I have to apologize to a few people. I am sorry this week has been a total disaster and I haven't been able to keep up as I should.

Monday - I really wasn't out to let people know, but my father was in the hospital for tests. There was a concern about some growths found which biopsies had to be done. Good news is that it wasn't cancer, but it was a nerve wracking few days.

Tuesday - I came home from work to find a letter from the insurance agency saying that my back should have been covered from the beginning by workman's compensation. They are refusing to pay the last few months of therapy and I have to find out where this is all going and what bills I may now be stuck with. I love my life.

Thursday - I got a warning at work that I was under performing because I hadn't had any credit card applications this month. If it wasn't "corrected" soon I might be written up or moved to part time.

Friday - I spent the whole day running around trying to get things settled with my father, got his results back, did Weight Watchers, food shopping, laundry, and pretended that everything has been fine.

Saturday - I had a seven am store meeting. Finished and came home in time to see on Facebook that one of three men I had once hoped to marry, was getting married to a woman today so he could have children. I got to see pictures of him in tux getting ready for his wedding as they were posted on a mutual friend's page. I then got to go back to work early because the woman who was working wasn't feeling well, so worked a nine and a half hour shift and came home. Yes, then to celebrate this week I get to look at tomorrow where my brother has his birthday and someone else I had once hoped to marry is also getting married. Yes, two exs in one weekend marry.

So this week has been a roller coaster. Not exactly sleeping and can't focus on much at the moment. I know I am behind on beta projects, chapters of Jonas, and well life in general. I am sorry. Just been a sort of bad month and horrible week. I hope to try to get back on track soon. Sorry for being behind.