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OOOOh I'm back. This took 15 years. Soo quick recap, I got older and petty bettier, but I'm surthriving! Still can't believe it's been 15 years since my last post. I've been back every few years when I could remember my password, and I've missed friends, and acquaintances from here immensely. I'll try to limit my disappearances from now on. Life has been lifing and I not sure if thats exactly a good thing or bad thing. Quick recap is I've not entertained any romance options and decided to work on my lovve for me. Thats alot harder than one might think, plus I might like men, but I stfg I frequently don't like men. I figure that I will try this dating thing again with the most basic expectations and see what may come along. I have low expectations, but I'm hoping to be surprised. Generally family relationships are very much improved since my last post, and boundaries are a thing and quite literally lifesavers. Same with friendships too. I only speak to at least 4 people right now that I was friends with during my last post. Do I miss those friendships? Some more than others, but I can only be responsible for me. I have reconnected with the Hot Co-worker, and he's now the Hot Professional, but over there. Eventually, I may try to get him over here, but some people take longer to get where they need to go in life than others, and I know I got some distance to cover, but so does he. Quick question though, cause I'm old, whats some good conversation starters on dating apps?

In the beginning there was darkness. That’s when He showed up. When I was bloody and broken and left for Hades, He pushed me headlong into an existence I have grown to despise with my entire being but have no hopes of ever escaping. He made me an abomination, and now I am hunted relentlessly so that others may possess my mind, my body, my soul, my gift, and unknowingly my curse. He made me Æon.

It’s late and in a mad dash to get home I know I will most definitely be skinned because I’ve already been grounded this week. I know I should have gone straight home but when a certain Big Man on Campus named Scott decides to give me a little attention everything, and I mean everything else goes on hold. I do love him completely but he can’t even acknowledge being my boyfriend so we play the same game every week. We meet, he tells me he loves me, we argue about his inability to love me in publi

When you just can't seem to stand it anymore

It's hurting me, you know. here i sit watching time pass. waiting. will it be soon? will it be as good as it was last time? will it ever happen today? will you remember that i've been anticipating this all day? will it be the same as last time? is it finally time yet? no, oh okay. can you teach me things i didnt know last time? why do i crave you so? i could always just turn my back on you. but you know i won't. somewhere deep inside you know. i do too. thats why i've

Erin- I couldn’t help but relish the smile that graced my face when I finally got hold of Ashley but the glee and satisfaction I couldn’t deny. An accomplishment toward putting an end to my brother that I thought I’d never achieve but here I stand ready to declare myself a legend. The severely murderous mood I’ve been in as of late was directly influenced by my discovery of Martin’s fate. I couldn’t ask for a better gift than the one laying prostrate before me now; my darling brother Alex pow

My fingers shut like a steel trap around my father’s throat before anyone even realized I had moved from my spot across the room. I intended to crush the life out of him but as I noticed the signs of possession I slammed him into the wall and threw him away from me. With him out of the way I helped Mathias up and slowly checked him over to be sure he was alright. I don’t know why but I had developed an intense urge to protect him and it had absolutely nothing to do with liking him. I began

Erin could read me like a book. Always could. That’s why it came as no great surprise to me that my first shot missed her by mere inches and the second was no where close to hitting her at all. She had disappeared but her power signature gave her general vicinity away. I tried attacking mentally but once again ran into a wall as my powers rebounded on me. She attacked fast, a kick to the back of the head that had me stumbling and an ass punch so wicked that my legs simply gave out. I writhed bac

My anger began to mount as Erin recounted the events of past. As we listened, we discovered that over 5 years had past. I tried to scan Erin’s mind to get a picture of the carnage but I was rebuffed and left with a slight throbbing in my temples. “..After you were killed, Adrian was the first to be put to death.” I was busy dividing my attention between trying to read my father and listening to Erin when that statement shattered my concentration. I slowly looked towards Erin, and sh

Erin I stared in horror as I watched Alex and Ashley burn to death in the courtyard. I tried to help them escape from the flames but Martins power of nullification reduced me to a crying, struggling wreck. The power that radiated from Alex’s attempts to escape was so strong that it took Martins nullification plus 6 other psychokinetics to even begin to think they were going to stop him. When Alex looked at me for the last time and said be free, I felt my mind shift and I felt as if I were

