Blue Dhalia

I'm glad he finally started to realize his fault in things, I'm glad he's finally realizing that AN isn't worth anything.. but most of all I'm really impressed by his wonderful epiphany about relationships between people including his parents! That was some wonderful thought processing for him!

I love how Brandon not only stood by Billy at the party.. but how he was talking a little smack about them.. I swear Billy is so dense... Brandon is already acting like his boyfriend!

Oh god! Can Jimmy just be happy and not be so creepy with Billy? He's such a great guy at heart.. but acts like such a loon!

I'm shocked you didn't catch the "painfully" part! Lol

So true!! I would have owned my high school if I knew then what I know now!

Billy is just adorable.. blind to everything and naive as hell.. but adorable. 😊

Just cut the thought of AJ loose.. now's the time to prepare a good approach to get with "THE PRETTIEST BOY IN SCHOOL!!!!" Sorry I had to make it look overly amazing. Lol.

I love that he's finally realizing how much of an asshole he's been to people in certain ways and finally growing up a little. And thank God Jimmy finally got his wheels turning thinking about the idea that Brandon can possibly be gay!! It's been so obvious.. but leave it to Billy to be the last one to think that someone could like him. And I almost cried reading the part that he was talking about being lonely.. I felt that so deep that it hurt.

I say again... AJ is a p.o.s!!

Umm.. Ladies and gentlemen this is your captain speaking again.. we are finally slowly moving down the runway and maybe picking up speed sometime this year! Awwwe.. Brandon is trying so damn hard to let you know he wants you! Silly boy. 💙

Since AJ said no to letting Billy top... it should be painfully obvious that he's an asshole. Sorry but it's true. As for Brandon.. just tell him!! He can't be more obvious without coming out!!

I just have to say that I truly HATE AJ! He's a manipulative sexual predator little shit!! I seriously despise people like that!!! Just wake up Billy! Damn!

IBrandon didn't have to go into detail.. if there was something to worry about he would have said more. He's been totally honest from the beginning. He just hung out with a new friend.. he only sees you in that special way.. too bad you can't just focus on the truly amazing thing that you have... him. I don't blame him for being angry about all the crap he's dealing with..but don't take other people's lying and secrets and all out on Brandon.. assuming he's a jerk like them.

AJ isn't the one.. it's the one that you never stop talking about.. the one that you always talk about in a completely different way than ANYONE else. Too bad you just don't see it.

I understand his feelings.. but with Sam and Joanna... dude.. let it go. You weren't around for her at all.. through most of your so called relationship. And you're gay! And in love with Brandon!!! I love this story. 💙

THANK GOD!!! He's finally waking up!! "Ladies and gentlemen on this flight, I'm VERY happy to announce that the engine has finally started..and we may just get to rake off sometime this year!!" Lol!😂😂😂 it's cute how goofy we are as humans sometimes. Especially when we're young.

Ok... oh my dear GOD! ROTFLMFAO!! The banana part had me gasping for breath!!! That was BEYOND HILARIOUS!!!

AJ is a ho! That's your final proof Billy! Now, go talk to Sam and Joanna and tell them that they belong together and then ask the perfect Brandon to be your man!! Not that difficult... you don't have to worry anymore! As far as your parents go.. it sucks to have to deal with that.. but, it's worse for them to stay together. Eventually they would drive each other insane and maybe even you!

WOW! Way to cause every guy in the world (and I mean EVERY guy.. even heterosexual guys.. be honest) a major flashback with the extreme details! Lol!!! And as for the Brandon and Bobby situation goes... if you would just open your damn mouth and eyes.. you could eliminate Bobby in one simple question!! He's obviously waiting for you to just ask!!! If he hints any harder he'll be screaming it at you!! My GOD!!! He's scared of coming out too... but he's dropping hints that I would hear like a damn nuclear blast!!!! Sorry.. I'm just so blown away by the ridiculous dumbass he's being!!! AJ is a ho, he's made it kinda obvious.. and he's lying to Billy already.. that says every thing to me right there! I know he's young.. but I could pick up on that when I was 12! It's odd.. but, I absolutely love that I keep getting so intense about this story! You really are a gifted author man!! I've been getting so pissed off and sad and all kinds of emotions! It's because I'm getting more sucked into this story than Stephen King or anything I've ever read! This story brings back so many memories and I relate so much with a lot of the things that happen. So awesome!

