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The Quiet Between Them - 6. Chapter 6
Chapter Six
The banker’s study in Palazzo Rossi still smelled of beeswax and old parchment when Messer Ludovico Rossi pressed the order upon his nephew.
“A gift, Matteo. To show our appreciation for inclusion in the Ragusa venture. A devotional work for the Medici chapel at the Church of San Lorenzo, Saint Lawrence upon his gridiron, steadfast in martyrdom. Nothing elaborate: panel, tempera, a touch of gilt. Pious, tasteful, and not too dear.”
Ludovico’s fingers drummed the ledger. “Not Neri di Bicci or Lippi... they’d bleed us. But there are younger men, hungry for a name, who’ll paint with fire in their bellies for half the fee.”
“I’ll make inquiries,” Matteo said.
“See you do. And keep your wits. These botteghe…” Ludovico leaned forward, lowering his voice as if the plaster saints might overhear. “Nests of sodomites, soft faces and softer morals some say. Do not be dazzled by bright colors and deft hands. A Medici gift must be spotless in devotion and reputation. I’ll not have scandal trailing us into the choir stalls of San Lorenzo.”
Matteo bowed, his throat tight. The warning struck too near.
The streets of Florence were still half asleep, shutters drawn against the dawn chill, the air heavy with wood smoke and damp stone. Danilo trudged beside Matteo, muttering.
“Too early by half. A Christian man should still be abed when the bells haven’t rung prime. I’ve had no breakfast but a crust of yesterday’s bread, hard enough to chip a tooth.”
Matteo glanced sidelong. “You ate half the loaf, a whole sausage and finished the wine.”
Danilo sighed theatrically. “A poor meal for a poorer servant. My ghost shall come scratching at your shutters, wailing for sausage and cheese.”
“God spare me,” Matteo said dryly. “You sound like a feral cat already.”
Danilo grinned, his sulk dissolving. “Better a cat than a friar. Cats at least know how to live.”
“Then try to remember you’re a servant, not a beast, when we arrive. The artist, Tommaso di Marco, will expect civility.”
“Then he’ll be disappointed,” Danilo said, swinging a stick like a sword.
The workshop stood on a narrow street off the Mercato Vecchio, its wide door propped to let in thin April light. Inside was a blur of motion: boys grinding pigment, a youth gilding a halo, another sketching the grill of Saint Lawrence on plaster. The air was thick with vinegar, chalk, and smoke.
Tommaso di Marco broke off from instructing an apprentice and came forward. His hair curled untidily at his temples, a smudge of vermilion bright on his thumb. He bowed with practiced deference.
“Messere Rossi’s kin, is it not? I am honored. You come regarding the commission?”
Matteo nodded, scanning the room. The drafts were promising, graceful, touched with humanity. One cartoon of Lawrence upon the gridiron showed the saint, eyes lifted upward and lips parted. The martyr was caught at the moment that earthly agony was elevated to heavenly ecstasy. Matteo was reminded uncomfortably of the numerous times he had seen Gianluca's face similarly twisted in an ecstasy of a more carnal nature.
“My uncle desires a panel for the Medici chapel,” Matteo said. “Saint Lawrence, in tempera, gilded nimbus, fit for a side altar. He will have quality, not extravagance.”
Tommaso spread his hands. “Quality I can give. Extravagance I leave to men richer and duller than I. For the Medici, twenty florins... gesso, pigments, and gold leaf included. It will be my honor, not my profit.”
Half what a master like Benozzo Gozzoli could command. Matteo’s uncle would be pleased.
An apprentice passed, bare-armed, a pot of plaster on his hip. He smiled, unguarded, warm. Matteo’s eyes lingered longer than they should. Uncle Ludovico Rossi’s warning thudded in his mind: nests of sodomites. He turned back sharply, fearing beauty almost as much as he longed for it.
“The price is fair,” he said, more brusque than he meant. “But reputation matters. A gift must be beyond reproach.”
“My name is unspotted,” Tommaso replied evenly. “I paint saints, not scandals. Let others trade in whispers. I trade in color and devotion.” He gestured toward the sketches. “Does not Lawrence’s steadfastness show true? That is my testimony.” His voice softened, conspiratorial. “Better to risk a whisper in Florence than to offer lifeless saints gilded only for show.”
