thatboyChase

one of my favorite Industrial projects, since you mentioned it. Front Line Assembly

jazzy frazzzy, Amon Tobin is legit most of his album Supermodified is like jazzy breaks and sampling, its really good. its music for your brain. http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=bgWywTdqMws

guitar heavy

the tilt shift n. a phenomenon in which your lived experience seems oddly inconsequential once you put it down on paper, which turns an epic tragicomedy into a sequence of figures on a model train set, assembled in their tiny classrooms and workplaces, wandering along their own cautious and well-trodden paths—peaceable, generic and out of focus.

"i've watched these ghosts so long it feels like home to me.... we hear them wail, their tails tucked in between.."

the sun was out, have a relaxing Thanksgiving everyone =D, but remember to go to the gym on Monday. lol and the picture on that video is just the album art, don't get scurd

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GeIIvB9K3g&feature=related skitllie doop oop woop

such as summery melody for the winter times

2 SOON BRO

my parents are on vacation but my mom called me to be annoying and i was like do you feel appreciated by me mom and she was like how come you ask this? and i was like well there is like like 52 year old woman on the internet and she is like "what is a 52 year old woman doing bullying on the internet" and i was like ikr? why? and then my mom was like every moment i wake up i appreciate you, when you came into my life and all the great things i've done and will do and all the things ive accomplished by 23 that she or my dad could of only dreamed and then she was like "that 52 year old woman doesn't appreciate you it seems" and i was like, you're so right mammy, i love you. bye. but before i hung up i was like "mom, would you rather give me everything or just a small amount of enough boarding everything?" "everything baby, cause i love you" p.s i lol'd the whole time i wrote this

honestly, life appreciates me home girl

i wish you enough doesn't sound grammatically correct to me and in my world im always right, so im right, so i kinda don't care. p_O? why wouldn't you want to wish them everything? enough is like a cheap version of everything.

as much as love contemporary shit, i love ancient shit too. this is huun-huur tur, they're from Tuva, which is apart of the Russian Federation and boarders Mongolia. the thing is they can throat sing, the throat singing is achieved by layering drones, usually you can hear a distinct "whistle" sound which they can produce if they're very experienced. you can understand it if you watch it. this stuff is cool to me because this kind of stuff shaped contemporary shit we hear now regardless of how you look at it. Buddhist monks kind of do this too, pretty much unlocking the mythic "other" set of vocal chords. their intro is pretty good representation of it, pure voice. they also say that this type of folk music has shamanistic healing powers, the harmonies they reach together are toooo good. 34:40 is a really cool song, and the one before it at 29:00ish is incredibly rhythmic. various cultural instruments which have legit timbre, from that region of the world especially, that drum is call doshpuulur which means shaman drum, that DBZ looking dude at the end is playing. and you obviously don't need to know what they're saying to be moved by some of this. anyway, if you like world music and cool harmonies listen, its an hour. i dunno i bet some of you will find the vocals annoying cause of the pitch, but give it a chance. you'll be better for it anyway cause music makes your brain big! and the audience is pretty nice looking too, go figure California huehue~

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lol dis heur thrad is so foonie

@andreanugget yeah i know right, i asked the girl who was throwing it but she said he insisted on seeing everybody, whatever. @Ashi - i didn't mean the guy was being holden or phony or whatever, I was just saying some of the actor types I've meet act like holden, or at least appear to "look" at the world like holden did. i really like that book i think its a good read for what it is. i don't really look deep into what he supposedly meant, i heard he was a mean old man so it probably was just how he met it to be when he wrote it. yeah holden is a huge hypocrite, in his own messed up way, his flaws, which in a way make him one of my favorite characters. its probably because he seems so damaged. to me damaged means vulnerable, which means easily taken or manipulated. lol, that sounds so harsh. anyway - the actor types are just like so apathetic, like three times my apathy to the world. so when i was hanging out with them i was like well i suppose thats how i seem, how phony of me haha. ive been to NY its so tense, like constant tension. but i like those atmospheres, busy, sound, movement, i like to know other things are there too. i like my apartment, its right near a major street so you can hear this light car murmurs. i think its something to do with the idea of civilization. anyfwayzz- I really really like SF, i had good friends that when to SF state and another at UC Santa Cruz, so ive always been up around those parts, i like it better. the layout of SF is way cooler than stupid ass LA. the fakeness people see i don't see (maybe im used to it? hahaha), fake like what? fake tits? those are a dime a dozen and lips too. fuck i hate women that get their lips done. ewwwww. i mean there are wealthy people, a large amount of Arab Emirates types, and nice cars and what not. but its hollywood-LA, mosh-pit of multi media, not to mention hubs for movies and a good portion of music. so its gonna attract drastic forms of people. LA doesn't move me like SF does though, LA has a fake skyline then a ton of housing and dirty air. its cool though, i don't mind, its a city. i like the driving, its like a meta game, you gotta be ruthless or you just get fucked. i feel like eventually i'll settle fully into a cityscape. i appreciate nature though when i go to it, camping, etc i really like being out there, but only briefly. my friends and i are planning on going camping soon and three of us have already agreed out of the six that the location must have showers. must. oh and LA has way hotter guys than the OC honestly. annnnd traffic has made me a far calmer person. its like mediation, not really, but its nice to sit in silence and think. weird, or i listen to music. usually music. but traffic is a thing here. a thing phonyx2

so i went to this partay the other day and there is this dude on the fringes of my friend circle who somehow got invited. in the past he had problem with alcohol, i wasn't really in on the story but i guess he was borderline alcoholic, vanished for a while i guess got sober. and he obviously wasn't drinking well the WHOLE fucking time at this digger he kept forcing the "idea" of sobriety. for the sake of my friends i didn't call him out and make him seem like a douche, cause he was being a douche. he is like one of those vegan people you know who swears that vegan is the way and there isn't any other way. well this guy was preaching. i assume he went through AA which is a great thing, good job etc etc. and being able to be sober from something so sabotaging is a hard discipline and journey..and i get the whole "changed man" thing, i do i really do. but i mean, if you're one of those people, ugh. just because you couldn't handle the heat while you were in the kitchen doesn't mean the regular people like us can't. i understand addiction is a very deep thing this and that, but he was telling me how bad alcohol (I did D.A.R.E in elementary school. i knows) was, how i should be sober and acquire clarity. i have clarity when i feel like it. he went around to all the little cliques chatting and injecting his ideas. i focused on it the whole night i hated him for it. there were even cute hipster homos there but i couldn't focus on that, i focused on sober samuel preaching his ways. and everyone i meet in LA is like a fucking actor (or a dubstep producer lolool) and is all holden caulfield about the world. i see things in a less romantic way now, my uniqueness dribbles away i feel sometimes. my hate is existential, i wonder if that makes sense.. everything is asphalt and metal, curse words too and traffic. there is so much traffic.

our time is crucial like the last note in this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wT4Epzq4r0U Royksopp - you don't have a clue you aren't really gay if you don't listen to Royksopp - saw them at a show, most gay couples ever anywhere in my life in one place, sexay

how would you profess your love? from the sounds of the greatest ever, unmatched, Amon Tobin directed by Charles De Meyer

kids these days with their drugs and lady gagas 1:12 filtered warmth

whats your meter bro? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-W4WUoY56Y

my favorite part is the piano