Well, I figured since I haven't blogged in a bit, I would today!

Today went from bad to excellent! I ended up going to a job interview and was grilled about differnet things (who knew that working as a busboy would be difficult ). When I was done, I was a little on edge and when I took the bus to goto Red Bank (my home away from home), I ended up having a panic attack and that wasn't fun.

In case you want the nitty gritty details, my panic attack simulates a seizure (it's effectively a psychogenic seizure) and needless to say the bus driver saw me and helped me a bit. A woman on the bus asked where I was going and I told her starbucks. Once I got to starbuck, the barista there helped me by giving me a free thing of water and I tookmy emergancy meds. After about 10-15min, I calmed down and was pretty much better.

Once the attack subsided, I fall into a condition that can best be described as sensory overload. My hearing, sight, touch, and taste are messed up for a bit (even now as I'm writing sipping on some coffee, my taste is FUBARED). But as I write this, I feel a lot better and calmer (also the eye candy of red bank is helping out a lot too lol).

I managed to write out some works that i've been working on (yes everyone I finally got ch.3 done of lost in pain so there wont be a delay like I was dreading). So i'm off now (I wanna write some more along with looking at the eye candy! )