Emi GS

Why not!. After all I trust you guys. I felt safe here. And it will feel like I accepted myself. No matter what.

@spikey582 I think you already know it. Its an android mobile app called Prisma. It have so many options and definitely a cool app without you have to do a lot to include the edits.

As my birthday is just a week away(more like, less than a week), I have decided to finally give the picture of my face to you guys. And on my birthday, starting of my 28th year on this world(gosh I am getting old), I wanted all of you guys also know me by my face. And I am not going to do it right away. Definitely not just like that. My plan is to upload a some of five or six picture, which will gonna reveal my appearance little by little. And finally the original me. So hear is the first picture for you guys...

I know it's too late. So I was hoping you had a great day of your birthday and think you enjoyed a lot. And belated wishes from me Renee...

I hadn't know the real meaning of this poem before. After I have read your pieces if life, I don't know, my comment seemed inappropriate. And I hope you'll forgive my 'not completely understand ed behaviour'. A really heart wrenching poem with full of emotions and even the pride. And I can understand, you are only seventeen. And I am still waiting for your PM. I wanted to to know what he is to you!? And remember that we all love you no matter what your past is... ~Emi.

Many More Happy Returns of the Day Puppi...

You are much more important than some part of your brain telling. Be strong. Killing oneself never gives a better result. I have witnessed it yesterday. A corps, which cannot even be looked by his life mate or children or siblings or parents or family members or anybody who was present there. I witnessed no one was willing to touch the clothes it was bound by. I touched and made some last rituals along with the Imams, who stand along the corps for the sake of God. I realised how a family suffers, broken by such misery. And this is for what!? Just because he can't settle his debts. You can earn anything if your will is strong. Loosing that confidence only results in misery. Lots of pain to the people who you love and who loves you. Is this all you want!? No. I know it. You are better than this. Far more better than this. And I know you are hurting. So realise one thing. Taking the help of professionals is not a wrong thing. Taking the help of loved ones is not wrong either. Know that we all love you and be there with you, in the form of prayers, no matter what. Be strong. And rely on your loved ones if you can't. Just don't think otherwise. Love you... ~Emi.

Thanks tim. But some others think against it. But everyone have their own opinions and the right to express. So I don't mind their views. I have mine too. Anyway thanks for reading and reviewing tim... ~Emi.

Thanks Lyssa... ~Emi.

Thanks Parker. I did have a deep conversation with William; him against what I believe. But it is what I feel. Believing is everything, right! Thanks for reading and reviewing... ~Emi.

Thanks Sas. Thanks for the compliments. Glad you enjoyed reading it. Thanks for reading and reviewing... ~Emi.

That was the simple humor I can put in the poem. I am glad you enjoyed it... ~Emi.

You are right tim. Still figuring it out is too good. And don't think I'll leave you out of it in the mirror poem. I still not have mentioned so many names that I wanted to. So my friend, thanks for being in my life. ~Emi.

Glad to hear that Ben. And that was the reason I had wrote this poem. Now I can say 'Mission accomplished!'... ~Emi.

Thanks Sas. Glad you liked them. And thanks for the compliment... ~Emi.

Thanks Lisa. I am glad to know that you enjoyed reading them... ~Emi.

It's always nice to know know something new. I am happy to hear that my poem made you thought about this nice quote. Thanks for reading and reviewing for my poem Ben... ~Emi.

Glad to hear that tim. This had been a great day for me. And I tried to portray it in this poem. Looks like I have succeeded.

Glad to hear you enjoyed reading them. Thanks for the nice words Lyssa. I really appreciate them... ~Emi.

Manners always make a man struggle. That's why we have to be apt to adopt them. Four D's have been the real fun happened to me on that day. I was going through all those things I have mentioned in the poem. Glad this day was better than the previous day. Thanks for taking your time to read and review my poem... ~Emi.

It was way back then. But our VickyBoy made me realise I important I am for me. I felt better sooner than I expected. Thanks for the concern Lisa. I tears a lot to me... ~Emi.

That moment, I can never forget. Standing there at the edge of back porch, both hands on that railing and trying to stop the tears raining about that unfortunate day. Cool breeze helped me cool down and helped me to stop those tears from falling. Felt like it soothed my heart. But I am fine now. It was just one of the incidents of many where I hurt my feelinga yet got survived. Thanks for the concern tim... ~Emi.

I am fine Lyssa. I have talked with someone who made me look how a great person I am. So the sadness vanished sooner than I thought. Thanks for your concern.

They drive us more than crazy. But I have changed myself and how I behave in front of them, from that day. What funny is my sister and her husband told me to be not so hard on him when I went to get him. I told my sister what happened, and she is fine with it now. And my nephew is back to normal self the very next day. But, yet, I had changed myself a lot to get their affection towards me rather than their fear. And still they will be cautious of me when they cross the line. I am always there as their good uncle and a strict one when they do silly. I know I love them and they know that too... ~Emi.

Yes. I realised and corrected myself. Yet I am still bossy when they cross the line, but in a positive way. Thanks for your concern tim. It means a lot. ~Emi.