Okay, so in 4 hours I'll be getting up for my first day of internship. And I'm not asleep yet. But this is nothing. I guess I just need to rant out a few stuff to go sleep. And need to write a blog anyway.

The other day I came out to a friend - my former professor, who I had a big big crush on and am pretty sure straight. It was because I hadn't replied to his email in weeks and I was feeling a little guilty and I didn't have much to say in the email so I decided to tell him. I had always suspected that he knew. Anyway, I wont' worry about him too much. I'm expecting him to acknowledge the fact and then move on (to new stuff to talk about).

So today was a family gathering on my father's side to celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival in advance. There were five guys in my generation, all boys, me being the oldest. One of my cousin who is the second oldest brought her girlfriend. And my family began asking when it is that I'll bring mine. Sure I'm out to my parents (maybe merely my mom I suspect), and am not out to other relatives. Well, I just answered 'you can't rush that'. Oh well, being the eldest of the generation (and the eldest to bear the family name), and being Chinese, I guess I still have that pressure of, well, having children. (BTW, I don't like children that much.) O well.

And later when I went to the work place of one of my aunt, a colleague of hers, who I think is cute, shown her a piece of news in the newspaper. My aunt frowned upon it. Later she showed me the news that the German Foreign Minister (? or someone from Germany's Government) got married with his boyfriend.