NickolasJames8

Well, this is it....my surgery's today, and Im hella nervous. I probably wouldn't be, but my dad's all stressed out, and it's stressing me out to(too?). So anyway, Im just gonna go with it...the suckiest part is that Im dying of thirst, but I can't drink anything untill after the surgery.... Anyway, we have to be at Sentara by 9:30, and I don't think we'll be done till late at night. I hope I can eat tonight, because Im gonna make my dad buy me cheesecake and grits... Wish me luck..... Kisses Nickolas

I would say that in no particular order, my favorites are Project Window and Doo Rags by Nas, Extinction Level Event by Busta Rymes, Year of the Cat by Al Stewart, My Buddy, I smell Pussy and G'd Up by G Unit, Vincent by Don Mc Clean, Money Power Respect by the Lox and One for Petey by Petey Crack. The one I love the most is Count on me by Jefferson Starship. It's the one song that I would sing to my bf if I had a voice that was good.

100 Miles and running by NWA????

I hate to say this, but in a way, Im glad to see TOU coming to an end. Im dying for Dom to get back to DD. The way he left us hanging on that last scene makes me itchy for the next chapter...Im kinda hoping DD goes on for like 55 chapters.

lol...actually, we're baptists, but my dad and stepmom just fast every once in a while. I wanted to do it this time, but my dad said no My G-d Baptists are fasting? This is gonna get confusing. Next thing you'll be watching television and dancing! Hope you didn't torment the hungry too much. xx Wait, we aren't supposed to watch tv either??? Uh oh....

:wacko: Um....we aren't supposed to have pre-marital sex?? Ooops

Ok, one more question(probably a silly one) Is it a gay story? Or is it just a scary one???

I will...I promise. I guess I shoulda said its not a cancer tumor, its just one thats growing and has to be taken out Kisses Nickolas

Thanks Micheal........as for my bf, he better come snuggle with me or else...lol

lol...actually, we're baptists, but my dad and stepmom just fast every once in a while. I wanted to do it this time, but my dad said no

So am I Brett....I didn't stop bugging my folks about from the moment you told me..lol Kisses Nickolas BTW, Welcome to Gay Authors....read some stories now....Dom's here

I have a question.......should it be a chapter story or a short story??

I want to write one, if anyone can.

Yesterday my stepmom bought me the full second season of Da Ali G Show, and all I can say is....f**K Yes!!!! Sorry, but I haven't laughed so hard in my life.....if you've never seen it on tv, you should go out and get the first and second seasons on DVD....it's so funny. Well, besides that, I was supposed to be fasting this weekend with my family, but my dad wont let me...he says Im to skinny and to young to fast... ...That's ok, I've been making him pay....since I have to eat, Im eating in front of him...bite after delicious bite, in his face, under his nose, making his mouth water At least this is my last weekend of being grounded for the f I got on my english paper, so next weekend, Im out like the vapors....lol. But after that, Im having surgery on my throat...October 12, Im having a tumor taken out of my throat...it's up against my windpipe. At least I get to go home that day, but I have to be out of school for the rest of the week. Someone from this board has been emialing me...I wont say who,. but it's not someone Im happy to be hearing from. But I told him that if he cant be honest with me, to leave me alone. Hopefully, he gets the message. Kisses Nickolas

It could all be so simple. But you'd rather make it hard. Loving you is like a battle and we both end up with scars. Tell me who I have to be to get some (I dont know how to spell the next word). I love Lauren Hill and I love the song X factor....I just wish she would come out with a new cd. Kisses Nickolas

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Last weekend I was chatting with someone I happen to love a lot on AIM, someone who I consider to be a good friend, and he did somehting he has a habit of doing all of the time....he just started ignoring me and eventually his away message came on. Now, this has been a problem between us in the past, and the truth is that my bf actually wanted to fight this guy because he felt like he was being rude to me in the past when he would do this. But eventually, we talked things out and Taylor let it go. He even tried to be friends with this person because he knows how much I care for him. Well, last week, I got upset when he did this again, for the thousandth time, so I decided that I deserved to be treatd better than that....I ended up blocking him from sending me IM's anymore. I just feel like it's never going to change, and he's a selfish person. I don't know if he realizes it, but a lot of our friends do, and I felt like I had enough. Today, I was chatting online with another friend, and he told me that Zach(my selfish friend) was sorry and that he wanted to appologize to me, so I unblocked him. We chatted for about 2 minutes, and it started all over again. So for the sake of what's left of our friendship( I feel like I would get in a fist fight for him) I blocked him again. It just hurts my feelings that he could be so inconsiderate. Anyway, I just needed a place to vent this, because Im feeling really bad right now, and Taylor is ready to walk up to him and punch him in the nose. Of course, I wouldn't let it happen, but I still feel bad. No matter what, I think Im always going to love this guy. He's such a close friend of mine, and I feel like I would die without his friendship. I just don't know what to say to him anymore. Kisses Nickolas

I predict that Quinn will stay in the closet from his mom. I predict that Marrissa and Trina will end up in the sack at Trinas house. Jude and Quinn and Bree will come over and think that Trina is drinking in her room, bust in, and catch them in some HOTT LESBIEN ACTION!!!! I predict that Brad will get his hair dyed green, setting a new trend for Taylor to follow. When Taylor dyes his hair, him and Brad start talking and the next thing you know, Brad is in the sack at Trinas with Taylor. I predict that Murphy and Mrs. Moore end up together and Jude does end up moving in with the Moore family.

Im beginning to wonder if Quinn is actually ever going to come out to his mother or not

lol......Karl Rove rocks!!!!! He's sooooo sexy. Not as sexy as W is though Kisses Nickolas

I don't know about that. I just think the whole thing was weird, and Im glad it's over. The thing that bugs me is that he said stuff about how he read everyone of my posts and I was spoiled and arrogant and stuff......if it was the person they say it was, it's even weirder because it's like he has 2 personalities or something. Anyway, like I said before, Im glad it's over. Kisses Nickolas

We have lots of redencks here in Virginia Kisses Nickolas

I still wanna see some hot lesbien action between Trina and Marrissa...that would rule!!!!!

OMG, I don't even know where to start from...this chapter was sooooooo good. I had a feeling that Marrissa wasn't going to turn out like Janie...Im glad I was right. I just hope that the sound Quinn heard was the sound of Brad getting hit upside the head with a lunch tray instead of Taylor...he deserves it

Someone by my school got hit by a car that was going like 50 miles an hour. Im not sure yet what happened tot hem, because the ambulance was there and traffic was all backed up and stuff, but my stepmom was picking me up from school to go home....it wasn't a student though, because it was down the road from our school, closer to the Super Walmart, but it still made me nervous. Anyway, even if he's a jerk, I hope your room mate is ok. Kisses, Nickolas