I sensed that we were being monitored as we walked down the street deciding the best course of action toward Martin. I knew the mind that was sensing us but I could not readily identify it. As we turned onto the street where my house was, I got a plea for help that emanated from within my house. Altering our course slightly, we turned and descended on the house. Getting closer to the house I noticed that it didn’t even remotely resemble a house anymore. The front of the house looke

The pain that tore through me was even worse than when I was burned to death. No amount of meditation or indifference could even begin to relax my body. I heard an explosion close by and felt an enormous surge of power overtake me. As the power grew I started to float completely free of the hook. I could feel the stares of everyone in the room as it felt like my skin was being ripped off. As abruptly as it started it ended and I was left floating in place with my screams still filling the c

“You should not be here, either one of you.” I was seriously starting to get pissed of talking to this guy. Ash and I woke up in a giant room, or what passes for a room wherever we were. There were no windows or doors, but there were a shitload of walls, and some guy who said he was my guardian. That was when he started to rant that we shouldn’t be there. I cut him off midway through his speech with a sideways glance and asked him where we were. As if he were realizing for the firs

I never revealed to anyone the second I received my powers, but I knew Erin, and Ashley could fell the change the exact minute it occured. They might both be freakishly strong when it comes to their powers, but there’s not much they could do when they where being suppressed by about 25 kids to see the torture continue. The fights and teasing weren’t so bad when there was hand to hand fighting but the second my tormentors figured out they weren’t going to win I was bombarded from all sides by w

It's so peaceful riding down this lone stretch of highway. Who would've thought, just three days ago I was just a junior desperately looking forward to senior year. I was so happy to finish junior year as the top of the class, but it would have been more memorable and special to me if at least more than just two people from my life congratulated me, but nobody could be reached. You know it's funny, every time I try to reach my family and friends, they're always busy and can't come to the phon

Rebuked and Ostracized for what he was born to become, Alex prepares himself to face his destiny.

Betrayed and Hunted by the only 'family' he's ever known, a young man must prove his innocence or face off with the greatest agent to have ever graced the carrington institute,Joanna Dark

Mission File: INFRACTION PROTOCOL *CLASSIFIED* The transport, now a distant memory was only meant to serve as an immediate distraction as the agent disembarked and proceeded to infiltrate the Datadyne Corporation. He stood stock still as he took in his surroundings and tried to find a pattern to the security guards behavior. Remembering the recon report he had viewed no more than an hour before, he slowly lowered himself from the helipad and dispatched the security guard before he could ope

“The proximity mines have been set. Have you secured the Tachyon charges to the target?” the young brunette asked as she rounded on her partner, Jonathan. ‘Complete’ was his reply moments before they both fled to the appointed retrieval point followed by the symphony of exploding mayhem and inhuman screams. They ran through the winding hallways of the Datadyne Corporation intent on regrouping with their fellow comrades Johan and Strauss. Appearing on the building’s rooftop they were forced to

2008 Spring Anthology

Almost -Faust Oct. 31st Local Teen Wanted in connection to Murder of Shipping Tycoon Leonard Yu A manhunt is underway tonight for a local teenager suspected to have knowledge about the violent murder of alleged Mafioso and Shipping Magnate Antino Abruzzi. The young man now identified as Anton Rizzi is also wanted for questioning in the assault and disappearance of two other men whose identities are unknown, and the disappearance of a police officer. Acco

@Menorain- I sure hope so. I'm starting to get more interviews so We'll see how this works out. Thanks @ Linxe Termoil- I've been saying no to the military for over 7 years now. My Degree will be in Game and simulation Programming after I retake my last class but it takes so much to get a client base and contracts with no company experience. @Caedus- Out of all the graduates so far in the program I think only about 8 have jobs in the field. The Business idea is a good one, and I actually have been talking to friends about starting one. Thanks. @ Viv- I thought the video was hilarious. even more so when it sat on facebook for over 3 and a half hours and people finally started commenting on it. He's still calling me an asshole for laughing about it. I have started to get interviews, and actually have one in a few hours for hhgregg. even though it's not in my field, a jobs a job and that's what i need right now. I do feel better actually, my headache was from lack of sleep and a need to express myself verbally that I was trying to seriously ignore. I feel ALOT better now and thanks very much. I'm still trying to figure out which direction to take my stories and restructuring but I should have the new one up soon.

