And so it goes......
I got a PM last night from someone who I thought was being really cool. I won't say the persons name here, but if they read it, they'll know who they are. Anyway, I was having trouble getting into live chat, and this person sent me a pm giving me ideas about how to get in. Finally, I got in and it took about 5 minutes for the ambush to begin, so I played along. I didn't realize that what was discussed in the soapbox was going to be used against me in live chat, but I soon found my self fighting against 3 other members who took it upon themselves to try to team up against me. Now, I didn't have any trouble with them. In fact, their argument was ridiculous. So I had no trouble fending them off. But then they started making snide and hatefull comments about how someone in your family dying is luck, and that people who inherrit money when one or both of their parents dies are lucky. I kept debating, but I have to say that I expected more, even from those 3. So, unfortunately, I realized last night that whay happens in the soapbox doesn't stay in the soapbox, and that I will be attacked anywhere I go on this forum or in live chat. But thats fine, because I didn't come here to worry about what other people think about me. I came here to read stories and have serious discussions about them. If I see something in the soapbox that I think is wrong, Im going to reply, but Im going to do that in the soapbox, not in live chat or in another section of this forum. You see, unlike the ones who tried to ambush me last night, I have enough common sense to understand when enough is enough. Telling me that my mother dying was lucky went to far. So Im only going to say this one more time in my blog and then Im not going to use this space to talk about this subject ever again:::::Im not sorry that I disagree with the people who hate my views. I am not some robot who walks around blaming the democrats or the republicans for every little problem we have in this country. I especially find it offensive when people think that just because Im gay, I should always come out against President Bush and the republicans. KenderClearic said it best last night when he called President Bush a good man who leads with his heart. That's what this nation wants, and that's why they re-elected him. If you find his leadership so unbearable, start working right now to make some kind of difference in 2008. Right now, the only thing that you are doing is showing your ass when you make desperate comments about the Bush administration. Look for the viable arguments, then make them. But don't you dare try to attack me when I come into live chat looking for a freind who was nice enough to invite me in, then act like nothing's wrong when he gets there. If you think that personal responsibility is such a horrible thing, say so, but save it for the soapbox.*******************************************************************Well, now that I have wasted valuable blog space on that subject, I can move on to something worth my time. My bf and I decided to spend out last Saturday night of the summer inside. We were invited to go to a party, and we were going to go, but we decided that the goth scene is just to much for us..lol. I guess we're kinda straight acting, and the freind who was throwing the party is actually straight himself, and he has the coolest gf, but most of the people he invited from the oceanfront are goth.So we just hung out last night and I actually got to the point in my story where I meet my bf and we hang out. Even though I liked him then, I didn't know for sure if that was because I was gay or because he was so cute..lol. (same thing I guess). After a while I crashed but I woke up at like 4 in the morning and he was still up on the computer chatting away, so I made him come to bed and keep me warm. My dad has this thing about the AC.....he never thinks it's cool enough in the house, so it stays on all day and all night long...brrrrr Well, anyway, I just wanted to say hi to Mikie before I go.....Thanks for inviting me into the chatroom yesterday. I think you're a total sweetheart for doing that ......I hope everyone here has a good rest of the weekend.KissesNickolas
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