Cscampbell

Williamsburg, Virginia

Thank you guys so much for your advice and comments. I've been realizing most of this myself, and come to the conclusion that at least for my mental health I need to look at him as my little brother. One of the issues might be that I haven't told him how I feel about this other guy. As I said I consider the other guy a friend, but... he's...got some very negative issues going on, and with C's mental health issues... I just don't know. My god love is so complicated! 😢

I know this is not the normal thing for this club, but I just want to try and get some good advice. This guy, we'll call him C is 20 years old. I am 40. We were in a semi relationship for a while, than there were about two weeks where I was unable to see or communicate with him. During those two weeks him and a mutual friend started a relationship. I kinda saw it coming, but was still very disappointed and hurt, but I've gotten over it, maybe, not really. For quite a while I was holding out hope that he would come back to me, but I was hurting my mental health a lot by doing so, so now I kinda look at him as my little brother/best friend. I love C so much, I'm constantly thinking about him, and worry about him incessantly; mainly for the fact that he has extreme social anxiety, and is manic-depressive. I don't know what to do, he knows how I feel about him, and so does the other guy, and they're both fine with "sharing" when it comes to sex, but I am a one man man, and don't really think that the other guy is good for C. But because I love him, I'm willing to let him be with this other guy. Any and all suggestions/ comments are appreciated. Also want to know what folks think about the age difference, am I wrong for loving a guy literally half my age? Thanks folks! Look forward to hearing for you guys. Lovez!

Nashville, Georgia

OMG those beautiful blue eyes in the second pic, I fell right into them!

Chatroom? Where is this chat room you speak of? I had no clue there was a chat room. Could someone please point me in the right direction?

Eastman, Georgia

Gray, Georgia

Comsie, I'm going to continue the broken record here, and say that I am absolutely loving this story. I love your writing style, especially the fact that you write a lot of internal dialogue. I'm very empathetic, and I love finding out what others are thinking. Keep up the good work!

OMG this guy is awesome!

Atlanta, Georgia

Yea, I've read it already, I agree, @C James did an awesome job on Circumnavigation.

Harrisburg, Pennsylvania

Newborn, Georgia

I've been listening to a lot of AJR here lately, they are just a great group that I believe talks to millennials. But my favorite right now is Bang.

Nope. Never have I worn cowboy boots.

New York, New York

Rochester, New York

Oh yea, love sushi. Never have I worn a speedo.

Yes, I have, not far, but I drove one. Never have I broken a bone.

E-book, that way I can always look up anything I want more info on. Italian or Mexican food?

OMG Comsie! You've done it again, created just a great story. I've kninda been where Shane is now, have a total infatuation for a guy, and not have any idea what to say. Its so frustrating! Looking forward to starting on the next chapter.

Riverdale, Georgia

Between those two, rare, but prefer medium rare. With fish, fried or baked?

Yup, had several. Never have I been on a bullet train.