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Fae Briona

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Took today and Monday off. I'm not making it to Joplin for the Tri-State Gem & Mineral event because of unexpected car repairs but I did drive down to the same town C & I were at when we spent an entire afternoon wandering through antique stores. There were a couple of moments where his loss threatened to sneak up on me, but I tried to focus on the fun we had that afternoon -- the brief moments holding hands, the quick pat an the ass when we where out of sight of other customers -- the good memories to keep.

I know that the first part of November isn't going to be good. I have a feeling that memories of his passing are going to overwhelm any thoughts of my 50th birthday; but I know he doesn't want me to be hurting.

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Fae Briona

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Last couple of weeks have not been good. A couple of other personal / family issues have come up that have just increased my stress level. Listening to the radio at work this afternoon and a random song came on that nearly had me in tears and I don't know why; and I know the increased depression isn't helping my ability to deal with the weather changes and physical pain.

Going to take the entire first week of November off. Have a funeral on the 2nd, Dr. apt. on the 7th, friends surgery on the 8th, and my boy's death on the 9th.  At some point I might disappear for a couple of days, even if its just driving randomly somewhere.

I know I'm not in the best place at the moment, mentally, and am trying not to let things get worse.

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Wayne Gray

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Take care of yourself, Fae.  You're doing the right thing by taking the time.

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