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Sunday - "Get as much of your stuff together as you can before you go to bed tonight." That's what my dad said to me early this afternoon. He didn't really look me in the eye when he said it...and he kinda mumbled a little bit...but my silence must have let on that I was totally confused by that statement. He was like, "I talked to your mother today. We discussed the situation. And if you're willing to behave yourself, Billy...we don't see any reason why you can't go back home and l
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Saturday - So...I kinda did something that I may or may not regret in the future. But he totally deserved it, and all I did was tell him the truth. So...what do I have to feel so bad about? I think it all started because Lee sent me an email last night after I went to bed. So it was, like...the first thing I saw when I woke up this morning. It should have been a relief and a blessing to finally hear from him again and know that things were 'ok' between us. But instead...it was just plain
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Friday - You know, sometimes it just doesn't pay to wake up in the morning. Even on a Friday. Some days, I wish I could have just slept the whole day away and not have been conscious at all. My dad yelled at me for not washing the dishes last night. Yelled. And he actually said, "Don't forget that you're still on punishment, young man." Punishment??? Is he SERIOUS? That was like a MONTH ago! He's still holding that one stupid party over my head...a party that I wish had never happened at
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Thursday - Can lightning strike in the same place twice? Probably not. But it seems as though Shitty days can. In fact, I'm starting to think that they can pretty much run consecutively forever...or until God stops laughing at me. Whichever comes first. No word from Lee tonight. I guess that's a major part of it. I mean...are we broken up or something? Have I been dumped? I don't know if I'm overreacting or if I'm just being needy and weird. I mean, I don't wanna cling to Lee's leg and f
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Wednesday - Ok so....something really fishy is going on. And I don't really like it. This isn't a game anymore, what's happening here? All of a sudden, it's like everybody has got some kinda weird little 'fling' going on behind my back...and nobody's talking about it. Even when I come right out and ask them about it. You wanna know what happened today? I sent Lee THREE emails, and didn't get a single answer. I called him up, and he almost sounded like he was 'sorry' that he picked u
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Tuesday - You wanna know something really weird? Bobby Jinette TOTALLY scoped out another boy's sexy butt today in the gym locker room! It kind bugged me for some reason. And THEN he kinda...like...winks at me! You know, as if to say...'Hey Billy, check out that hot piece of ASS over there!' Arrghhh! WHAT??? He's not supposed to be 'that' guy! He's supposed to be...just...I don['t know...Bobby. I don't know why that bothered me so much, but it did. Ugh...I think I'm just being SELFISH and DUM
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Monday - You know...there's something about having an erotic dream about somebody really cute...and then seeing them in person the next day...that's just plain freaky. I saw Trace today just after second period, and I swear..if I had blushed any harder, I might not have had enough blood flowing to the rest of my body to remain conscious. It's weird though. He kinda smiled at me as I stumbled over words, and it was the EXACT same smile that he had in the dream! The really sexy one? Mmmmmm
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Sunday - Oh God...I had the hottest, 'almost wet', dream about Trace last night! Oh wow....I mean...really! Wow! It was one of those times when the dream gets sooo hot and steamy, that you're actually too excited to stay asleep through to the finish. So, I like...woke up JUST before I made a mess! But...I kinda ended up 'finishing myself off' anyway a few minutes later. Hehehe, I couldn't help it. I was really HOT and breathing hard and sweating a little! I think a part of me has been tr
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Saturday - This has been the WILDEST day, I swear! Ok...ok...so... I'm TOTALLY putting a mark by Trace's name on my little 'Kiss Mystery' list tonight! God, I'm such a chicken! He was right there and being...ugh...you have no idea how freakin' *CUTE* he was being tonight!!! It was INSANE! But...I do have something to confess, and I'm gonna be mad at myself for it later...but I did kinda...drink a little bit tonight. But JUST a little bit! It was like...nowhere NEAR what I had t
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Friday - You know...tonight was really NOT what I expected it to be at all. Things got kind of turned around and screwed up...but at least it wasn't a total loss. I still got a much needed taste of my baby anyway. Hehehe! But before I get into all of that, the weirdest feeling was buzzing in my stomach all day in school today. I think I was just nervous about seeing Bobby again after yesterday's...um...'talk'. I was kinda worried that he'd be, like, really hurt. And it hurts ME to s
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Thursday - I saw Brandon eating lunch by himself today. I don't know why I noticed, or why it looked...I don't know...like he was upset or something. But it did. Maybe I'm just so used to seeing Brand and Stevie all snuggly and sweet on one another that actually catching Brandon doing something by himself for a change is...you know...abnormal. It's like he had a Siamese twin removed from his hip or something. You know, it's really strange how you can be so close to somebody...a
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Wednesday - Ok...so maybe the gods are just getting a kick out of twisting my life around to the point where it's just plain laughable. I swear...I don't know how I keep up with it myself. Sometimes I just wish the whole world could stop spinning for JUST a day or two so that I could catch my breath. The easiest part of the day was the morning, even though I totally FAILED my last History test. I'm just gonna pretend that that didn't even happen. Especially while I'm still at my dad's ho
