Max
OK, today was...interesting.
First, my parents found a thing I had written a little while back about depression and suicide--lets just say it was vivid. Apparently, my dad found it and faxed it to my mom, and they both came down early because they were worried. Long story short--they had an "intervention." Everything went well though.
More importantly, I came out to Max today
Seriously, I thought I had gotten good reactions before, but his is by far the best. So he (ironically) asked me who I liked and we had a long conversation, where I wouldn't tell him, but I felt bad, because he had previously told me. So I told him that I'm gay:
[08:15:01 PM] AP Conflagrant: ok...i got sumthing to tell u...which shouldnt do anything...but i kinda have to tell u now....um....im gay
[08:15:22 PM] AP Conflagrant: well?
[08:15:36 PM] Max: well wut
[08:15:46 PM] AP Conflagrant: well....reaction....
[08:15:50 PM] Max: ummm
[08:15:52 PM] Max: none? lol
[08:15:56 PM] AP Conflagrant: heheh
[08:16:03 PM] Max: shud i have one? lol
[08:16:10 PM] AP Conflagrant: well i didnt no how u were g2 react, but nothing?
[08:16:14 PM] AP Conflagrant: thats a new one
[08:16:20 PM] Max: iono not much phases me
[08:16:27 PM] AP Conflagrant: like i no u arent homophobic and crap
[08:16:28 PM] AP Conflagrant: but like
[08:16:34 PM] AP Conflagrant: u nvr no how ppl will react
[08:16:38 PM] Max: hmm thats true
So anyway, he was really good about it, and then I was assertive and:
[08:23:48 PM] AP Conflagrant: would u wanna hear which guys i think are hot
[08:23:49 PM] AP Conflagrant: hehe
[08:23:55 PM] AP Conflagrant: it would amuse me
[08:23:57 PM] AP Conflagrant: but like
[08:24:07 PM] Max: iono sure
[08:24:09 PM] Max: i wudnt mind lol
[08:24:11 PM] AP Conflagrant: heheh
[08:24:13 PM] AP Conflagrant: ur weird
[08:24:17 PM] Max: interesting conversation
[08:24:18 PM] Max: vertainly
[08:24:20 PM] Max: certainlly
[08:25:00 PM] AP Conflagrant: wat this one?
[08:25:10 PM] Max: well i mean it would make interesting convo
[08:25:13 PM] Max: if you brought that up
[08:25:13 PM] AP Conflagrant: oh
[08:25:15 PM] AP Conflagrant: yea
[08:25:16 PM] AP Conflagrant: prolly
[08:25:20 PM] AP Conflagrant: dun think i wanna tho
[08:25:26 PM] Max: lol
[08:25:44 PM] Max: iono like .... i think its kinda .... cool
[08:25:53 PM] AP Conflagrant: wat being gay?
[08:25:55 PM] AP Conflagrant: hehe
[08:25:55 PM] Max: i mean like you like guys, girls like guys
[08:26:03 PM] Max: so its like ...
[08:26:08 PM] AP Conflagrant: yes that would make sense
[08:26:08 PM] Max: more ppl giving good advice
[08:26:13 PM] AP Conflagrant: hehehehe
[08:26:20 PM] Max: iono seems that way anyway
[08:26:25 PM] Max: that like .. the really ... guy-ish guys
[08:26:28 PM] Max: suck at it lol
[08:26:42 PM] AP Conflagrant: suck at wat?
[08:26:54 PM] Max: advice on the topic of ....
[08:27:12 PM] Max: more-than-friendly relationships
......
[08:34:46 PM] AP Conflagrant: i hope everyone is gay
[08:34:59 PM] Max: lol
[08:35:00 PM] AP Conflagrant: including u
[08:35:01 PM] AP Conflagrant: hehe
[08:35:06 PM] AP Conflagrant: i no ur not tho
[08:35:10 PM] Max: haha how u kno?
[08:35:12 PM] AP Conflagrant: well
[08:35:13 PM] AP Conflagrant: i dont
[08:35:14 PM] AP Conflagrant: r u?
[08:35:15 PM] AP Conflagrant: hehe
[08:35:20 PM] Max: i dont believe i am
[08:35:23 PM] AP Conflagrant: hahah
[08:35:35 PM] AP Conflagrant: interesting way of putting it
[08:35:36 PM] AP Conflagrant: ...
[08:35:38 PM] Max: lol
[08:35:52 PM] AP Conflagrant: have u ever had an interest in another guy?
[08:35:52 PM] AP Conflagrant: lol
[08:36:10 PM] Max: hmmm
[08:36:30 PM] Max: i think possibly, but it was like in a companionship way
[08:36:43 PM] Max: like ... we match so well its like we're fckin family
[08:36:45 PM] AP Conflagrant: sumone at school. or person i dunno
[08:36:47 PM] AP Conflagrant: hehe
[08:36:51 PM] Max: out o school
[08:37:02 PM] AP Conflagrant: mm
[08:37:03 PM] Max: we called him my lil brother tho
And then, it got even better: I asked if he wanted to hang out on thursday (we have off) and he said sure and were making plans tomorrow. I even made a joke about him being gay later in the conversation.
REALLY happy-adam
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