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I didn't know Greg has PTSD. OMG. 🤣 How did that get into my writing? I wasn't aware. *giggles* I love how my readers are actually intellectuals figuring out this shit for themselves. Makes it all the worthwhile to be writing this. And when it came to the rapey part, I was also very uncomfortable writing it. But my fingers were typing like crazy and wouldn't stop. I was like, "Oh darn it. So this is where it's going? Ok. I don't like it, but I guess I have to accept this part of his characterisation." I'm also a reader, and as a reader, I dislike that this has happened to him. But as a writer, I had to toughen up and write it for him. I had to tell his story, somehow.

And it'll become more twisted and demented in the next chapters. I swear, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. A very very tiny one. But at least there's one.

I'm currently writing the sequel. I have a feeling this is going to be three books like a trilogy, depending on how Book II goes.

Nathan is actually that part of his life where everything is green, colourful with vibrant colours and all the lovey-dovey bits. He's going to need all of that. Indeed he will. The TV is taking care of Brady and Pops right now. 😂 Who knows, maybe...they're also held hostage by the same people who took Greg. If I were an asshole, I'd write it that way. But who knows...*giggles* 💀Da who is this person I might ask? Dawho indeed...

Actually, well...erm, you see, *coughs*.... It's only going to get worse. REMEMBER! You're reading a Spy/Thriller novel for MATURE readers. 😂 Don't hate the author but the characters, bruv. There's only a few episodes left, and it's going to be a whirlwind ride at this point. Stay tuned!

EPISODE 11: THISLEBAUM'S BRIDGE At Garrick Street, where I trudged down the path on my way to the bus stop, the road was silent—a clandestine meeting place for secret lovers and elopers. Static suddenly cut off our conversation as I was in the middle of my video call with Nathan. I tried calling him again, but there was no signal. I reasoned to myself that he must have woken up for me, so it was better to give him time to sleep. There was a patch in the road where it

Yes. He'll wear a tika and get cancelled for appropriation. 🤣 Poor Greg.

Yes. He's going to have his willy get rejuvenation surgery for all the bums he's been bumming in and out of. He'll also get some venereal disease of some sort, but he'll get medicated.

Sshh...it's Victoria's Secret. Only victoria knows what happens to Greg. 🤭 Stay tuned next episode. And yes, Christian will appear. In Book II. 🤣 Don't kill me.

He definitely will. You think this novel is. Spy/thriller. Surprise bitches! It's a walk to remember. Greg's getting cancer. And they'll get married before he dies, followed by a sing and song montage. Kidding aside, yeah...he'll go through, er, a lot. I mean, a lot.

Sure mate. I'm just happy to help. In fact, I'd be happy to send you mine if you want. Kidding. I don't wear underwear. My crotch is claustrophobic. 🤣

😂 I have his used underwear in case you're looking for supplies. And socks. I'm his OF manager btw.

He prefers to make it on stage. He wants to be the star that he is. "Spread that legs and open that bussy baby!" said Greg's manager, convincing him to spread his wings and fly like a butterfly for his Chip and Dale's stage debut.

This is exactly why I wrote a spy/gay/thriller novel. No one writes these things. I just hope I do it justice. I do love Brad Thor's special ops books. I haven't touched Vince Flynn yet. Let's have a talk, shall we? Why don't we sit on the couch...🤣

His OF fans are spying on him. He has a rabid OF stalker, imo. He better hire a bodyguard though. Oh wait, he's broke. 😂

You will either hate the next chapter, or you will love it. But hey...you are reading a spy/thriller novel, so I'm just saying...it comes with the territory. It's going to be a lot of fun! 🤣 Well, maybe not for Greg.

