SilentandBroken

How do I find these little films???

Omg they are sooo cute together . Well written.

I haven’t read that book yet so I don’t know Brandon. I’m proud of you for standing up for yourself and refusing to be a victim. Peace to you. I hope you find your Ryan one day. I hope it’s soon.

Ok just caught up on New Kid omg so good. Now on to chapter 2 of Ariel’s story

Ok I’ve figured out how to follow. Now on to Kiss.

Omg Ariel!!! Stoooooooopppp!! Ugh!! How do I follow this story?! I’m at the end!! Cosmie!!! Finish it please!!

My first thought as Randy when Sean spoke “Ugh you again? Troll..”

Oooooooommmmmmmmmgggggggg you had ME DAMN near hyperventilating with nerves!! Now I MUST see all these movies off these stories bc these little trailers aren’t cutting it. Such a damn tease to my heart. How do I find them?

Being brothers in affliction only magnifies my appreciation of your heart and mind my man. Stay true.

Ok first of all, a few chapters back Comi, in the comments you said you wondered if ppl didn’t care bc they didn’t comment at the end of a chapter. That is absolutely not true, at least for me anyway. Sometimes I simply don’t have anything to say. Sometimes your writing is so relatable to my personal story that I can’t say anything and other times I can’t NOT. This is one of those times. You have captured the beautiful struggle and internal emotional battle of someone who’s been tormented by their emotions so well it’s like I’m reliving it vicariously through your words. You’ve written Randy so well. Omg he is soooo cute and so precious I can’t help but want to love on him. Idk maybe it’s bc my high school dynamics had similar scenes. Whatever the reason, to me, you’ve done it. God damn he is so sweet. I taste every kiss he gets I swear and it makes me JEALOUS bc I want more! I’ve always wanted someone like a Ryan. A little brash and daring sexy and just..ugh… sigh….my life is drastically different and that’s ok. I’ll live my dream through your words. Just. Don’t. Stop. Please.

Sweet chapter. I totally get and would act the same way Randy does with both Ryan’s continued friendship with Sean and as well as Randy’s mom. I think Sean still has his grip on Ryan’s mind . Although this is the first time we’ve heard about cell phones and txt’s etc, granted this story has been written over quite some time while the chronology of the timeline is only about 8-9 months.I definitely do not think Sean will go away easily. That’s just simply not how narcissists act. That said, I think Ryan has good intentions with Randy. Dinner was productive and a good move on Ryan’s part to help Randy build his courage and come out. More of that is needed me thinks.

Dammit Cosmie!!!! You did it AGAIN!!! You and friggin’ cliff hangers!! I was gonna put this down for a bit for a break after reading like 4 chapters straight but noooooo you won’t let me! 😂

Part of me get irritated with Randy just fly out saying to Ryan that it isn’t that he doesn’t trust Ryan, rather he doesn’t trust Sean. It also irritates me that Ryan cuts off any explanation Randy tries to give. Almost as if Ryan doesn’t care to hear it armed with either an excuse for Sean or a deflection of what Randy does get to say. How can Randy be honest with Ryan if Ryan never truly gives him a chance nor listens to what Randy says?

"You want to know what it's like to date Sean? It SUCKS! He's not smart, or funny, or sympathetic. He's about as selfish as he can be. A class A narcissist. called it. Sean can go fuck a goat

Actually I’d think Randy is. His heart is in the right place. Ryan ..is learning however so that’s a plus

Damn onions…that conversation on the sidewalk had me tearing up. And then Hailey.. oh shit

Kudos to Ryan on two parts. One for mending with Randy and 2 for laying into Sean. That said, I doubt Sean will just disappear. So, my heart warmed there a lot. Lastly, regarding the video game, Comsie, WTAF?! Holy shit man that is one warped image.

I wish nothing more for Ryan to see Randy’s broken heart but I fear it’s too late to repair the damage done.

Looks like Sean got his angle. Randy was right to chases Ryan for not telling Sean off and he crossed a line. That to me was a sign of his true intentions. I can’t blame Randy for folding and fighting with Ryan. He was doing ok making his point saying he doesn’t trust Sean vs Ryan but then Ryan played the Tyler card which was the obvious play there & that’s all she wrote. Coming back from this one is going to be hard and with Sean meddling, I’m afraid the odds aren’t in Ryan and Randy’s favor. One thing that did strike me as odd is the deflecting comment Ryan made about Randy and Cody hanging out. I’d be curious to hear more about that from Ryan’s perspective. It doesn’t seem like Randy has spent nearly as much time with Cody as Ryan as with Sean but then again Ryan and Sean have a class together and they’re working class project together too, which is a very convenient excuse possibly. Randy is hurt. Ryan is either blind to it and or is allowing Sean to pull him away to the point where Ryan doesn’t see Randy’s pain. This fight SHOULD! The question is will it be enough to snap him awake or will things sever the relationship entirely.

Someone needs to throat punch Sean. Might as well be Cody

Yep Sean is nothing more than a narc and predator and pulled no strings pitting himself between Ryan and Randy so they split and Ryan looks Sean following which is his plan. Either Randy acts fast and soon (he won’t) or Cody does and HE just might thrown down on Sean right there. Sean needs to be drawn and quartered. End of discussion

Eh..Ariel wins with his shyness, hot damn that boy is cute af. To me, Wilson is simply cute to a point but immediately after said Line it’s down right annoying to aggravating.

Yep shark and possibly a narc too but it’s too early to tell that yet. But I agree, he’s on the hunt and needs to be put down

Not as much as Sean is with him. Ryan is looking for an easier time with someone more open..er should I say Out. I think that is blinding Ryan to the fact he’s got it made with Randy with the exception to Randy’s apprehension of coming out.

This and Randy has let to learn about narcs and sharks…although I’m afraid he’s about to find out