Perhaps it's the energy drink talking, or the fact that I'm up at 3 in the morning desperately trying to finish writing a 5 page research paper, (that I haven't started yet) but...

I'm seriously getting fed up with people. People that for the past months I've spent so much time with just keep disappointing me. It's so immature and such childish behavior too and I just can't understand WHY. And what irritates me even more is that I put up with it, I give them the benefit of the doubt, hell I even made excuses for them! And of course, they turn around and get angry at me for the pettiest of things.

argh.

i'm irritated so easily lately. i don't like it.

i'm one of those types that keeps it all bottled up too, so people never know. i have to get better at expressing my dissatisfaction with people. it's affecting my school work because i dwell on these issues (like i am right now) when I should be focused on what i'm trying to accomplish.

i really just want to grab my jacket, grab my wallet, and just leave. completely out of the blue, no notice. to the beach or something. boston?