Yeah, so... Billy really is a little stupid I think. I'm sorry.. but when it comes to Brandon.. he's a total idiot, Sam and Joanna.. total idiot, AJ.. total idiot. And a few other things not worth mentioning. Sorry, I like Billy and think he's a nice guy.. though a bit selfish.. but WOW! He's really gotta think a bit more on some things!

Why is Billy getting jealous? Hmmm... I guess because he's actually in love with Brandon? DUH!! He's just to preoccupied with all the other dramatic b.s. to really notice. And he's obviously too preoccupied to notice something amazing that was said to him in front of Bobby... "I always wanna talk to you, Billy." .... HELLO!?!?!?! Do you have any brain cells left in that cute little noggin? He just made a very public statement confessing that he's waiting for you to go for him!!! Dear GOD this kid can be dumb sometimes! 😂😂😂

It's horrible to say.. but I've been there so many times that I have to say that he is completely right. Jimmy isn't an idiot.. he knows that the world is cold and cruel to all of the good hearts... and honestly, I used to think that suicide was selfish.. but, it's more of just a release from a horrific world that feeds on the misery of good hearted people.. I'm not saying it's a good thing to do.. I'm just saying that if you truly know that you have no other option.. and nothing left to hold on to.. it's hard not to be open to the idea. Re-reading this story was my way of getting that idea out of my head this time around. I just had my heart shattered by someone and they didn't even give me a reason.. it hurt so bad that I couldn't stop crying and feeling like the most worthless garbage to exist. But, then I started reading this story again from the beginning. And, I started remembering certain parts of the story. Like the little interactions Billy talks about with Brandon.. I remembered how I fell in love with the idea of finding a guy that could be my very own "Brandon", how amazing it would be to feel for someone the way Billy felt every time he saw, talked to or even thought of him.. and the sweet perfect way that Brandon treated Billy. And it gave me that same hope and beautiful feeling inside that I felt the first time I read this story. I started to let the pain go. That's the thing that most people don't ever notice about the suicidal thoughts that people have.. it doesn't take much to let them go... you just need the right thing to help.. or talk to the right person.. or even just have something that makes you want to hold on for a little longer. I'm sorry that I'm rambling.. I just really appreciate this story.. I can't tell you how badly I wish I could find my "prettiest boy in the world"... until I do.. I'm just happy that I can read about someone else's. Thank you from the bottom of my broken heart man.. seriously. ❤

I'm telling you Billy.. he's not the boyfriend type. That isn't always a bad thing.. non-committing guys are great in their own ways.. just, don't get too attached. Besides, Mr.Perfect is testing the waters, and the girlfriend issue is working itselfout of the picture.. just hold on. Have fun with AJ.. just don't ever think he'll be loyal or permanent. But, the prettiest boy in school is definitely working up the nerve to finally come after you!

Yeah.. so... I'm shocked that Billy is so dense about what's happening with Sam and Joanna. He's not stupid but, really not observant when it comes to them. Good thing is.. they would definitely be better for each other. Now onto where Billy seems really dumb... HELLO!!! Brandon was seriously trying to tell you something!!! DING! DING! DING!!! "I've only got eyes for you, Billy babe." HELLO!!! He's making out like he is joking in case you don't have the same feelings.. but it's how he really feels.. for such a smart kid... you sure can be stupid with some things. I would have said something along the lines of "same here gorgeous!".. c'mon man!!!❤💜💙💚💛🖤

Don't worry about your girlfriend.. I'm sure Sam is going to take good care of her. Congrats on your new "boyfriend".. he's not the one dear. Jamie is finally starting to fade from obsession finally! And now to Brandon... he's beautiful and perfect for you.. just open your damn eyes!!!!