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Begin shattering annonimity... First off Kingman has a whole four or five freeway offramps... so yes small! (this may be arguable as Vegas only has like three freeways...) I noted my detest for placing fruit on a pizza, I DO NOT CONDONE PLACE PINEAPPLE (or any other fruit, tomato's aside) ON A PIZZA! and your just jealous cause you didn't think of Bourbon first End shattering annonimity...

HAHAHA, I may have forgotten to close the browser window from when i was in last night...

Conner! Welcome Back Your starting to sound alot like CJ with the whole eric spiel. Yes he may have been industrious, but isnt there a stash of porn he should be messing around with and not brodcasting his brothers love life via the net? And this talk of group homes, just makes me wonder if Eric will recruit the lot of them and call them "models" and ok no more goat jokes, I'll leave that for more appropriate threads...

you could, say... hide in that big cauldron shaped Jacuzzi

shhh... its supposed to be anonymous!!

Looks good Greame... I nominate you to take over the lead author position... Only one problem though, Steve's shirt would have already been off.

I was talking to Viv the other night and I came out, sorta. For years I have been maligned by my sisters and labeled with the title of shoe whore. I may still be in denial honestly. I only have around Ten or so pairs of shoes. So yeah the average guy probably only has like four. Does that really qualify me as being a shoe whore? Couldn't I just be above average in that respect, or just happily over achieving? It's not like I have a room dedicated to foot ware, whats a couple of pairs of work boots a mix of skate shoes and a pair of dress shoes between feet? And heres a big question, do you categorize flip-flops as shoes are just misc foot ware? In other news, I have a job, wish I hadn't I got an email from my boss the other day saying how it was time to start dishing out raises to all the lazy employees. (alright they aren't lazy I'm just being jealous you'll see why in just a second.) SO, I was like "cool" raises, and I'm reading through and no shit if the last paragraph doesn't read in verbatim "I'd like to get a better Handle on your and Angela's Job, that way i can better evaluate you for a raise." Translation: Sorry idiot, your not getting a raise this time either. So I got all pissed off, and pretty much stayed that way all day Monday. Sure I know I'm being kind of selfish here but damn All the employees under me have received raises multiple times since the last time I got a pay hike. Which was a year and half ago! Matter of fact I'm making less now then I did then. From on High has decreed that I cost to much at time and a half, SO no overtime. Right, a manager with no overtime, Basically I work 8-10 hours a week for free. They also cut my commission on sales and took away my health coverage. Suddenly becoming a student again isn't looking so bad. Matter of fact the only bad thing about it is figuring out what I'd want to do with the rest of my life. Alright, So I guess I'm done ranting for now. I'll catch y'all on the flip side Steve

Right... I'm not the guy who has a person or persons stalking around the exterior of one of my Characters apartments. Seriously For the Love is making me long for the days of bad grammer and copious amounts of uncensored scene's. I love it!

By Greame... I think you may be onto something!

See he soo left out the tagline... Chris and Steve join hands one last time as the Charger passesthree hundred miles an hour in its mortal decent to the canyon floor. Pulling his vision away from the rapidly approaching earth, Chris maneges to whisper just before neither of them can hear a noise again. "For the love..." Steve

I hate to make inaapropriate comments (no, really I do....) but to this comment I can only say... Yet.

you know what the say.... good for the goat... Yeah so I may have skewed it a little.

Visitations?!? I thought you said this story takes place in Arizona and not Nevada or New Mexico... Now your gonna throw the E.T. element in? Honestly....

**sniff** I smell sulfur... **sniff** no wait, nevermind it was just roasting goat.... I like Bondwriters option number 3, specifically for the whole circle of life thing. If it happens that way though I have fears of natures wittle birdies dying of indigestion...

What if it were an interesting person to watch? Then again no one is that interesting. I wonder if he has gotten laid in the last 12 days that the feed has been live...

I only feel sympathy for the hapless cayotes that dirty lil' Sh*** encounters as he wanders through the desert. RUN EARTH PUPPIES! RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK blood and gunshots aside.... Blackheart ?? honestly what kind of chap uses the name Blackheart? I find this story no longer credible now back to fighting with a chapter (notice the black eye? yes the chapter is winning)

/insert big bold flashing dancers here/ ok that didnt come out right... at any rate... HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope its gone great as I think I missed the majority of it Steve

I thought the data stick had to do with the sheriff of Piedmont and that Fundy Reverend. If a porn site is on that stick that would make for one big ol' stinkin scandal! I can see the headlines 'Conservative Minister Opens Gay XXX on Web' So this is the question, does life imitate art or does Art imitate life? What i'm curious as to why CJ cut the 'second' explosion from the chapter. It was in the copy I read but is mysteriously absent from the final. Steve

It's been an interesting seven days and far too long since I have made a blog entry. For any of you out there that actually read. I've gone and finished my spring anthology entry and sent it out to be polished. The beta feedback I have received has been nice and I can't wait to see what everyone else thinks of it. I'm also getting ready to start wrapping up Living in Surreality. There should only be about four more chapters left to go even though I have tried to push it to at least 25, but why delay the inevitable? I'm kind of stuck beyond LiS as what to write. I have the final Shot of Bourbon to get out of the way and possibly another story with the characters from that. That is about it on the writing side of things. I went and saw MCR last Wednesday in Vegas. That was cool, they put on a good show and I ended up like ten yards from the stage with a pit-bull of a woman behind me singing every lyric off key, but I had a great time anyhow. How could one not with half naked guys running around getting all sweaty in a mosh pit. And here's a random question, has anyone ever been in a conversation that left them feeling inadequate in the end? I'm not talking about some back and forth with a boss or counselor or other 'Authority Figure' but just an everyday chat where in the end you just felt like you didn't measure up to your peers. I have recently and it's been bugging me ever since. Not a constant debilitating nag, just a whisper, tickling the edge of my consciousness. I'm sure it will fade out sooner or later and I'll move on like I always do, just can't help feeling like shit while its there. ya know? Anyhow, time to run. I have too much to say and no idea how to get it out. Steve

I'm of two minds on the whole 'Eric" issue. First and foremost I don't trust that wiley little git as far as I can throw him. That said his argument has its merits. Could repressed sexuality and feelings of self rage lead to the behavior Eric displays? I think it is plausible, look at studies done on homophobia, where test subjects who Have the most outspoken 'con' stance on the subject, where often the most affected sexually when viewing explicit homosexual material. Just some food for thought. True he could always be a bad seed, but how could the same enviroment and upbringing cuase such wild diferences? For the sake of my argument I wont note the vast differences between my brother and I. Steve

I think your just tuning into your readers want for a four-day work-week. That way when the campaign posters go out you'll be a hoof-in.

Ive got a clue.... Lion

Yo Rick, Hope your day is going great! Steve