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Tuesday - There's something really strange going on with me as I get further and further into this 'kiss list' mystery of mine. A sense of anxiety...a sense of confusion...maybe even a sense of dread. It's hard to explain...but I can't seem to believe that any of the boys left on my list from that party could have possibly been the one that kissed me the night of my birthday party. Not to mention that...except for Bobby Jinette, none of them have really stepped forward to show me any further
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Monday - Was it a good day today? I don't know. I guess it kinda was. Is it weird that I can't tell the difference sometimes? That sometimes the supposedly 'fine' line between a good day and a bad one seems to be a hundred miles wide, and you find yourself walking aimlessly in the gray area? Ah, who needs extremes anyway. I've been riding that pendulum for a while now, and no matter how much time you spend having a jolly old time...it's sure to swing back the other way soon eno
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Sunday - Ok, so something about Bobby Jinette is really getting out of hand all of a sudden. Well....maybe not 'out of hand'...but I can definitely see it becoming a problem later on. He called me today, just seconds before I called Lee up to see if I could come over today. I mean, I was literally all geared up for my big daily sex romp with my teen idol, and Bobby called me up and beat me to the punch. He was like, "I really miss you, Billy. What's going on? I thought we were gonna
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Saturday - I had a...weird conversation with my dad today. And now....ugh...now I feel like a jerk. Guilt trips suck. Especially the 'subliminal' ones. It's been almost three weeks since my mom dropped off on my dad's doorstep as punishment for what happened with my birthday party. Since then I've felt like a stranger in this house...away from my mom, away from Sam, away from everything that felt even remotely familiar about my own neighborhood. About my life. About...'home'. If you had
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Friday - Sometimes...you hold on to a dream for so very long...that when it finally comes time to learn the truth, it's almost impossible to let go. I don't know why I feel so hurt inside. I should have expected this from day one. In fact, I TOLD myself not to hold out for something so STUPID! But...after today, I now know how much emotion I really had invested in a fantasy that was never meant to be. Well...I scratched another name off of my list today. Slowly...but I had to do it.
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Thursday - Oh WOW!!! That is EXACTLY what I needed today! I mean...it's like my whole BODY feels 100 times more relaxed than it has all week! All of that tightened up muscle and emotional tension....sighhhh....gone in just a few hours. I got to 'hang out' with Lee again today, and despite my previous worries about whether or not he wanted to be serious about us being together...we had some really *HOT* sex today! I mean...like...HOT! Omigod, he's soooooo GOOD at making me feel satisfied!
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Wednesday - Has the pain in my heart been mellowed out at all since yesterday? Ummm....well....not really. Although...I've been seriously confused about something. Now, I have actually been going into SEVERE 'Lee' withdrawal since this past weekend! I mean...his body, and his scent, and his taste (Oh GOD...his TASTE!!!)...you CAN'T just share a few MAJOR sexual experiences with Lee and then just 'forget' about them. My body has been CRAVING him from the second we both got dressed again!
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Tuesday - :(((((( Why won't he call me??? Why is Lee suddenly being so 'distant' with me? We used to talk, and flirt on the phone, and he'd send me cute little emails with smiley faces in them. We used to go to the jellybean factory, and he'd invite me over to watch movies and go to the mall. What happened???? I was soooooo HAPPY! But he just....took all of his cuteness and all of that emotion and he just....he 'shut it off'. Like a switch. And I don't know what I did to suddenly...
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Monday - You know how you get that feeling in your stomach when you're kinda waiting for somebody to, like...show you some 'attention' or something....but it never comes? And you're kinda left looking like a scared and lonely little puppy...waiting on the front porch and jumping at every noise, hoping your 'master' is coming home to play with you at some point? Thinking the worst, and hoping to prove yourself wrong? That's kinda how I felt tonight. All DAY today, to be honest. Sighhhh...
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Sunday - You know...I think I was about twenty minutes away from throwing my little 'Kiss Mystery' list away. I was thinking about it, and...I mean...I should just get rid of it, right? It doesn't even matter anymore, you know? I can stop stressing myself out about it and just...enjoy being back in someone's arms again. Do you know that I actually went BACK to Lee's house today! Can you believe it? He was like, "Dude...um...my mom is going grocery shopping in, like, 25 minutes. So....like...y
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Saturday - JACKPOT!!! And I'm not even gonna PRETEND to feel the least bit guilty about what I did today!!! I'm feeling soooo GOOD right now! I'm tingling from head to toe, and I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs and jumping around like a toddler locked in a sugar rush right now...JUST to burn off some of this excess energy!!! I mean, my body is like...'vibrating' right now! won't lie...a big part of me and Lee having LOTS of sex today was mostly because of Brandon and Stevie. I
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Friday - I'm still shaking.... I mean...I'm still....I'm still just....trembling! Am I DREAMING this right now? Am I totally asleep, 'pretending' to be awake, while my brain is subconsciously picturing the daily habit of writing in this notebook? This is unreal. This is SO unreal! And it all started because I was hurting so badly that I wanted to curl up into a tight little ball and fade out of existence. Such a weird feeling... To go from wanting to die...to wanting to FL
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Thursday - That no good son of a BITCH!!! He really thinks this is a big GAME, doesn't he??? Ok...listen to this... I had a nice little 'chat' with Jimmy LaPlane today after lunch. And he was STILL kinda giving me the brush off, so I'm like, "Jimmy, what the hell is the PROBLEM here?" He's been giving me the cold shoulder ever since my party, and I wanna know what the fuck is going on. I mean...if I did something to piss him off, I just want him to yell at me and get it over wi