Matteo looked again. The saint’s upward gaze mirrored something in him, desire smothered beneath fire, hidden but consuming. He tore his eyes away at a burst of laughter from the far end of the room.
On a stool sat a girl of sixteen, her chemise slipping from one shoulder as an apprentice sketched her leg. She bit her lip, uneasy but holding the pose.
Danilo’s eyes lit. “By Saint Anthony! Florence keeps her angels in workshops!” He bowed extravagantly. “Fair madonna, the saints must be jealous.”
The girl stifled a giggle. Matteo hissed, “We are here on business.”
Danilo grinned. “Then this is the finest business in Florence.” He plucked a ribbon from her sleeve, kissed it solemnly. “A relic already.”
“Enough!” Matteo dragged him back by the sleeve. Heat rose to his cheeks as Tommaso looked on, wary.
Danilo muttered, “You study saints, I prefer miracles of flesh.”
Matteo ignored him. “I will report to my uncle," he informed the artist. "He may grant the commission.”
Tommaso inclined his head but his gaze had already drifted to Danilo, who lingered at the door, smirking. The painter circled him slowly, head tilted, eyes keen.
“You,” Tommaso murmured. “The very cast of it, faced strained with loss, pride unsettled by exile. You would be perfect for Adam, driven from Eden.”
Danilo blanched. “Me? Posing naked? Never!”
Tommaso smiled. “I would pay in florins.”
The glint of coin caught Danilo’s eye, but Matteo stepped sharply between them. “He has duties. He cannot be lent to your fancies.”
Tommaso bowed again, unreadable. Matteo turned away, pulse hammering. Danilo scowled.
The visit unsettled him. The light in that workshop had reached places he kept deliberately dark. In the uncertain times were they in greater danger?
That night, candles guttered low in the Rossi palazzo as Matteo gave his account. His uncle sat with ledgers open, a cup of spiced wine cooling beside him; his father, Giovanni, had come for council.
“The workshop is modest,” Matteo said carefully. “But the designs are strong, Saint Lawrence drawn with dignity, not stiff but human. The fee is twenty florins, all included. A fair bargain.”
Ludovico tapped the desk. “And his household? I’ll not pay good gold to find scandal attached.”
“Unspotted,” Matteo said, too quickly. Ludovico’s eyes narrowed.
Giovanni stroked his beard. “Must we hazard it at all? The Medici honor devotion, not novelty. An altar cloth, embroidered by nuns... safe, pious, untouchable.”
Ludovico grunted approval. “Safe, yes. Modest, yes.”
Matteo spoke before silence could harden. “Safe is lifeless. Florence was not built on embroidery, but on color and vision. The Medici lead by patronage. Who remembers stitches of nuns? But who forgets Fra Angelico or Brunelleschi’s dome?”
Giovanni frowned. “You speak boldly.”
“Perhaps. But the city changes. Art moves men’s hearts. To present a painted saint is to walk with Florence into the future.”
Ludovico regarded him long, half admiring, half wary. “You have your mother’s tongue, silver, sharp, and too ready to cut. Very well. I’ll think on this Tommaso. But mark me: if scandal touches him, it touches you.”
The room fell still. Matteo bowed his head, the flame within him burning brighter for the threat.
A few days later, the stalls of the Mercato Vecchio roared like a sea caught in stone. Figs, oranges, wool, blood, spices, sweat. The air a symphony of trade and decay. Florence's true perfume.
Ludovico wanted to see the painter’s work before paying, and they were to meet him here. Danilo trailed a few paces behind, scanning the crowd. Matteo was grateful for his silence, spared the servant's torrent of advice and observations for once.
Near a row of silk stalls a familiar voice called, “Matteo! I thought the markets beneath your dignity!”
Carlo Sammartini approached, cloak flung back, his face ruddy with wine and gossip. “Breathing common air, my friend? You brave soul.”
“My father says I must,” Matteo smiled. “To see whether it cures or poisons.”
Carlo laughed and clapped his shoulder. “Then breathe deep! The market hums with news enough to choke any man.”
“News or rumor?”