EPISODE 10: COVENT GARDEN Shimmering lights gleamed from the ceiling by the husband and bride’s entry and mottled into an explosion of sunlight like particles raised from the breaking of a tomb. The bride stood for a moment, letting her eyes grow into the blasting lights, then walked slowly forward, anticipating all the cheers and praises of their invited friends and relatives. I thought perhaps the groom was planning on running away; his eyes casting about in every direction wa

Don't worry 😅, that'll be in Book 2. I haven't written it but I already have a good grasp of what it would be. I just hope I'm not drunk when I write it. Hahaha.

Thanks 😁. When I was writing the steamy scene, I was like, "Do I really wanted to put this out? But then again, I did write about Greg railing his fubu, so that doesn't make sense." And so, it stayed. And as for the height, well, that's supposed to come out on Episode 14 or 15. Greg is six-foot flat. I don't want to be biased against short kings, but escorts generally are tall 😅. That's why he's median sized as a footer, in the general sense of his Scandinavian roots. And as for Nathan being the bringer of bad karma, that'll be proven true or not after I finished writing Book II. 😀 So stay tuned.

EPISODE 9: OSCULATION Hours after a long night at work, I laboured through clearing tables of creamy pan-seared salmon spaghetti and glazed skirt steak fajitas while wearing a face mask for protection against the corrupting gestures of people breathing too close for comfort. Even after the pandemic had passed, the charity event’s hostess was still worried about contaminating her gathering with germs and viruses. The silver lining was that I hadn’t been asked for my number by pe

The risk that family members will be sexually abused, used, seduced, or stalked by other family members who reside in the same home is the main issue with incest. For this reason, regardless of any genetic repercussions, there is a tremendous social taboo. It's not nearly as unsettling to wed a first cousin who wasn't reared alongside you as it is to wed a step-sister or adopted sister who was brought up in the same home as you from infancy. Why is it unsettling? It's just too complex if you already live in the same house since youngsters under the age of 18 shouldn't have to worry about sexual attempts from their siblings. Therefore, if you want to make the case for first cousin marriage, that's OK; it's already allowed in many jurisdictions. But there is a valid reason for the societal taboo around close family members, and it won't go away. Even now, nobody wants it to progress. No societal movement exists to change it. However, it's unclear if even an adult kid can give their permission to have a sexual encounter with a parent in the manner you describe. A young adult, in particular, isn't equal to the parent because of the inherent power imbalance in parent-child relationships, which frequently places undue pressure on the kid to satisfy the parent. Additionally, we do not want parents to encourage their children to engage in sexual activity as soon as they are of legal age. Basically, there is a huge conflict of interest for a parent to have a sexual connection with their child. Parenting is a kind of fiduciary obligation where you prioritise the welfare of your children. Incest between parents and children is always a betrayal, unlike incest between siblings (such as those who grew up apart). Anyway, I don't condone writing topics with incest, since incestuous fantasies are always rooted in psychology—which I dislike discussing. The problem is promoting parent-child incestuous relationships, which poses more of a problem.

No worries. I'd like you, the readers, to keep asking questions. So keep it coming. Keeps me up to my toes if my writing actually makes sense or I'm being a lunatic writing this shit. 😂

Thanks for the feedback. Next episode is going to be a blast—figuratively. No one explodes, I swear. Greg would be saying to his landlord: I don't have a sugar daddy, sweetheart. Everything that I've had, I've worked for, and I worked for to get and I've built myself. So you need to know that 100%. I don't have a sugar daddy, I've never had a sugar daddy. If I wanted a sugar daddy, yes, I probably can go out and get one, because I AM WHAT? SICKENING. You could never have a sugar daddy because you are NOT THAT KIND OF GIRL. Baby, everything I've had I worked for, and I've gotten myself. I built myself from the ground up, FUCKING BITCH!

For your convenience: His son was calling him, technically the florid-faced ruffian who was using his phone to call him.

The trip to the hospital was meant to be quick which Greg didn't anticipate for them to have a late lunch. Although he could've ensured that his son could easily reach out to him, that's why he had missed calls when he checked his phone while they were at the restaurant. And it's not like Greg wanted to leave his son with his paraplegic father, he literally had no choice.