SilentandBroken

This b side song really rings home for a theme song for Zack. This is still your best story I’ve read yet. lyrics: Solace -Alter Bridge When we drift with the tide We go on forever When will we find ourselves I ask my soul but it doesn't know All those days, endless nights Will we live forever Live with doubt in ourselves I ask my soul but I already know I pray my days Will bring me solace and I'll have faith I'll find a way To a better tomorrow, a better today When we fall, gain the rules Will we live forever When we heal, will our scars Reveal in ourselves all that's unknown And who are we to believe We hurt for nothing And will we rise in the end I ask my soul, I already know I pray my days Will bring me solace and I'll have faith I'll find a way To a better tomorrow, a better today I'm gonna follow a revolution On my own I'm gonna lose it in the air On my own I'm gonna reach the sun My faith, it grows No need to question, I already know I found a way To a better tomorrow we're living today I pray my days Will bring me solace and I'll have faith I'll find a way To a better tomorrow, a better today

Mmmmmooorrrrrreee!!!!!!!! Comi please finish this!!! Missy is a great friend

No no no no NO! Colin! What are you doing?!?!?! Love IS all about being vulnerable and taking that risk of heartbreak and rejection and being fallible and trying anyway. Omg omg omg!! I need to breathe. Breathe. Russ is not perfect but that should never be a reason not to let your heart open and be loved back. Breathe Silent…breathe…

First, Colin needs to stop abusing himself mentally. Russ needs to end it with Joey. Tell Colin he CHOSE him.

Bravo Russ. Colin baby…breathe…it’ll be ok. Just roll with it. Comie…OMG!!!!

UGH! Ok first off, I must be missing age/grade differences here between Colin and Russ. I know Colin is a freshman. I don’t know what Russ is. Sophomore? Junior? Now to this chapter..Russ baby, stop using Joey. It’s just going to burn you later. Secondly, as for Colin. Shit or get off the pot. Tell the boy you’re into him before you break your heart more by dragging it out if he’s not gay. Colin sweetheart..same goes for you. You don’t have to commit whether you’re gay or not right now. But live a little. Both of you had a shot at being open. Both blew it. Comie, you tease!! How dare toy with my emotions 😂 this of course is all bullshit. I love it 😂

I’ve never had time for the newsletter 😂

I’m worried about Colin.. where’s the little confidante girl he confides in? Something is off

Yes and if were Russ I’d be so confused by that wink misinterpreting what that meant. Colin is definitely being very very guarded obviously also terrified at opening up to Russ aside from his comic passion one minute to completely closing Russ out the next and yet….little looks like he wants to share but is too scared to. Something is wrong .

Stupid phone. *walling, I need to proof before posting 😂

I think, Colin is walking up because he’s got an abusive father. I think the boy is in the closet and or is called gay by his father. Missy knows something l. God I hope he’s not beat at by his father

Comie don’t you laugh you tease….

I think you’re right. Aaand I think Derrick will suffer the brunt of it. Comie we’re getting restless with anticipation here…

I’m still waiting for Tanner to fuck Derrick. This whole one sided thing isn’t working for me lol time for more chapters !!!

Omg so hot but they need to switch it up and Derrick needs to be on the receiving end.

How?! How do you continuously write like this?! Omg I’m balling !! They’re happy tears but still!

Oh and when is Tanner going to return the favor for Derrick?

1) about time Mom kicked ass. Go mom. 2) Derrick doesn’t have a computer 3)spineless teachers suck

Dammit Cosmi you didn’t it AGAIN! Sex and peanut butter?! Omfg….buhahaha!!

But I’ll say this, Derrick was lucky it was went worse, & nothing was broken bc often times that is the case.

Oh no.. first off…not saying anything will only enable more beat downs to happen. Why? Because they feel they can get away with it. Secondly, I think Derrick is going to clue Chris in on Mitch. That solves that problem. But just as that happens, like literally, Joel is going to be walk in and think it’s Chris’s doing… don’t know what will happen there if that does happen. Somehow this all becomes a rally point revolving around Derrick however and that opens the door for the secret. To everyone.

Was I beaten? No. But I was raped and left to recover. It wasn’t fun trying to hide my physical injuries from everyone especially my family

It sure as hell does happen sadly. People can be so heartless

Dammit Comi! Why to have to be such a great writer?! Messing my heart like that. My nerves are fucked up again 😂 Derrick honey… breathe.. your momma love you because you’re you.

Fuck that story almost triggered me. My abuser was just like Chris, manipulative and narcissistic . Good for Derrick though. Proud of that