Blue Dhalia

If a guy ever spoke to me the way that Brandon just did to Billy.. I think I would die from my heart swelling! That was so perfect and beautiful it had me in tears. I loved this one too! I'm just really hoping that I'm wrong with my bad feeling about Jimmy hurting someone that Billy loves (like Sam or Brandon) just to hurt Billy.

I loved this one!!! I'm really excited to see if they go to the party together and it is all out in the open!!!! I'm pretty convinced that Jimmy is going to lose what's left of his sanity and hurt or kill someone.. I'm just really hoping I'm wrong.

Finally hearing a little bit more of Brandon. And I'm very excited to see Trace come back into the swing of things!! And Billy has FINALLY started to figure out his mom's point of view!!!!!!! I'm hoping they will get back their relationship.. and maybe even strengthen it! We need more in person one on one time with Billy and Brandon... Maybe a cute little date..... And then a huge announcement at a certain popular guys big party!! It would be awesome if they show up together hand in hand and everyone realizes what's up.. but everyone is totally cool about it and supportive!!

Poor Ian.. Stupid Bobby. Great chapter ❣️💞

I knew that it was that piece of garbage!!! GOD I hate him so much!!! Poor Jimmy 😔

They are both so miserable it's pathetic! Brandon has latched on to this boy to try to get through the pain of missing Billy.. he'll probably start dating him for a bit too... but it won't change his love for Billy. They just both need some freedom from each other.. and get it out of their systems.. then get back together and become the kind of relationship that goes off like a nuclear blast!! Mark my words... it's going to happen!!

I'm so happy for Jimmy... but, if I remember correctly... I think I know who "Alex" is.... and if I'm right... that is REALLY bad! I hope I'm wrong 😯

Billy is working himself into a frenzy for no reason... Sam isn't going to drop him for being gay. He's too good of a person.

Besides the "EWWW!" Comment.. I'm glad Sam finally knows. Billy is finally getting more support in his life.. from more people than just the ones who want to sleep with him. Sam is an amazing friend.. he deserved to know before anyone else honestly. But, the EWWWpart pissed me off.

What a remarkable heartbreak to deal with.. going through your parents divorcing while simultaneously going through your own relationship dying. I wouldn't wish that horrible pain on anyone. Yes, Billy deserves pain for what he did to Brandon.. but, this is a bit too much right now.

Hard to see pain from another person's point of view.

I'm sorry but, he deserves to suffer through this... he hurt the boy who loved him more than anyone! The boy who would have done anything for him! The boy who STILL will.. it's going to take time... but love like that won't stop.. but it will take a lot of time.. and Billy will have to suffer a lot.. but, it's not over.

Maybe Billy should show Brandon his journal.. just so he can confess everything to him. Just hand it to him and say.. "Everything you need to know is here.. I'm not giving any excuses.. I'm not going to bother you.. just read this.. and determine how you feel when you're finished." I bet Brandon would be speechless after that! And possibly forgive him to a point.

I know it will be ok and get better for him.. I hope he'll be a better person after this.

I understand his anger towards Bobby... but Bobby didn't ever force him into cheating on Brandon. He just simply loved Billy.. and was willing to do anything to have him. This has been Billy's fault from the beginning. Yes, Bobby is an asshole for telling Brandon when he did.. and for only doing it out of spite... but he isn't the guilty one here, Billy is. Billy had the perfect boyfriend, he was building the most epic popularity ever, and had the admiration of numerous boys and girls... but he fucked it up by being selfish, careless and a slut! I like Billy and think he's a nice guy.. but, he's been acting a lot like AJ. He deserves to hurt for a little while... but he also deserves another chance afterwards. He is after all a very good person.. he just needs to be taught a lesson.

Poor Billy... it's obvious that everything has finally caught up with him. It's going to get rough for a while.

Lots of trouble a brewing... bad juju!!!

I'm getting the feeling that Bobby is about to unleash hell on Billy. And Billy is soon to be screwed!

The most adorable thing Brandon does in this book... not sexy, not romantic or beautiful.. purely adorable... the way he's talking to Billy about the restaurant! "We have to go there" "I know you'll love the chicken... they're better than the ones you love so much"... I would love that! 💙💙💙

I feel pity for Billy... he's messed up so much.. and he doesn't even realize how bad it's going to get when it finally catches up to him. Our bad deeds ALWAYS catch up to us.

WTF? His substitute?? WOW! I'm not even going to comment on the subject of Billy and his stupidity right now... it's not worth it.

So stupid! I don't care if I met the God of gay sex!!! If I found my once in a lifetime true love that was as perfect to me as Brandon is to Billy... I'd crush his balls in my bare hands if he even tried to come between us! Billy is going to regret these stupid choices... so badly.

Simon... such a sweet boy. Sam's a love struck idiot right now.. he loves Billy just the same as always.. he's just got his first girlfriend and he's happy. Bobby is only going to be huge trouble! And get the hell over Jamie already!!! You have Brandon you moron!!!!!

There are ALWAYS consequences!!! Billy is such an idiot.

I really love Simon.. he'd be an amazing friend. And Brandon.. the perfect boyfriend. Lee and Sam would be great friends too. I can't stand Jimmy or Bobby... both are insane and nothing but trouble!! Billy is sweet.. but stupid, selfish and unworthy of Simon, Brandon, Sam and Lee. I wish I could switch lives with him.. I wouldn't have fucked up so bad.