Would I even be here had she not survived?
I think she may have suffered just a little bit of survivor guilt, though. Apparently, as she was recovering, there was another young woman brought into hospital suffering from similar burns to her own. She overheard one of the nurses suggest to the the doctor to treat her with penicillin, the same as had been done to to my mam. Penicillin was in its infancy at the time, and was also in short supply. The doctor's reply was that he was uncertain as to whether he could get enough penicillin to treat her with, and also said that they didn't even know for sure whether it was the penicillin that had actually saved my mother, or whether she might have survived anyway. They didn't use it on the second woman, and she died from infections entering through the damaged areas of skin.