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Welcome everyone~~!!!!!! I would list all of you, however that would take a few pages and I am not sure my poor old fingers would take it. I am so gald to see you all here, what a wonderful feeling! I hope that you all will become a active part of our board here. You have a question about a story or a type of story?? Want to know where to find that Author?????? Is there anyone out there that enjoys the same perverted things that I do??????????????? This is the site to ask them alll Hope to see you alll posting soon. Mike

Hey I am back!!!! Sorry that I have not been posting much latley, but I have had quite a bit on my mind. I have been going through several medical tests (that hit you have to go through when you get to the big 50). It did not start out too well and called for several more tests including the dreaded colon camera, and then a cat scan, and a few more. They really had me nerous there for a while, large mass in the stomach, spots on the liver, and a few more little items. The mass turned out to be scar tissue from a prior operation..........ALL RIGHT!!......and the CAT Scan showed my liver to be......PERFECT.........thank GOD with the drinking I have done the last few years. My only problem now is .................My age and the standard things that go with that I really hope that you all have had a wonderful season and enjoyed it immensely. Hugs Mike

Yes well said! But there is always a however. Cosie, I really hate the idead that you are leaving, but I do hope to see a story pop up once in a while from you. I would be estatic if there was one a year, even one each two years! But on the other hand, even if when you complete this year there is never a onther one published, I still will thank you for all that you have done this far. You are a great author and I really enjoy you work. Hugs Michael

Interesting, we are the only story site that they have a link to

Still got Seven Hours and 30 minutes to go here! Here wishing you all a wonderful new properous New Year!!!!!!! Sorry you are feeling bad Myr, Get well soon. Hugs Mike

I am leaving today to spend Christmas with my Mom and family this year. I will be back around the 29th. I want to wish each and everyone of you a great holiday season. God Bless you all. One nice thing about it there should be a christmas present waiting when I get back...........The rest of Dan's Story!!!!!!!!!! Hugs All Mike

Ok now, which one of our Julian's is having a birthday???????? Any Way Happy, Happy, Happy Birthday and many, many, many more!!!!! Hugs Mike

Well wishes and prayers Mike. He will be bouncing around like a bunny soon. hugs Mike

Will do Mike. I hope he is feeling better soon. Mike

Many, Many, Many, Many More!!!!!! Happy Birthday Guys!!

Good Luck Lynne! I know you will do just fine, but I will keep you in my prayers also. Mike

Well at least you are back home ethan and things are at least starting to go better for you. Keep your spirits up and keep a positive outlook, it really helps. Mike

I hope that you have a really special day today. Mike

many, many, many, more

Great Idea Myr! This could be very interesting.

Hope you have a good one Forloyn and many to come

^Very good question CrackerWriter since your story is ten times better

Thanks Rainbow Mark and my relationship was a very strange one. I never fell in love with him as a lover, but we did both love each other as brothers. I was always a daydreamer and lived out in the clouds and Mark would always bring back to earth. He was very mature for his age and was always able to point me in the right direction when i was very imature. It is really funny before reading your post this morning I had not thought of him in at least 10 years. Now he has been on mind all day. Remembering all the little things.......how mad he use to get at me when I would not concentrate on a game of chess (heck I knew I would loose no matter what....hehehe). They are all good memories though. About a month after I got back to the ship, I received a package from Marks mother with some of his personal belongings in it. She said that she knew he would want me to have them. Because the memories were so hard for them there, they moved shortly after that and I never heard from them again. Thanks Rainbow for bringing back some wonerful memories. Hugs Mike

No I did not know that Rainbow, I am gald that you have such a great relationship. When you said that you were wheel chair bound, it sure brought back a flood of memories for me. During my teen years there were only two boys that knew for sure about me. One was bi and the other one was straight. I am going to talk about the straight one. His name was Mark and he had all kinds of medical problems and was paraplegic. Hel also only had limited use of his arms and hands, he really had a rough life. He was one of my best friends and we talked and shared all our feelings. When I realized I was gay he was the first one I told. He cautioned me not to tell anyone else or I would loose the friends that I had. About a year after I told him, his doctors delivered some very bad news to us. They told us that Mark was going to die. They did not know how long he had. Mark took it surprisenly well, he told me later that he had already guessed that it was coming and had already dealt with it. He told me that the only thing he was really sorry about was that he would not ever be able to experince sex. He had a strange look in his eye and it dawned on me what he was really asking. He was really afraid I would only do it for him if he returned the favor. But heck, I knew he was straight and would not ask that. And yes I did take care of him. Several times over the next few years. Mark died during my first year in the Navy. I happened to be home on leave and was able to attend the funeral. Marks mother pulled me aside after it was over and asked me to go have a cup of coffee with her. She told me that she wanted to thank me for my friendship with Mark over the years. She then dropped the bombshell. She had been standing in the hallway the day that we had talked about him not having sex. She gave me a big hug and told me I really was a special person. I can not belive the emotion that is coming back as I write this. Mark died 33 years ago.

Sounds good Ethan, I am still praying for her. Hugs Mike

Only in my dreams lynne, only in my dreams

^Really is a sweet girl <And I am going to be nice and just give her a hug!!!!

This is a very interesting topic. There have been a few stories that I read on the net that involve love with a handicap or deformed partner. I really enjoyed them a lot, I guess that I am just an old romantic at heart. Today this thread really came to mind for me. I was in a public building and there was this handicaped young man there that was walking with two cructhes. And you could see by the hard time he was having, that he was very close to being parapelgic. He was having an awful time getting around, but was very independent and would not accept any help from anyone. The thing that I found the most fasinating, was that I was highly attraced to this man. He was just there for a few minutes and was gone, he was surrounded with people and I did not even get a chance to say hi. The really crazy thing is that his physical type normally would not turn me on in the least. I can not even tell you what it was about him that attracted me. I live in a small town so there is a good chance of us meeting again. I hope that it happens. I know nothing about him, weather he is gay or straight or don't give a damn. But I would really like to get to know this guy, and I don't have a clue as to why.

This is actually Comicality's topic of disscusion this week, I asked him if I could repost it over here. I would like to see everyone post on this subject. Any way now for Comicality's post.

This is a very interesting topic. There have been a few stories that I read on the net that involve love with a handicap or deformed partner. I really enjoyed them a lot, I guess that I am just an old romantic at heart. Today this thread really came to mind for me. I was in a public building and there was this handicaped young man there that was walking with two cructhes. And you could see by the hard time he was having, that he was very close to being parapelgic. He was having an awful time getting around, but was very independent and would not accept any help from anyone. The thing that I found the most fasinating, was that I was highly attraced to this man. He was just there for a few minutes and was gone, he was surrounded with people and I did not even get a chance to say hi. The really crazy thing is that his physical type normally would not turn me on in the least. I can not even tell you what it was about him that attracted me. I live in a small town so there is a good chance of us meeting again. I hope that it happens. I know nothing about him, weather he is gay or straight or don't give a damn. But I would really like to get to know this guy, and I don't have a clue as to why.