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My Dream last night...

Okay, I know the whole thing that everyone dreams every night, it's just that you don't always remember your dreams. But, I hate having to put that disclaimer everytime I want to say, "I dreamed last night," or "I had a dream last night," so for now on, if I say one of those two, everyone know that I know that already... Kay.   Recently, I've felt really inspired to come out to some of my close friends. And that means like almost everyone in drama. However, a few of my brother's aquaitences a

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No, I didn't die, but....

Okay, so I know I always make this excuse, but I get busy with school and all the crap that I'm in that I seem to put off coming to GA on occasion throughout the year and then I feel really shitty when I come back how many months later and yeah .   Anyway!   Spring play! We did Peter Pan! I got a somewhat big part this time....Smee! You know, Hook's fat little assistant stupid guy . It was awesome! I got to wear this fat suit belly thing, lol. And our school doesn't have a fly-space, so I

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Some one please explain this to me...

Can someone please explain to me how two dogs can be tearing each other apart one minute, and care for each other's damage the next? Every once in a while, Xander and Jayne will get into a WAR and it is like hell getting them apart, most of the time one of us gets bit but not intentionally by either of them, it's just if you get in the middle of two fighting dogs, your bound to get bit.   Anyway, back to the story. Tonight, I let them out by myself because my brother is like coughing his head

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I'm back!

Okay, so I'm sorry that I like haven't been on in a long time...it seems whenever school starts back up, I seem to not have time to go on GA...I remember I did this last year but then got back involved again.   Okay, I believe where we last left off (heh, it's like a story, isnt it?) was Justin and my 5th Anniversary....I like sorta promised myself that I was going to tell him that I was gay on that day, cuz that was the day that was perfect to and I kinda had the courage....then...his parents

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Justin and my 5th "Anniversary", lol

Okay, so Sunday the 27th was exactly 5 years ago that school started in 6th grade and my life was made better by the love and friendship of Justin. We've had some bad times, none of which I'd like to mention were n the B.L. (Before Lorena) days, but yeah. Soooooooo, to honor our little "anniversary", I wanted to do something special. So, I bought this friendship frame at Walmart and then I went back into my photo archive and made a photo collage of photos of him and me together. There were 4 p

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Coming out to my mom

Okay, so I havent been that close to my mom for the last year, year and a half for various reasons. First, about a year or more ago, my mom and stepdad had separated, and I was fine with this, because I hated the f**ker's guts and he was just a sick weirdo. Well my mom was thinking about getting back together with him and I'm not trying to be the 'kid who rules my mom's life', it's just that he was a sicko and an asshole...hell he left her in the hospital when she had blood clots in her legs a f

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Xander's Birthday Cake

Behold...the ultimate doggy Birthday cake, made up under the creative mind of your's truly .   For those of you wondering, here's how I made it .   First find a little kettle with a removable handle (use a screw driver ). This will be the cake pan. Spray with non-stick cooking spray thusly (why thats a cool word now isnt it? I've always wanted to use it too...).   As for ingredients...   Cake 3 cups of Iams Large Breed Dog Food, ground up fine with a decent meat grinder 3 large egg

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Xander Video

Okay guys, courtesy of my new camera, here's a video clip of Xander being Xander .   [url="http://s68.photobucket.com/albums/i29/ronf89/?action=view

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My fall, a pup named Xander and my camera

Okay guys, so if you've read Viv's blog, you may be wondering what she meant by: Hehe, well something really weird happened to me the other night . I get this thing every so often where I'll have sat on the computer too long, and I'll stand up to stretch and then for some reason, my vision like goes black for a second or two and then goes back to normal and I'm fine. I've obviously thought to myself that it shouldn't be happening, cuz it's not normal, but I've always kinda shrugged it off beca

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Xander Middle Name Contest

Okay, I never really gave Xander a real middle name...my mom calls him Xander Zoe...cuz it sounds cool when you say "Jayne Joe and Xander Zoe" but I dont really like that and it pisses me off each time she calls him Xander Zoe because I tell her not to and she does anyway and I havent confirmed that that's his middle name and yea.   Anyways, I decided to let you guys come up with names that sound good following Xander, and then if one really sticks out to me that I like, I'm gonna pick it, or

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Carrying a kid on your back for 40 blocks...

Okay, so today I had to babysit my lil cousin Bailey (she's 4) for like 11 hours. Well that gets to be an awfully long day...don't get me wrong, I love my lil cousin to death but yea. I had asked her mom if I could take her to the park later today and she said that would be fine. Well apparently there was a park a few blocks over, which I didnt know about... ...so I walked to the other park which was like 19 blocks from the house. And...I couldnt expect her little legs to walk that far, and sh

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Photography!

So a while back, I was talking to my Uncle about me getting a different job, and he came up with like a really good suggestion for me...he told me that when they were growing up, my other uncle used to do Videography and Photography for events like weddings. Okay, so I don't know how clear it is that I'm sorta really like ( ) into photography, but I am , so to me this was a freaking awesome suggestion!   Well back in the day, lol, my uncle charged like $80 bucks for a wedding video, but the

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A little update on Xander

Okay, so Xander is now on Iams, which I've read still isn't that good for him, but in my book, it's waaay better than Ol' Roy.   So we were eating dinner today and Jayne just started barking like crazy...we look outside and there was some collie wandering around by the kennel. Well Jayne being such a bad dog, you guys know, was just going psycho, doing all she could to try and get at the other dog. Well I don't see Jayne's logic in this, but for some reason, she thought that she should take it

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Hehe, I was naughty...

