A terrible, nonsensical poetry and others - 11. Chapter 11 Events

They say things happened for a reason,

I say bullshit.

My love was not toyed for a reason,

It was done out of convenience,

It was done because human are given free will

and because they can.

It was done out of a reflection of the other person and who they are,

My lover had taken my trust, abandoned me, ruined me in hanging only to come back because they realize how I was right.

In loosing one, I seek for others to place my trust in

Words are sweet but actions are louder than words.

Always.

I was not raped for a reason as well,

Its because they can,

Filths are those who cannot say the truth,

Liars who promised one thing but did therwise,

Its also because I failed myself in seeing the signs I know all along.

because I had always killed a part of myself,

to accommodate others.

and in doing so I have ignored the very thing that protected me

It was myself.

Bold of anyone who thinks my honor was stolen from me,

Idiots,

I was never a virgin to begin with.

You cannot take what never exist to begin with,

Neither can you take,

Something that I coldly calculated to give,

Like tossing a bone to a filthy mutt because I refuse to have it take more.