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  1. Chaz

    I found something unique in this place. I found people that cared enought about you that they asked if you were alright, that they supported you when you needed them to. I think that most of the people come here because of the stories but most stay because of the community this place offers. I couldnt have made it throught the past few months if it wasnt for some of the people that come here also. So I think we should all be grateful that this place exists. I know I am and i wouldn't have it any other way. Chaz
  2. I just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving to everyone. CHAZ
  3. It amazes me the hypocracy and denial of some christian americans. Why couldn't he come out happily like Neil Patrick Harris and be like, hey I did a mistake and apologize with dignity. No He'd rather bash his own persuasion so he can later on like an idiot decide that he no longer can live his life like a straight man. We all know this will happen eventually. The sad part is that I find the prostitute more interesting than he is.
  4. Congratulations James. I hope you have many more because you are a great person and you deserve the best. Chaz
  5. wow I love this story already. its so good I cant wait for more. Chaz
  6. You guys think thats bad. Check this out. Gen pets This really creeps me out and it's not even real.
  7. Happy birthday Bev. Here is to many more... Chaz
  8. Happy birthday Michael. I hope you've had a wonderful day. Chaz
  9. Green had designed that one. He took it out of the competition.
  10. It amazes me how many people knew Green. Today as I sit here getting ready to let him go forever I realize that losing him will never compare to anything else that can come or has passed. Just hearing that doctor say I'm sorry will forever be implanted in my head. So many people have come and gone through this house today that it unnerves me. I can't face them not now. At the funeral service I found myself more concerned with his family than myself. His mother is devastated and so are his fathers. David however is taking it the hardest. There hasn't been a point where he isn't crying. It occurs to me that Green wasn't just mine. He belonged to everyone that was a part of his life. He touched so many people. Selene and I just sat away. We are both still in shock. He was taken away from us so quickly. There are so many things I wanted to say and I wasn't allowed to. I never got the chance. His mother had to sneak me into the icu just so I could see my boyfriend in the worst condition. I want to thank all of you guys for everything. Your kind words mean a lot to me. I am going to be away for a while. Things here have to settle you know? Plus I am going to move back home for the summer. I will be back though, I promise. CHAZ
  11. Guys greeen passed away this afternoon. I just wanted to let you guys know. Chaz
  12. Guys I finally got to see Green. He doesn't look good guys. They have him on a respirator and it seems like he's getting worse. He flatlined twice already and they don't know how much more they can do. I don't want to lose him guys. I can't see him like this. He doesn't deserve this. The doctors already told his parents to look into funeral services. I just want to scream right now to wake him up. Chaz
  13. Hi guys thanks for your thoughts. Um Green is still in ICU. They won't tell me anything and Green's mother hasn't come out of the room in a long time. His father left crying before I could ask him anything. David is doing better but he still doesn't remember what happened. One of the cops told me that there might have been some foul play in this. They think that whoever called the cops might have been involved. I don't know what to do. The nurses don't want me here and the doctors won't talk to me. I just want someone to tell me that he is going to be alright you know? I'll keep you posted guys. CHAZ
  14. Hi guys I just want to fill you in on what's going on. Um Green and David were in a car accident last night. David has a broken collar bone and a pretty nasty cut on the side of his head. Green is not doing to well. He's in icu right now. David doesn't remember what happened. They found Green's car in the breakdown lane on it's side. Green was hanging from his seatbelt unconscious. Green is in a comma and they don't know how much more they can do. I just wanted to let you guys know. Sorry I'm writing this from a cellphone and it's my only release. Chaz
  15. I came home a couple of hours ago. Green and the kid were seated on the floor with big headphones listening to music. Green makes me angry some times I will admit. Before he took this kid in he called me and told me he was doing it. He didn't really ask me he just said he was doing it. I know this is his house ultimately but I feel like he and I are a team right now. I think it's great that he can help this kid and I find myself helping the kid too it's just well I would be nice just to be asked. I mean maybe I am being overdramatic here but what's it going to be like when we get married. I want to know that he's going to trust me. I want to know that I can trust him like I do right now forever. If he cant trust me is it worth it for us to even be together? Well I am talking to him now and I told him these in explicit detail. Yes we're good now. Thanks guys and please keep your questions coming. GREEN + CHAZ - COUCH
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