Okay, so you guys know how my mom is always such a gay basher. Well today we had it on MTV while we ate and "Next" came on and it happened to be a lesbian version, and my mom just started spazzing out, how she thought it was so disgusting and freaky. I try telling her that she cant be saying shit like that because it's gonna get her in trouble some day and whether that's how she feels or not, she shouldnt be expressing like she does and making such a big deal out of it; just keep it to yourself.

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TOTALLY Psyched!

Okay, so last summer our outdoor pool was closed for the entire summer cuz they were tearing down the old pool and building a brand new one . This one is equipped with 4 slides, one of which is an intertube slide, a lazy river, like 3 pools, a diving board and everything. So anyway, tomorrow is the great unvailing of the past year's work and I'm psyched because the pool is gonna be sweet, and mostly because...HOT GUYS SHIRTLESS IN SWIMMING TRUNKS!!!     OMG I'm soooooo excited!!!

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Yearbook lady...

First off...I'm back! lol, I didn't actually go anywhere, just havent really had time to come on.   Okay...so I'm in the yearbook club. The lady that directs us is this older lady that is the wife of one of my 6th grade teachers. Well.....like last fall, she assigned me to do a story for freshman and sophomore football . I've never been all that into sports and I didn't really know what to write about and I also kind of forgot to do it anyway. You ever forget? It happened to me. Also, this w

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Life after Annie, hehe

Sooooo, Thursday, Friday and Saturday were our performances for Annie. Each night a sell out. I think Thursday was our best night, it all went along smoothly and perfect. Friday and Saturday were a little less perfect, but we still got standing ovations. It was great, really it was. Thursday night we went out to this restaurant and celebrated, and Friday night me and a few others did the same thing. Saturday night, we had the cast party at one of the servent girls' house. We got done with the pl

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A bunch of stuff about my life...

Hey guys, sorry I havent been on in a while. With that Justin thing and family things, I've had way too much stress lately so I've been trying to work against it by exercising and stuff and staying off the computer. I figure I don't need to be sitting on my computer for 6 hours a day and not doing anything, because when you're stressed, you gain weight and I'm not gonna go and gain weight, lol. Plus, we've been busy a lot with the play - been rehearsing till like 6:30 on some nights and it's gon

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Okay...can you be happy and sad at the same time?

I'll start out with the sad so we got something to look forward to...   Like Thursday at lunch, I come back to our table from dumping my tray to see Lorena reading a little pamplet about a recorder or something, like one of those things spies wear. I didnt ask and then after we got rid of Lorena and started walking to our class at the building across the street, he shows me that he's wearing this recording thing, or heart monitor . I ask him what for and he said that his mom took him to the d

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I got my muffin and I ate it too

So this morning I didnt have time to eat breakfast and we were out of milk anyway so I planned on eating at school. This was fine with me cuz I had been craving a blueberry muffin for a while, lol. Well the last few days we had been on stage during chorus because we have a concert monday night, and when we're on stage he keeps us a little late. Well the breakfast line closes at 8:25, and it was like 8:21 so I tried to hurry out of the auditorium. I jump off the stage and someone was like right i

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Hmm..that's curious..

First of all, a little update on the play...Annie is back on.....Moulton (drama teacher) worked her magic so we get to do it now .   When I found out it was back on, I decided to email Justin...I knew he wouldnt, but just for the hell of it, I asked him if he had changed his mind and if he was gonna try out with me. "nope." I think he's just being an asshole when he says it like that. Would it kill him to say something like, "I know you really would like me to try out with you Ron, but I just

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Alright, I'm sick of this crap

You all know and are probably in love with my dog Xander. Well every so often, Jayne (my brother's dog and Xander's mommy) gets loose and runs off. Xander never having to toughen up from being taken from his mom like the rest of his siblings, has always been a mommy's boy. In being so, whenever Jayne runs off, so does he, but only running for his life to keep up with her, and usually crying as he runs . Otherwise, if he's not on a leash, he just stays in the yard like the good boy he is. Well s

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mad at Justin again...*sigh*

Well, I don't know if she's behind it this time or not but I'm mad at Justin right now....   Our school is having the Annie musical and auditions are after school yesterday, today and tomorrow. Since I saw the last one and saw how cool it is to perform, I wanted to be in one, but one little dilema...I have stage fright . Well yesterday after school I had to make up a test and take care of a yearbook page and I got done around 4:30. I was kinda mad cuz my mom needed the car yesterday morning a

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The ENTIRE Justin and Lorena story

Okay, it occurred to me that some of you don't know the whole Justin and Lorena story.   Here we go...   *Vroosh!* Back to mid-eighth grade. I'm sitting in chorus class. A girl passes a note to another girl who passes it to me. I open it and read it:   Will you ask your friend Justin if he'll go out with me? *Lorena*   I immediatly start laughing my ass off. I couldnt help myself...in the entire time we knew each other we never really talked about girls and I didnt really see h

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Justin at last; happy half birthday xander

As you may have noticed, my last blog entry was a long time ago....reason for being that my life turned boring and that I was really busy with finals, lol.   Anyway, YES!!! I knew it was coming, but alas it's finally here....second semester and finally some school time with JUSTIN! Before now, the only time I saw him was in the morning for Chorus (which I didn't even get to sit by him in, and still don't ) and during 1st quarter lunch. Come 2nd quarter and I was reduced to Chorus and no lun

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