“In Florence, they share one cradle.” Carlo leaned close. “Some say the Pope readies his army to bring the Republic to heel. Others whisper in Milan the Sforza as well as the King of Naples have bought the Medici debts, one summons, and the house collapses.”
Matteo’s smile faltered. The market’s roar seemed to dim. “And tomorrow they’ll say Venice has bought the Arno.”
“Perhaps,” Carlo said, eyes bright. “But there’s a chill in the talk. Men gather in corners and fall silent when others pass.”
Danilo appeared briefly, murmuring that the crowd pressed too close, then vanished again into the tide.
“Wise servant,” Carlo said. “Florence is generous with both blessings and knives.”
“Florence was built on trust.”
“Trust?” Carlo laughed. “Plotting is mother’s milk to Florentines. If not undermining Genoa, then Venice. If not the Pope, then each other. It keeps the blood warm.”
Matteo managed a smile. “Perhaps too warm.”
“Yet we thrive. Merchants, lovers, artists, and conspirators all. Even our painters plot against eternity.”
They laughed, but Matteo’s amusement was hollow. Around them, gold and fruit glimmered like offerings before an altar. The market felt less like commerce than confession, every man selling something: goods, secrets, allegiance.
Carlo’s tone lowered. “They say Lorenzo meets daily with envoys... except the Pazzi. The Palazzo Pazzi burns candles till dawn. For charity, they claim.” He winked. “Florence breeds many charities.”
Matteo forced a polite smile. “Then may their good works multiply.”
“Or damn them by association. Who can tell?” Carlo drew his cloak close. “You look troubled.”
“Only thoughtful.”
“Careful, my friend. Thinking is a dangerous habit in Florence.” He vanished into the crowd, already greeting another.
Matteo stood still as the tide of bodies flowed around him. Danilo whistled softly nearby, keeping watch. Plotting is mothers’ milk to Florentines. The phrase lingered. The city shone in the sunlight, sober grey sandstone and vivid banners, but beneath the beauty something restless stirred, unseen.
Ludovico appeared at last, brusque and impatient. “There you are. Let’s see this painter-charlatan.”
The afternoon was damp, light slanting through the wide doorway of Tommaso’s workshop. Matteo’s eyes darted, seeking and fearing the fair-haired apprentice. The boy was gone. He exhaled, half relieved.
Ludovico, broad and wary, scanned the room with a banker’s eye, as if each pigment bowl might hide deceit. Tommaso greeted them with a bow. His hair was damp, his hands scrubbed clean... but paint still clung beneath the nails.
“Messer Rossi,” he said. “An honor. You come to discuss the panel?”
“Discuss, yes,” Ludovico rasped, glancing toward the narrow stair. “You keep apprentices?”
“Two,” Tommaso said. “Both diligent.”
“Diligent in work or idleness?” Ludovico’s lips pursed. “A workshop may paint saints yet harbor sin.”
Matteo flushed. “Uncle.”
Tommaso inclined his head. “They grind pigment and sketch outlines, messere. Nothing more scandalous than gesso dust.”
Ludovico prowled the benches, trailing a finger over a cartoon. “This Lawrence... ” he tapped it “... is rather languid. In my day, saints were stone, not dancers.”
Tommaso stiffened. Matteo stepped forward. “It’s the new manner. To show saints with life, so devotion stirs the heart. Lorenzo himself favors it.”
“Lorenzo favors pageants,” Ludovico muttered. “A martyr should teach firmness, not flutter.”
Tommaso answered softly, “It is firmness I mean to show. The gaze upward is resolve.”
Matteo added, “A saint who looks heavenward at the moment of agony strengthens, not weakens, faith. If we wish the Medici to notice, we must speak their language.”
Silence stretched. Then Ludovico grunted. “Very well. You will make the panel. But let the saint stand like rock, not swoon like a lover. Florence watches with older eyes.”
Tommaso bowed. “As you wish, messere. I’ll paint with both firmness and fire." He thought for a moment. "Easter is in a few days. I will commence the work next week."
Outside, Ludovico muttered, “If I scent scandal, nephew, it will be your name that burns first, not Lawrence’s.”
Matteo kept his eyes forward, the sketches lingering in his mind, the saint’s upward gaze, alive even in torment. He thought bitterly that Florence’s future would not belong to men who sniffed for sin, but to those who dared the fire.
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