So I'm kinda down, The Hot Professors getting married soon. But I am happy for him. What else can I talk about? My current daily activities include job hunting playing video games and sitting on my ass staring into space until about 6 every late night. Insomnia is a Bitch. Besides that I got nothing. I'm slowly dying of boredom and lack of doing shit. and everybody keeps saying military but i worked my ass off to put myself through school so I don't have to take that option and the parents who should've helped me through school now want to push me face first in because " you can go in as an officer now and make more money." You know how you sometimes just want to look your parents in the face and say f**k you but you don't? No, I didn't, but i thought it. and now all i hear about is how i NEED a job and how i should have a job since I just graduated. I feel like f**king screaming and punching something, preferably a person. All these available jobs and its almost impossible for me to get one because I may leave at my earliest opportunity because I am over qualified( I was actually told that). Bullshit. I have a severe case of writers block due to this recurring pounding headache I've had for about 2 weeks now thats keeping me focused on controlling my temper. It's no joke and even 800 mg Motrin doesn't work something seriously has to give right about now. Oh, an done of my friends posted a self video of himself on facebook from his phone and didn't know. But the funny part is he posted a video of himself masturbating and didn't believe it when I told him so he let it sit for another hour until one of his aunts sent him a message telling him about the video. He took it down but It was still hilarious and very, Very educational :lmao:

I'd like to see where this one pans out to, but I know I have one that is all kinds of not legal( I'm pretty sure it's not legal) but its more interesting and mind boggling than a sexual fetish. hmm

hmmm, feels strange to be back after so long. But I did make it back. Wow. I guess this is the part where I come back and start talking about all the extra time I've had to get chapters written and revamp stories and such but it's not gonna happen. I did manage to get a bit more cynical and acerbic though. That's one thing I managed to work on, along with gross humor and quick wit. So anyway I finally, FINALLY finished my last class in mid June not even 4 days before graduation, and I walked at graduation with all my friends and we had fun. then I got a call 2 weeks later saying that I have not met my Grad requirements. So I call to check up on this and all i get is that my final grade in one class was an overall 50%. So i log in to see what I got on the assignments. Assignments- 84-92% on all assignments. 45-52% on threads( why are these weighted heavier than the midterm????) and exactly 50% on both the Final and Mid-Term. Now, I don't place much belief in coincidence but it seems awfully coincidental that I got Exactly 50% on both major exams for th class. and absolutely no one finds anything wrong with this?? REALLY?? So after forcing myself to be diplomatic I have to retake this sham of a class which I am f**king livid about and I have to choose another to make 6 credit hours in order to receive federal funding to pay for the classes. Joy... not. Job hunting is pretty much going. I've been searching for a job since mid- April now and I'm starting to feel a little down about it but I'm gonna keep looking. there things I've become accustomed to and I don't have the monetary funds to make it happen. It's absolutely not cool and annoying at the same time. It's hot. as shit. that is all. and there's no reason Metro costs almost 5 bucks for a one way trip. that's a bus ride and a train ride. that's out of hand. I pay too damn much money to Metro to have no air, constantly late buses, and trains, broke escalators and elevators, and a russian roulette of am I going to be robbed and shot on Metro tonight. The last is always a toss up, and yes Metro really is that bad at night in some places. ** On a side note, I know the guy mentioned here and he's still mad at me cause I laughed my ass off when I saw it. Especially counting he actually did work for Metro and they denied him like that. I'm actually laughing as I type this. Ok so on the story front I have no clue what I'm going to do but as of right now Aeon is in danger of being removed. Um, uhh, hmmm. Pretty Articulate huh? Uh, I can't really stick to one topic long enough right now to make a new point so I guess this is it. For now... For now...