. I've probably been used to reading as fast as possible in college due to research papers and empirical studies. But I've found out that for myself that when I am befudled with a part of a story that needs more emphasis on my brain, I reread it.

Seriously? What happened to a simple tux...

Bwahahahaha! I don't reckon Lady Gaga would die of substance abuse. She'd probably suffocate inside her rebirth egg - the one she pulled out in the grammy's. Or die of Miss Piggy unleashing her wrath for Gaga exploiting her beloved Kermit. :-)

My favorite gay movies are: Shelter - just because the older guy was hot and the storyline was very relatable. Soldier's Girl - Lee Pace was extremely good in this movie as he was playing a transexual. I could probably want him, even if Lee Pace do eventually become a tranny because he was hot as hell and very pretty too. Get Real - The Storyline of high school love and coming out is interestingly told in this movie. Very well made. Just a question of love (french film) or Juste une Question D'Amour - really a good gay drama that involves family, with regards to coming terms with one's sexuality.

The girl who sang her way out of her own deathbead..."Rehab". Interesting paradox. She will be missed and her wacky 10 foot hair.

One of the married couple who interviewed the kid, who had a small scene in the vid was cute. Why are all good men taken or married. Hello universe, I'm still here damn it. Bloody hell. As for the child... innocence is bliss as they say. Adorable! I salute the parents who had an open mind for their kid not to be tainted with the societal coneceptions of same sex relationships.

Congrats sara! And belated Hey Hey Heypi Birthday! You still owe me some belly dancing lessons you vivacious vixen you.

Keeps on hearing this song on my dream lately.

DAMN! I miss the early nickelodeon days indeed. Arrgh, Real Monsters, Rocko's Modern Life, and Rugrats. Are you afraid of the dark.... HAHA! Bloody awesome show. Although I wasn't really afraid of the dark, still...Haha. Oh yeah, the secret life of alex mack! And I also remember that black kid who'se an alien. I forgot the name of the show. And all that, haha... amanda bynes was so hilarious with her segments. She was the reason I was watching the show. Haha.

You guys are making me blush, or simply turn red. Thanks.

Chapter 6: The Gayest Question Ever: To be or not to be? “Someone grabbed my ass the other day, and the following day and the next day...I found out that it was my seatmate trying to put his notes under my ass whenever he got called for a recitation. That little cheater; but I give him an A-plus for his ASSertion.” New York, the big apple, the city that never sleeps, and the city that had welcomed me for the last three years as I opened another chapter in my life, as it had seemed

Kev... ROFL. Sure dear. I went there alone and drank myself to death. Listened to good music while drinking a bottle of vodka on the side beaches. Really fun looking at the moon and everyone thinks you're suicidal or something because you're there alone. Don't these people think about, alone time and solitude... I might go there again next month. Need another vacation.

I've told my bestfriend, and some friends and one of my exe's because he is an editor in a daily newspaper. But other than those, no. My mantra is, if they found out then good for them. But no one in my family knows... I'm too scared to see how they would pin out my writing style - they are simply too critical. Haha. They know me of being a technical writer, but not really on the aspects of writing stories.

I'm a bifur. "My Forthrightness is dependent on how assertive and gentle the subtleness of the lines are, then I am a Bifur." So I'm dependent on how how many lines I get? Hahaha.

ROCK ON!!! Go Psych! I always dreamed of becoming a professional pianist when I was a child. Then I realized that I had the gift but never had the patience nor the ability to become someone who would be known for it. I also wanted to become a firefighter or join the police squad. Too bad, I ended up studying what motivates people instead. Haha.

I found this photo under the reccesses of the folders that was hidden, until I found it today (scratches head). This was taken just this May when I went to Boracay beach. I had to ask one of the servers to get a snapshot of me. God, the irony of going alone. Haha. I miss going to the beach. Work is becoming too much of a bloody pain in the ass these days. I need some relaxzesion.

ROFL. I'm excited for you to read till chapter 5...he's like a modern day shakespeare. And no dear, the when I've finished with his story. Joe would just be everyone's ordinary Joe. Notice how I don't shortcut Luke's speech, because he's very formal. lol. Thanks for the review dear.

I love Ironman.... Or more likely, robert downey Jr.